Arpia's Poetry

BETRAYED

 

Like a rock that rolls

Over my numb body

Felt betrayed

Out in the nothingness

Confused and alone

Felt betrayed

 

Alone because you want

She said

Out in the madness

Sick and scared

Betrayed

 

Will some drug help me

Will my mother help me

Will the world help me

Will you help me ?

 

Out in the cold

Lost and naked

Revealed my scars

Brought you my heart

Ended up betrayed

 

Oh God show mercy

So wrong, she said

I've changed my ways

While you're still there

 

A minute has passed

So good, she said

Maybe I still love you

Come here to share

 

Out in the dark

I just could not bare

The heaviest load

That fell in my head

 

Out here on my own

Breathless and confused

Many weeks have passed

And I still feel betrayed and alone

 

Feb, 1998

 

 

Arpia's Poetry