Standing in my own puddle of lies and cheats
Wondering what I did...
If I did anything at all
Something tells me it won't be all right
But this little voice in my head says it will
The little voice never goes away... always keeping track of the things I do
Alwys knowing where I am and whom I'm with
It follows me around--it knows no end
Reminding me, taunting me, making its presence known
Always telling me what not to do- But never telling me directly
When will it end? When will I be freed from this voice inside of my head?
Needing to see the white little pills...
Needing to see something... To stop this voice that is inside of my head
It's no longer helping, it's drowning out the rest of my world
Making me feel uncomfortable, pressuring me, making me do things I don't want to do
But it sounds so good, so clean, fun and relaxing
It's like taking candy from a stranger, you never know if you'll like it or not
Going into unfamiliar territory, not knowing what to expect
Hoping things will turn out for the best
But you know they never will
Always putting myself to the test
Just hoping that this voice won't kill me first
Seeing unfaithful revenge
Against the one who put this voice in my head
Wishing myself to be dead
So I no longer have to deal with the pain and pressures
Of everyday life
But somehow it makes me feel all right
It makes me feel like I am at home
I guess that is what i get for listening
To this voice for so long
