This story is going to be about Rose's feelings, the moment she met Jack and the moments she felt trapped before meeting him, and until she met him she finally felt loved and cared for. Please do not steal any ideas from my stories and please do not take these graphics on this page, thanks <3  




I felt trapped and ignored, and like no one cared or even noticed. I felt like I was standing at a Great Precipice with no one to pull me back, no one who cared or even noticed. 


Until I met Jack Dawson, the man who saved me in every way that a person can be saved, I don't even have a picture of him, he exists now only in my memory. 

I was running just wanting to get away from everything, everyone, especially mother and Cal. I was forced into marriage, a marriage I didn't want, only to hide the debt to cover it what my father owed after he died. My father even though in debt, was the happiest man, he made his little girl feel loved like a daughter should be, mother was always like she is now and she'll never change. I miss my father so much, he's the only man who cared for me and even noticed me. My mother usually kept me away from other guys until "she" met Cal, it was "her" decision not "mine!" I'm screaming inside, even as I was entering the ship with Cal in his arm, though on the outside we looked glamerous, like a rich couple in love would be, but we weren't in love, I wasn't in love with him. In secret, he was abusive to me, throwing stuff at and around me when he didn't get his way, and he was forceful in many ways. It was just a show for everyone else, of how he seemed to have treated me, even Thomas Andrews told me in secret how he knew something wasn't right but told me and encouraged me not to worry, that I would meet someone. I was wondering how then, that night I met Jack, and it's a good thing I went back to the room, I was upset and ready to end it all, then I ran out on deck and ran past everyone I didn't care who I hit, I was crying, just ready to break free. Then, Jack....



He is the first to talk to me, to actually talk to me, no one else would. Though there were other people on deck, I bet I would've jumped and no one would've missed me. I felt so alone at the time. I was hurting and dying and crying out for help, for someone to rescue me, Jack did just that. He took the time out to help me, he came up behind me not wanting to scare me, but to help me, and he was so soft, his voice, everything about him was so soft and sweet and loving and caring unlike Cal, Cal is abusive, controlling, and he always yells at me, and when he doesn't get his way it's way worse, and mother doesn't even see it, cos he hides it. I've tried escaping before while we were in Paris, but they found their way back to me, I just made an exscuse that I got lost so they wouldn't figure it out, I made it look like I was crying to Cal and mother, and running into Cal's arms just so they wouldn't figure out the real truth, I didn't take anything with me, just myself and the clothes I had on so they wouldn't know. I never even got to tell Jack that story, just kept that one in my heart. But Jack knows my heart already, he knew I wanted to escape but not really die, just escape and find real true love to hold me, someone to listen to me, someone who really cared and Jack did just that.

 





My heart is broken, I'm climbing over the railing, I feel ready to just let go, to just jump in the water and say forget it all then he comes, his words to encourage me, his words so gentle, yet helping me to see the beautiful woman I can be and that I can live. I don't really want to give up, I just want to break free and find a true love that will love me, that love was already there, that love was Jack Dawson.