Here Without You

Part 1

It's been a while since I've last spoken you. I dream about you all the time. Its funny all those things that you do, that no one will remember, but how much I miss them right now. I guess I just want to be with you, near you, by you, even though you’re no longer mine. I think about you all the time that I no longer want to love anything other then you. The joy you bring whenever you’re around. The way you sing. I told you everything I held deep in my heart, and you left. I was convinced you felt the same. My last words slipping from my heart, they drop as you tell me you can no longer stand this. It hurts to know that I don’t know where you are or how you’re feeling right now. I hate having to know that somehow, somewhere we lost it all.
“Travis?” Her voice cracked like she had been crying. I stood up and turned to face her. “Trav, I…I can’t lose you, you mean to much to me.” Her eyes puffy and red, her cheeks tear streaked. “Please? I know we can work it all out.” I mean to much to her?
“Mel, you can’t erase what you said.”
“But, we could make it all better. We can try again. I promise it’ll be different.”
“Melody, you can’t make it all better. We can’t try again. It can’t be different.” How could I be saying this? I wanted her, I wanted her in my arms. I wanted to smell the sweet scent of he long black hair.
“I love you.”
“Mel, don’t say things you’ll regret later.” She stood, lost of words.
“Travis, please don’t do this.”
“You already did.” I left her there standing in the cold December air.