Richard kyle gabarda lim was his name.. and oh my god what a devil he will become.. hahahah i mean, a devil in a nice way, but sometimes too devilish.. you see.. he got a D in his conduct in school because he wrestled, and that was his 5th offense. Like me, he also has a scar, though his happened not in his crawling days, but jumping orangutan phase.. and he jumped on the table, hit his head on the windowsill, and that was when it happened. the skin opened like a cocoon of some sort, and you could also see the bones and nerves and stuff.. so, obviously, he was brought to the hospital, and it was also sewed together..
yes, I went to the states in 1995 though it was pretty useless since i could only go on the boring rides which were the perky annoying horsies that go round and round or those teacups that spun all around... ahahhaha but ahhh well.. it was fun anyway, since I was also a perky annoying kid.. who was so intrigued with the fact that mickey mouse was 3-d and walking around Disneyland.. my god.. i was so0o0o gullible... hahahah and i was also intrigued with the large rides and that beast from "Beauty and the Beast" could not talk in real life.. hayayay.. gullible ...
Like I said, my dad was my tutor and I don't think he took it seriously because he just told me to study on my own, I think, and so I did something an innocent 6-year-old kid would never do. CHEAT. ah yes, i was pretty stupid to think that the teacher wouldn't see me cheat. I put the book in the ledge under my desk and opened the book carefully. I remember that I looked for the chinese word for little sister, and I saw the word but then my teacher took my book and I don't really know what she did to punish me.. hmm.. i think she just told me that it was bad.. and .. that's it i guess.. ?!?! hahahaha
Who would have thought that my first crush would be.. *drum roll* Rico Yan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahhahahahah I don't really know why I liked him but then when he died.. oh my god.. I was so depressed I didn't eat that much.. and oh god.. hahahahhaha I was sad and my family was wondering why I was crying and stuff... but ah well.. ahhahahahaaa what a saddo I must have been then.. I dreamt about those things that li'l girls always dream about.. fairytale stories.. princes and princesses.. and hayayay.. crazy crazy.. saddo.. hahahhaha... I was also depressed when Rico Yan was together with Claudine Barretto and I'd curse her about being so ugly day and night.. hayayay.. sad sad pathetic fool of a kid..
I was homesick at this stage in my life and I never wanted to leave home. I always cursed and hated school and I cried everyday.. maybe that was why I was very dehydrated at this point of time.. I always wanted my mom to be there with me because I had a bully, I think, but as far as I can remember, I don't know why I was crying.. I just felt very depressed and alone.. waaaaaa.. and also, Dana made me cry at one time because I brought a comic book from the "Archie" series and this crazy woman was very addicted to "Archie." She took it, started reading it, without my permission and the teacher gave her a warning. Without hesitation, she took it again, and the teacher confiscated it. I cried s0o0o0o much and because of the teacher's pity, she gave it back. I got so mad at Dana at that time, and since we were best friends at that time, I never spoke to her again. ahhahaha sad isn't it? but now, we're good friends :)
I still cried at this time, and the teacher was so pissed off with me, that for the first time in my life at that time, I didn't get an honor.. ah well.. hahahah because of my conduct. There was this teacher, Ms. Que and she was so strict as in and she always scared me, the poor little pathetic creature-child.. and the more I didn't want to go to school.. as i said, I was a saddo when I was a kid.. pathetic foo0o0o0oL!!!! how sad, huh?!?!?!? hahahhaa.. hayayayayaya...
Adolescence is coming!! I finally stopped crying and learned how to be independent and that I didn't need my mom to be there for me all the time.. Adolescence.. I started wearing an undershirt but I didn't want to accept that I was growing up so I didn't, and instead very embarrassing things happened.. hahhaa.. well, I had a phase about that and I didn't want to wear any because it was either itchy or annoying, but the real reason was that I still wanted to enjoy life and be free and have liberty!! hahahahah oh my god this is so embarrassing.. aahhahaha but still.. that is basically my story of adjusting and stuff.. ahhahaha :)
JaCkie, hao-min, kayLa, chaR, rEg, catHy. these were the other people in my barkada. it's very complicated. hahaha.. hao was my best friend in grade 3 but we separated because of correction tape. sad, isn't it? hahaha.. so0.. jackie and hao-min were the best of friends at the time. me, char and kayla were close, and reg and cathy were also close. we got pissed with reg, to cut it short, we kicked her out. yes, we were bitches. we were also pissed off with cathy so yes, we also kicked her out, yes, we were bitches. jackie and hao had a ntbk that they kept from the rest of the group and we were upset because they didn't want to show us what they were hiding, so me, kayla and char decided to have a ntbk of our own. this just caused problems.. so we decided to make one notebook for the whole group. ahhaha.. so0o.. me, jackie, hao, kayla and char.. me and hao wanted to be best friends again so jackie and kayla became close, while char went with someone else first. and after that, hao went with pau and jackie went with them too. kayla went with antoinette, my close friend in grade 4, though she went with other people and so i went with char, who was with fiona. then, I didn't really like it so I didn't go with anyone. I was alone once again.
entering grade 6, with new classmates because we reshuffled, i started going with antoinette and regine.. thenn.. after a while, with "pichi".. i don't know why but i think we fought over a necklace.. so0o.. i went with "plug","pea" and "power" [i'm sorry i cannot mention these names because if they see this it may cause a feud or something], and i got kinda annoyed with plug because she was so0o0o arrogant about how smart she is and how nice her voice is blablabla.. so i went with "chichi" and her barkada.. her best friend "bear" had a problem with me i don't know why so I think i went back with "plug, etc".. hayayay.. hard times.. ahhahaa my fights with friends are so stupid.. the first one because of Archie, the second because of correction tape and this one a necklace.. yay!! hahahaa
yes.. it is the talk that every child dreads and every child expects.. the one about drugs, sex, and stuff like that.. at first i thought that the stork thing was real but then i found out it wasn't so i asked my mom when i was around 5.. how does a mom and dad have a child? my other theory was that the priest had some evil magic when they got married.. and my other theory was it came from the kiss in the marriage.. but my mom told me that some kind of "magic" happens between the mom and the dad and that's how babies come to form.. that was the answer when I was 5.. I found out on my own though the real story.. and boy, was i shocked.. haha.. In the topic of drugs, I was taught very well never to accept any and to not get into peer pressure and things like that.. ehh.. I also thought santa claus existed.. how gullible was i then? you could probably make me believe that I could "accidentally stab myself with a knife in the heart" and still live.. that's how gullible.. :)
DROWNIN' IN A POOL OF TEARS.....
1998-1999
B IN CONDUCT..
1999
I START GROWING UP.. IN THE NEW MILLENNIUM..
2000
MY NEW BARKADA..
2001
FINDING NEW FRIENDS..
2002
THE TALK..
2002