| I have read a lot about the subject on depression. It should not be a surprise to anyone that I get depressed. I have taken about six different meds for it but at the end of the day it comes down to one thing. My life without depression is one that I do not know how to live. I don�t know what it is like living without the feeling of overwhelming doom. There have been periods when I have not been depressed and something was missing. It just didn�t feel right living without depression. For me depression is a friend that I can call at 1:30 in the morning and talk to. It was always there when other people came and went in my life the depression was there. I have built an existence on it. Trying to over come depression for me is like telling my best friend that I no longer need them. The only other friend I would have alcohol |