| The room is dark and all there is, is the glow of the screen. I sit and thinking about what you will say how you will react. It isn't something I wanted to tell you but it was just to big and I was becoming too withdrawn. I hope you will read it with understanding eventhough I know you will not. It is something you never thought you would have to deal with and maybe you will not have to. I don't know what is worst the truth or the disapointment, the truth I am willing to live with the disapointment is a whole nother story. |