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Monday
3-14-05
Feeling: Back and busy
Listening to: Empire Strikes Back
Yeah, so I got back from vacation, and not a moment too soon. I thought it would never end. I liked it, but it was too long. Two weeks with my brother is too much. He gets on my nerves. I missed Mandy SO much! That had to be the worst part. I knew she was at home and that if I were too, I would be visiting her and hanging out with her a lot. Instead I was in the middle of no where climbing up mountains and kicking my own ass. It was fun, but I definitly would've prefered hanging out with Mandy. There aren't many things though that I'd rather do more than hang out with her. I'm back now, and I visited her the weekend I got back before moving on campus and went to C-Girl's birthday party with her. We had a great time. I like her friends a lot. They're really nice and instantly invited me to be one of their group. I feel very well liked, and I enjoy being with them. The next day I went to Mandy's church with her mom, John, Krystal, and her. It was really great. Then her mom and John took us all to Baker Square where I got the sandwich I always get there with Brian and thoroughly enjoyed it. Before we left she bought me and Mandy a whole pie of our choice to take back with us to campus! Her parents are too kind to me. I nearly feel like a member of the family when I'm over there. Then again, they do have a tendency to take in strays... :P Hopefully I won't give them the same potential flea problems. Well then I drove me and Mandy back here on campus where it was instantly back to work, but with a few breaks here and there of course to hang out and play Halo and what not, but mostly work. Not as much fun time as I would like, or have had before break, but when I get a few of these papers done I should have a nice whole in my assignments for a while. Right now though, I'm just happy to have been able to play a game of Halo with Mandy. I'm getting tired now and thinking about how favorable a nap with her would be instead though... Always a really good time. *sigh* Off to bed with me. Only pillows to hold onto... Meh, it works.
Wednesday
3-16-05
Feeling: Bored
Listening to: Varying Video Game mixes
Yesterday was me and Mandy's three month anniversary. We were both so busy that there wasn't any way either of us could've really done anything special for it, so we just hung out in my room and watched The Incredibles, which came out on DVD that day so I obviously had to get it. It was a good time. A little Halo action, a little movie, wow, I sure know how to show a girl a good time... Felt kinda crumby about it, but there wasn't really much else that could be done. Oh well, I think she had a good time, and that's all that really matters. I need to get the pictures from my camera developed from the dance. She did that over break from her camera and man, I didn't think my face could look so bad... Oh well, they're hilarious and they remind me of what a great time we had. I got some cool accesories for my character in Gaia. Arm bands and a cool shirt and what not. Can't find things as cool as what Mandy can though. She knows how to really shop that place for JUST what she wants. Meh, oh well, I'm happy with it. She got me hopelessly addicted to that thing. Well Mandy just called to hang out, so I'm off!
Friday
3-18-05
Feeling:
Listening to: nothing
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Saturday
3-19-05
Feeling: Upset with myself
Listening to: random techno stuff I happen to have
Today was pretty good. Went to work. Work wasn't bad in anyway, but it definitly wasn't good either. It was just blah. Came back and hung out in my room for a little while and relaxed which felt good, then invited Mandy to let me take her out to dinner at Chili's. It was a good time. After that we came back to my room and just hung out for a while, didn't really do anything. After I walked her home I can't help but continue to feel like I'm doing something wrong. Not necasarily with her, but it might be. I don't know. Just something right now doesn't feel right and I can't put my finger on it. I know it's something I've done. I just hope I haven't done anything wrong that can't be either over looked or forgiven. Maybe it's all in my head, but I feel guilty for something I can't even pin point. *sigh* Why oh why must I confuse myself late at night? Oh well, I hope that if I ever do something wrong I'm told exactly what it is. I can deal with that much easier than not knowing. I hate not knowing if I'm floating or sinking. Boy, that was one hell of a confusing rant and I don't even know what it was really about!^^' Forgive this entry, it is probably best ignored.
Sunday
3-20-05
Feeling: Wonderful
Listening to: nothing
Yeah, this entry is going to be short. I don't want to stay up late like last night. The last entry is a mere product of being overly tired and not realizing it. Mandy worried about me. I'm sorry.^^' I really didn't want her too. I don't think late night journal entries are for the best. Anyways, today was good and I just want to say two things and that's all.
1) There is no better feeling in the world than when you see a friend while with your girlfriend and they catch you kissing her and say something to embarass you and then your girlfriend, seeing this, giggles and gives you a kiss on the cheek for everyone involved to see. I most definitly haven't had a girlfriend ever seem so proud to be with me, or at least show it, as Mandy and that just makes me melt inside. She makes me feel so special all the time and the best part is she doesn't do it on purpose. (at least I don't think she does) We just seem to really mesh well without any effort. My last relationship was mostly the girlfriend complaining and me being a guidence counsellor and for the longest time that's just what I thought having a girlfriend was LIKE. I'm so very glad Mandy has taught me otherwise. I really enjoy every minute I'm not only with her, but even just talking to her. I can honestly say that in the time I've known her, before we were even dating, I have blissfully enjoyed every single second spent in her company without a single exception. We've been going out for 3 months and 5 days and I just hope that we will be together for a long long time. I really really care for her, and I can only hope I can make her feel as special as she makes me feel every single day.
2) Mandy looks REALLY good in her grey turtle neck and jeans... ^_^
Monday
3-21-05
Feeling: Excited
Listening to: Naoki - B4U
So it looks like I'm going to be living with Dave (as planned) AND Gavin. So we're going to get better housing and everything. I'm really excited about it. I think it'll work out really well. Me and Dave definitly pull out own weight and I know Gavin does too. So no worries about clean up or making a mess. In the appartments we're going to be looking at we'll each get our own room so I can contain my clutter and keep the rest of the place clean. I'll like having a full kitchen b/c then I can cook. I've had a real urge to cook since when I made Mandy dinner for Valentine's Day, and yesterday helpped make a cake for our CORE class. It just rekindled the little cook inside me again. So I think some time within the next week or so I'm going to cook something for Dave and Mandy. Probably some pasta or something. Alfredo? I don't know, but I'm going to be thinking about it. I just really hope the distance (if we live in the appartments) doesn't become a problem with our time plan and routes to our classes, and more importantly (at least to me) our social lives. I don't want to be secluded and all off by ourselves. I like being able to hang out with people without much effort. That and I REALLY like being able to just hang out with Mandy without having to plan anything. If we live a little farther off campus it would be that little bit more effort to see each other... I'm sure it won't make a difference, but it's more time walking to each others' places and less time actually hanging out. Just a bother really. Mandy didn't have any make-up on today and I could tell she was feeling self conscious about something, but I couldn't tell what it was, and quite honestly I thought she looked just as gorgeous as ever. She wore that one shirt with the psuedo grey long sleeves and the black short sleeve shirt. It looks really cool. I found a close up picture of Ino from Naruto and her hair, eyes, and face really remind me of Mandy, so I put the picture up on my background.^^ It makes me happy. I don't know a thing about her character yet, so I hope it's not insulting to think they look similar...^^'
Thursday
3-25-05
Feeling: Content
Listening to: nothing
I just had a decent week. Nothing special to report really. Mandy and I are both trying to get a lot of work done. Lots of thought about classes, future study abroad options, and housing. Looks like I'll be in a three room appartment with Dave and Gavin next year. Should be really cool. Yesterday and today I've been attempting to hook Mandy and Dave on City of Heroes. I think it might be working, but I don't know how successfully. Doesn't really matter, if they play that'd be awesome, if not, then hey, nothing will be any worse as a result, so no loss. I put up the pictures of Mandy from the dance on my wall. She doesn't like a certain one of them, but I put it up anyways. It's her laughing and I personally like it b/c I remember the exact moment it occured and that was such a fun time, so I put all of them up. I need to get a digital camera or a disposable one so I can take more Mandy pictures. She's so pretty. To have her on my wall is truely special for me. Last thing I see before I go to bed... <3 ^_^
Monday
3-28-05
Feeling: Special
Listening to: Offspring - Self Esteem
My busiest day of the week. Not bad today though, got done with classes and just hanging out. Dave was asking what I would like more for my birthday, and saying even he knows what Mandy has already gotten me.^^ They're both so nice to me, I'm really truely blest to have found Dave and lucky to have Mandy. I love them both so much. Dave on a different level of course.... =p Dave's become family. Simple as that. I haven't really ever had too much fuss over my birthday aside from my family going out to dinner and me being able to chose where. It's just never been a big deal. It just doesn't seem like a special occasion to me, and everyone getting me stuff makes me feel self conscious.^^' Oh well, I know it's because they care for me, and I for them. I'll make sure I make them both very happy when it comes to be THEIR birthdays. MUAhahahahahahaha.....ha
Thursday
3-31-05
Feeling: Twitterpated
Listening to: Semi-Sonic - Closing Time
RoseyJohn1: *poke*
RoseyJohn1: oi!
RoseyJohn1: *POKE*
SuperGirl8285: XD
RoseyJohn1: ��
SuperGirl8285: hehehe
SuperGirl8285: lunch?
RoseyJohn1: hai
SuperGirl8285: ^^
*sigh* I sure love her. :c)