| Well people today can be so judgemental, but I choose to tell anyone who wants to hear my story. Maybe it can help someone or change their life. I'm not one to force religion on anyone but just hear me out. Well back in the day I was a real depressed kid. Swearing my ole smart butt off, over dosing on perscription drugs, cutting myself, making myself throw up, just because I wanted to cause pain. Basically suicidal. The reason why was my dad was dying day to day and I had to watch it. Slowly but surely. I always thought he loved my sister more, so it hurt when he died that I couldn't be the daughter he wanted. One night on my usual overdose, and abusement to my body, I felt my whole body just shutting down. I knew I was going to die. The moment came, and I fell almost passing out on the couch and right before it was time for me to go, I saw two glowing hands, God's glowing hands. Once I woke up I felt this enormous love about myself and for him. I've stayed away from overdosing for almost four years now, and I haven't abused my body in around the same time. God filled my heart that was so empty and lost when my dad passed away. I feel like I can conquer anything and I don't need to torture my body to feel better. All you need to do is ask God to be in your heart, to have a relationship with him. He can do anything, like how he saved my life. If you have any questions, just ask, I'd be happy to answer, Plus, I can let you know some sweet christian bands. Well remember God loves you and will never leave you, it's people who leave God. Whatever you have done, and you ask God to forgive you, he'll totally forget about it. Look what I did. It's like a friend who will never hate and hold anything against you, It's awesome! |
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