*MY POEMS*
2: Janet *4-21-03*
Throughout the past few years
We've had so much laughter, yet so many tears
It's been 7 years since we first met
Ever since then, our friendships been set
For 6 of those years, you were my best friend
But somewhere last year, that came to an end
I dont know why, I dont know how
But I really am regretting that.. right about now
Im not saying who's to blame or who was wrong
I think we both spread apart and started moving on
Since then our lives have been rearranged
In so many ways, we've both changed
Just like everyone else.. we're makin mistakes
Some more than others, are harder to take
And even tho it's hard for me to say
It IS okay.
One thing that I do wish
Is to know how you feel about all this
Cause if im this scared for you
You must be scared too...
At times I'll cry & cry cause im worried
And I'm wonderin if you know i am here for whatever you need
Janet, Even tho we haven't been talkin much lately
Dont forget Flower... please don't forget ME
.:.Friendship.:. *4-01-03*
When life is really getting bad
When you're always crying and always sad
The worst part is you dont know why
When your life feels like this,
**RuNnInG**
4-11-03*
Im running from something deep inside
Running away and trying to hide
Im running far from all this pain
Running away so i dont go insane
Im running from my biggest fears
Running away to hide the tears
Im running from my biggest mistake
Running away for my broken-hearts sake
Im running from everything thats ever mattered
Running away so my life doesn't get shattered
Im running myself right right into the dirt
Running away but getting more hurt
Im running and running but dont you see
Running away from nothing more than me
2: Chelsea (My dog... rip)*11-4-02*
I've known you for so long
My love for you has become so strong
For you indeed were my best friend
My best friend till the end
But now I fear
That the end is here
And so we must part
Forever you will stay in my heart.
Now you're gone
And life feels completely wrong
How could I let you die?
Leaving myself here to cry
For in me, there's no longer cheer
Just because your no longer here
Oh Chels, how I miss you so
In a way I could never show
You were so very kind
The kind of dog who's hard to find
Now every night I wish and pray
That you will come back to stay
This cannot happen i know
So I am letting you go
I'll visit your grave often
Never to forget, my best friend.
2: Lacie Lou *12-02-03*
There's no reason to hesitate
When I say "Lacie you're great!"
Cause you make me smile
When I'm sad
Whenever I'm with you
Things don't seem so bad
You're there for me
When life gets rough
You make me laugh
When times are tough
You cheer me up
When I'm down
Never letting my face
Keep a frown
What I hate
Is when we disagree
Cause that's just not
How I want things to be
Hopefully our friendship stays this true
Because you don't even know
How lost I'd be without you
How did I ever survive...
Before having you in my life?
I promise to always be here
(IF YOU WANNA GET SOME BEER... joke lol..wink)
Everything you do for me
Really means a lot
You're the greatest friend
That I've got!! =o)
2:---someone---
((they should know who they are))*9-8-02*
How long will it
take
For me to get over you?
Knowing you & I are apart
Still breaks my heart
At times I'm wishin u'd just die
But most of the time I sit and cry
I'm so in love with you...
Even after all we went thru
If I woulda known id be the one w/ a broken heart
I wouldn't have let you and me even start
Worse than that, you hurt my feelings
Even now, my hearts not done healing
Often I think & wonder how you feel
And how it is you were able to deal
Didn't it hurt you, saying good-bye?
Why weren't you willing to give it a 2nd try?
This poems my only way to show
That im finally gonna let go
So here i am sayin good-bye to you
But don't ever forget,
I Still Love You.