Conversations with God and Self
By: Ronnie Sidney a.k.a. Jeff Sticks


Words full of deciet, 
hate stay on repeat, 
Media defining streets, 
cause everybody wanna eat. 
See its no seseame, 
in J. Sticks recipe. 
Raps my only remedy, 
to sober melodies. 
Just lost my memory, 
to a cause so heavenly. 
But u know jealousy, 
turn envy brotherly. 
Don't admire idoltry, 
cause I seen the Dollar Tree, 
and I seen shit for cheap, 
and I seen what we seek. 
A paycheck every week, 
for shoes on our feet, 
that takes food from our seeds. 
to impress a bunch of freaks. 
Its such a travesty, 
that lifes parodies, 
comes wit such gaurantees, 
that only seem to baffle me. 
Capitalize of my labor, 
then u call it favor ? 
I say Howdy Ho neighbor, 
wit my fucking middle finger. 
You call Jeff a loser, 
menial job abuser, 
prompt for police cruisers, 
his bachlors degree is useless. 
Depressed from desperation, 
desperate for recesucitation, 
recreation turned masturbation, 
severe reputation depreciation. 
Recieved calls from Satan, 
saying my soul is taken, 
and that Sticks ass is bacon, 
just right for baking. 
I can't go to hell, 
I won't die in jail, 
I ain't born to fail, 
But I can't resist the bail. 
Damn lifes so sweet, 
man that pussy deep, 
Trying to withstand the heat, 
Lord why's my will so weak. 
God do you have the time, 
cause I gotta free my mind, 
Good advice is hard to find, 
so can u please drop me a line. 
They say u rarely speak, 
cause u a man of action, 
and i'm a man thats asking, 
to be freed from lifes distractions. 
Can u please deliver my factions, 
from the white mans satisfactions, 
I know we're only a fraction, 
but I see our revolution relapsing. 
I pray for our liberation, 
from these subtle temptations, 
forming ideological abominations, 
that impede race relations. 
Please answer my blessings, 
these mental deamons progessing, 
miseducating me through lifes lessons, 
and costing critical concessions. 
Lord i'm not pretending, 
my arms and hearts extended, 
the evil I have befriended, 
has me yearning for repentance. 
I can't blame it on independance, 
decendants or other women, 
I come to u with willful sinning, 
I just ask for a new beginning. 
God just please watch over the, 
friends, family and DZ. 
Help direct me to live for you, 
so that your will is done through me.