Allowing Love

Nick slammed the door as he stomped into his house. The meeting with Jive about his concert tour had not gone well and all he wanted to do was forget the previous four hours had ever happened. He dropped his keys on the entryway table and then started pulling off his shirt as he walked. By the time he reached his backyard and the pool, he had a trail of clothes behind him and was completely nude. Diving into the water and setting a hard pace of lap after lap, he went over the entire meeting. He thought about the words they had used, �disappointment�, �below-standard�, �unmarketable� and the one which hurt the most, �failure�.

Ten laps down and the comparisons they made between him and Justin Timberlake rolled through his mind. Nick didn�t understand how they could make the comparisons, the two albums were nothing alike and besides, Justin�s album had performed lower then they expected as well. Had these promoters not heard they were in a recession? Sure, the video didn�t stay on the TRL countdown until it was retired and his new video hadn�t even made the countdown yet, but the numbers weren�t why he made the album. He had put his heart and soul into every note and the importance lay in what he had learned and accomplished, not how many copies he sold or whether he beat Justin�s album.

Thirty laps and he was breathing hard, muscles burning, but his mind was finally slowing the constant repeat of the meeting. The important thing was whether he felt like it was worth it and he did. He came out of this experience understanding more about music and about himself. If he touched just one person with his music, it was worth it and he truly believed he had touched people. He believed he had made a difference. With his mind finally calmed, he climbed out of the pool and sprawled out on the nearest lounge chair facedown, making sure to adjust himself so he was comfortable.

The cool evening air brushed his wet skin causing shivers to run up and down his spine, but Nick continued to lay there panting from the exertion of the laps he had just finished. He made a mental note to swim more laps if he wanted to survive whenever he got pissed off and needed to release some tension.

Nick was just about to head inside when he felt a towel being rubbed over his chilled skin. Startled, he twisted to see who was there, relieved to see his little brother standing above him with a grin and a towel.

�Shit Aaron! You scared the hell out of me!�

�You should be more observant of your surroundings Nick. I was sitting out here the whole time you were doing your swimming marathon. What pissed you off so much you had to try to drown your sorrows?�

�A meeting with Jive and if I was drowning my sorrows I would be drinking, not swimming. What are you doing here?�

�Fight with Mom. I told her I was going to stay here for a few days, I hope that�s okay?�

�Of course. You know you�re always welcome here, you know that AC.� Nick said rolling his eyes. �Hey, can I have the towel since you�ve already gotten a free show?�

�I don�t know Nick, it wasn�t a bad show. Maybe I want an encore.�

�You think you�re cute don�t you?�

�Actually, I was thinking more of how sexy you are.� Aaron said licking his lips. Nick looked up, expecting to see a teasing grin and instead being met with a look of hunger.

�Aaron, we�ve talked about this. It isn�t normal and we can�t do it. We said it would never go beyond the one kiss.�

�You talked about it and you decided it wouldn�t go beyond the one kiss. I never agreed. I love you, but I guess you can�t understand my love for you.� Tossing the towel at Nick, he turned to head into the house wanting to be away from his brother before he allowed himself to break down.

Ignoring the towel, Nick ran after Aaron, grabbing his arm and turning him around, looking into the eyes he was fighting so hard not to give in to. �Aaron, try to understand . . .�

�What I understand is you don�t want me and you�re making up excuses instead of having the guts to just say it.� Nick looked at him stunned for a moment before pulling him in tight to his body and slamming his lips down on Aaron�s, forcing the younger man�s mouth open to accept his tongue before pulling back to look into his brother�s stunned eyes.

�Does it feel like I don�t want you? Do you have any idea how hard it is to see you and want you in my arms and know how wrong it is? I lay awake at night thinking about you and what I want to do and know I�m going to hell and wondering if I should just give in and love you like I really want to.�

�Then do it.� Aaron challenged his brother before sliding his hands down to grasp the older man�s cock and pump it a couple of times.

�Fuck, AC!� Nick moaned out, fighting for a last bit of control before giving in. Sliding his hand up to cup the back of Aaron�s head, he pulled his head closer until their lips met, this time with the softest of touches.

The two kissed for several minutes before Aaron pulled away gasping for air. Each stared at the other, wondering how they ever waited this long and hoping the other didn�t call a stop before their fantasies could be fulfilled. Wanting to prove he truly wanted this, Aaron started to slowly undress, smiling slightly when he realized how closely Nick was watching his every move.

As soon as Aaron�s last article of clothing was removed and tossed aside, Nick dropped to his knees in front of his brother. Ignoring the pain of the cement digging into his skin, he licked a trail up the bottom of Aaron�s hard penis causing the younger man to groan in pleasure. Taking just the head into his mouth, Nick licked around the hard flesh, enjoying the taste of pre-cum coating his tongue.

�God Nick. More, please. Feels so good Baby.� Aaron moaned, trailing his fingers through Nick�s hair before pulling on the strands, encouraging the older man to take more of him inside of his mouth. Before Aaron could do much more then gasp, Nick had allowed the younger man�s cock to hit the back of his throat and slide down before swallowing around the sensitive flesh.

While Aaron struggled to remain standing, fingers tangled in Nick�s hair, Nick held tightly to Aaron�s hips. Even in the midst of blowing his brother, Nick was also looking out for him in case his legs gave out. The only sound between the two, moans and whimpers testifying to how much both men needed this closeness.

With a loud moan and tightening of his fingers in Nick�s hair, Aaron came down his brother�s throat. He didn�t even have time to warn Nick of his impending orgasm before it washed over him, all he could do was hold on tight and enjoy the sensation of Nick swallowing over and over around his cock. Nick meanwhile was aching with how aroused he was from seeing his little brother lose control, knowing it was him who had caused it.

Once Aaron recovered slightly, he looked down to see Nick licking at his navel and sucking the beads of sweat from Aaron�s skin. Further down, Aaron caught sight of the still hard cock he had dreamed about for so long. Deciding if tonight was all Nick would allow them he wanted it all, Aaron pulled up on Nick�s shoulders. Once Nick was standing in front of him, Aaron pulled the older man�s head close and dove his tongue in to taste himself in Nick�s mouth. After a couple of minutes of this intense kissing, Aaron pulled back to see the desire shining brightly in Nick�s eyes.

�Make love to me Nick, please.� Aaron whispered, hoping he wasn�t pushing his brother too far.

Biting his lip with worry, Nick asked. �Are you sure AC? I don�t want to do anything you will regret and it�s probably going to hurt a lot.�

Unconsciously mimicking his brother�s habit of biting his lip, AC whispered back. �I�m sure. I�ve been practicing with a dildo I ordered so I�m kind of used to how it will feel.�

Just picturing his brother laying on a bed thrusting a large dildo in and out of his ass was almost enough to push him over the edge. Realizing the longer he waited, the more likely he wouldn�t be able to make it good for both of them, Nick grabbed Aaron�s hand and pulled him into the house, heading for the nearest guest bedroom where he knew there was lube.

Nick pushed Aaron onto his back on the bed before grabbing the lube and squirting some on his fingers. Thrusting one finger in deep, Nick looked up to evaluate Aaron�s reaction and was pleased to see only pleasure on his face. Another finger and Aaron was writhing on the bed and Nick was wondering if he could cum from just fingering his brother. A third finger brought gasps from both of them, one was in slight discomfort and the other in pleasure.

�Are you ready Baby Boy?� Nick asked, wanting to make sure Aaron hadn�t changed his mind.

�Now Nicky, please. I need you inside of me so bad.� Nick took the words as final approval and slowly pushed his way into the tight ass of his brother until he could go no further. The two of them just enjoyed the feeling of being completely joined together for a few minutes until Nick couldn�t help but move.

Thrust after thrust, Nick withdrew and then pushed into Aaron. Groans and whispers of praise filled the air. Feeling Aaron�s renewed cock in between them, Nick reached down and started pumping the flesh in time with his thrusts causing the whimpers and moans from the younger man to strengthen.

�Oh God Nicky, so close. I�m so fucking close.�

�Me too Baby. Cum for me Aaron.� Nick gasped out, fighting to keep control until he saw the younger man lose control which luckily only took a couple of seconds and one more hard thrust into his prostate.

�Love you Nick!� Aaron screamed and shot cum in between the two men�s bodies. His cries were soon followed by similar declarations from Nick. Their climaxes leaving them overwhelmed and gasping for breath, the two curled together and fell in to a light slumber, disregarding the cum still smeared over their flesh. Morning would be soon enough to deal with all the messes their being together caused.


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