Drug of Choice
Clean, sober, I'm no longer
feeling
thinking-
like a rational person
I'm dazed
Surrounded by sensations
brought about
whenever you are near me
A buzz, a tingle
when I get time alone
with your smile, your
eyes and voice
I am on my own clud
floating high
As you take me higher
with words
I can't wait to
hear
even though they
impair my judgement.

And once you leave
my euphoria fades
Emptiness comes
calling and the
chill
sets in
Trembling, wondering
where the sun has gone
when just moments ago
I was sitting on a
cloud
not shadowed by it.

I hunger for the
warmth from a hit of
you
not the burn that
swallows me
while alone.
I knew sanity
such a short time ago
but didn't know life
could be so vibrant
when an elixir
such as you could be
given.

I'm watching the
sky, clouds still
swirling
twisting my head in
hope and confusion
that I may be done
with you to find my
peace
Yet maybe the sun
will shine and I will
be lifted towards
warmth
for a short time
once more.
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