| Alone I sit, I wonder why You dream of love and so do I But in your sleep you cannot see This pain which is always haunting me What I need I'll never feel This world is for me unreal So I drink to darkness with a candle lit And through the whole night alone I sit Karen the sleeping beauty She stops the bleeding She stops the bleeding in my soul She is fresh air in this sticking world The more I drink, the more I see That suicide could be the key To the place called paradise Where pain not dwells, not hate nor lies But if I look beyond all this I reckon something I would surely miss Because in my dreams I rule my life And the sleeping beauty Karen is my wife |
| As i lay here Dreaming the day away Thinking of what might have been had i only taken that one risk and loved you ROSE |
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| Taurus's on the run so far away from home Mesmerized by promises and gold Took the wrong left, turn, it's just a one way street Now he's all alone, out in the cold Yes it's true we've heard it all before But little Taurus laughs no more Taurus 's now on his way to grandma's house A tiny little cottage in the woods Hunting wolves are chasing this delicious mouse Where he went we never understood Nothing really matters anymore No Taurus longer knocks on the door A fallen prince bends his head in shame In the end there's no one else to blame And he's falling Falling without reach Taurus 's falling, lost in his dreams Afraid to go, afraid to live Into the emptiness what there's to believe Taurus 's on the bean stalk way up in the clouds Can't stop climbing, refuses to look down The giant in his castle, laughs gives wondrous wows he's cast into the stew without a sound |
| Mazan-The-Ape's Poems |
| Poems I found or were sent to me |
| I came so close, so near That I almost got out of my shell When a pink coloured vision did appear A girl with something to sell The girl offered me a pocket size sun I beheld its innocent smile She said "If you wanna have fun, It will take you to heaven for awhile" An inch from the blue skies ceiling I was touched by her careful fingertips With the sun we shared our feelings And I finally kissed her ruby lips She started to sing a lullaby Origined from ancient Senoi "In dream's realm can no one die Sleep safe my little boy" The sun cut my eyes like a dropblade Drew elseworlds in the sand My memories began to fade And did suddenly slip through my hands In the sand I found two wonderful shells As Like as two peas And I thought I could hear the sound of bluebells Behind the roaring seven seas... |
| *~*~*Sarah*~*~* My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me. |
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