| My actual name is Shawn, yeah, pretty boring I know. I'm 6'0-6'1 and my weight is undeterminable. Let's just say I can't gain weight despite how much I eat if that helps. I've put most of my weight into muscle, tho it doens't show enough. I love music and singing. My music variety is quite large but i'm still really picky with which bands/artists I will like. Like I enjoy listening to the group Tatu, a lesbian pop group but then I also listen to Eminem and Enya. So yeah, my music tastes are really out there. I used to draw anime rather well, I know I can still draw it rather well also but I haven't had the patience for it in a long time. I love to read and write. Poetry is a fav thing of mine which isn't hard to notice. I am called the Shadowed Bard after all. The shrouded in mystery poet as it could translate to. I'm a poet not well known by most people, not even my friends. My unlike other guys tendedcies have led people to believe that i'm unique, odd, complicated, or even gay which one person said...he was hoping that I was gay cause he thought I was cute and all, sorry to dissapoint him and all, but thats another story. I can usually get along with just about anyone, less of course your full of yourself or you lie a tad too much. I won't lie to someone just because there's really no reason to. I also let anyone know anything that they wish to know, just ask and i'll tell you....unless of course I really can't tell you something which isn't much. Believe me some people have asked some out of line questions before, and I didn't really mind. Everyone has a right to be curious. I love my past and ponder on it often, sometimes it hurts to think about things, other times it fills me with a huge rush of excitement just like it did on that day. I have very simplistic friends which doesn't bother me, but knowing someone more like myself (shrouded in mystery) would excite me some. It's not like I am a real mystery to people but I say and do unexplainable things sometimes and my mood swings in every direction from the slightest things. Like sometimes you'll think i'm happy but i'm just content, and when i'm happy you'll think i'm insane or i've had too much sugar well thats not the case. When i'm happy i'm going to have a good time without reguard to what anyone else says about it. I also have quite a good memory just not for names. I have like 160 cd's and I can remember most of the lyrics to each song when I hear it of course but I have trouble remembering the name of some of my cd's...no idea why that is. Oh, and I usually forget someone's name fora while. Everyone's gotta have flaws. I also like to compare people with someone else I know, which is usually just because you've said something or are like someone I know and you sprung a memory. Don't worry about it too much if your like someone I know, it's usually a good thing. Last thing I want to say is that I enjoy helping people despite what the problem is. I've delt with problems about drugs, rape, neglect, even being afraid of the dark, and no, I didn't laugh when I was told that. I can be VERY serious when i'm needed to be and i'm very good at understanding a situation despite how bizzare it may be. Problems arise all the time and sometimes you need the help from others, there's no shame on that, if fact, when you can find someone who'll listen and help out don't lose that friend, become better friends with them and even help them out sometimes. Enjoy life as much as your emotions allow you to and think with clear thoughts, don't let someone tell you your wrong or stupid, because what you think about things matters most. |