Worry about you
By: Ivy
I was glad he�d found me. I didn�t really want to die; I just don�t know what came over me. One second I was screaming at some bitch in the garage, next I was slicing my belly up with a butcher knife. Anyway, I�m glad he found me, even if I still hate him. I don�t know whether I believe him about never cheating again or not. Maybe the whole incident scared him into staying faithful, hey, a girl can hope can�t she?
*I�ll think of you in my dreams
You�ll never know
Just what you mean to me*
Right now I can�t be with him though, he hurt me too much. I know Vince gave him a good talking to, but I�m just not ready yet. I miss him a lot. I haven�t kissed him or touched him or barely even talked to him since Mexico. I�ll come around; at least that�s what Mia says. Mia and I have been spending a whole lot more time together since my little episode. Dom says I can�t work till I�m all healed up, so I�m stuck in the office, or the diner with Mia. At first I thought it would be torture, but it�s not, Mia and I have a blast in there, talking about boys and clothes and stuff.
The other day something happened though, Dom had like a little freak out. All of a sudden we hear this scream coming from the garage and a loud �clank� like metal hitting the ground. We rushed out there, but Dom said he was fine, I don�t even think he realized that he had screamed. That scared me a lot, but I tried to brush it off as nothing. I�m really getting worried about him.
�Mia, do you think everything will get better with me and Dom?� I asked her.
�Yeah. It�s just a faze in the relationship, you�ll get over it sooner or later.�
�I hope it�s sooner, I miss him like crazy. He�s all I think about, day in and day out. God, I sound so desperate.� I said miserably.
�I think I have a way for you to get him back with out him even noticing it. It won�t make you look like you want him at all, but it�ll bring him crawling back.� Mia had that devilish gleam in her eye that meant she was thinking up something deviant.
And that�s how our plan came about. It was silly and childish, and it was hot and steamy, and I think that it just might work.
I went home with Mia that night. Dom was working late, so he wasn�t a problem. We raided both of our closets, and put together the perfect outfit for a seduction. I didn�t spend too much time in me and Dom�s room. It hurt be in our room without being able to have him with me. The bed was an absolute mess. Without me here to make it, I supposed it never got made. I picked up the stuffed dog that was lying on the rumpled bed sheets, and hugged it close to me. Dom had given it to me last Valentines Day. I wasn�t exactly nostalgic, but the dog meant a lot to me.
It wasn�t that I didn�t want Dom back, because I did. I just wanted him to learn a lesson. I would get back with him, but only after I was sure he�d never cheat again. I wanted him to beg, to get down on his knees and grovel. And thanks to Mia I knew just how to make that happen.
That night I carted all that junk; clothes, make-up, hair accessories, all that back to Vince�s. I think I took him by surprise though, wanting to act all girly and stuff.
�Chica. What you doin?� he asked when I walked in the door with that armful of stuff.
�Nothin� man.� I replied coolly. �Mia, you know how she is.�
�Yeah sure.� He replied, clearly not believing me. �Now you wanna tell me what�s really going on little sister?�
�Nah, I�ll see ya in the morning guy.� I took this opportunity to take up off the stairs to my �room�.
I set the outfit out on the desk chair for the next morning. I put all the other junk on the floor and started to take off my clothes. I put on a sports bra and a pair of Dom�s boxers. All of a sudden I hear this tap at my window. Like in the movies when the guy throws pebbles at the girl�s window after they�ve had a fight. I moved to the window and parted the blue curtains I had picked out myself. After all I designed the whole room, knowing I would most likely be sleeping here a lot.
Down in the yard was Dom, except he wasn�t throwing pebbles; he was throwing screws and nails. I should have known better, this was Dom we were talking about. I slid up the windowpane and called down to him. �If Vince sees you he�ll kick your ass.�
�He couldn�t if he tried.� Typical Dominic. �I need to talk to you Letty. Please.�
�Sorry Dominic, not in the mood, I�m tired, and I�m going to bed. Why don�t you get your ass home before Mia worries.� I said.
