| Thoughts of Rage "Hey, keep smiling "Prof Easton Even after a year I still miss her but I think that might be normal. I don't feel anything and maybe that is good or bad but it is over and I don't feel anything but alone, yet really I have always felt that. Looking back she didn't let me get close and I didn't let her get close either. Tomorrow is always full of possibities, and it will alway be that way. Today is always filled with dissipointments, and it will always be that way. It is when the two come togeather that we should be careful. What is the point of looking forward to, tomorrow if it is today. It is as gray as the rain clouds that you see through your window. As gray as the eyes of the helpless elderly. A color as red as ruby's, as red as a rose you would give to your lover. But all it does is provide shelter from the elements for a short time. It is the feeling you get when you have completed a great adventure. But in this case the adventure is just being. We all are in search for that feeling. For some of us it will take one try for others they will never find it. Never the less we search. Life is like a train. It starts off slow and easy and builds with speed. Then it gets to a constant speed and then slows down and you get off. That can be compared to a long and enjoyible life. But there are also train wrecks |
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