Author:
Saber ShadowKitten
Disclaimer: I own nothing. All belongs to Joss and
UPN.
Buffy was in the middle of riding Spike into his third orgasm that day when she
suddenly stopped and said, "Food."
Spike's
eyes flew open and he stared up at the tiny goddess atop of him.
"What?" he asked, his voice extremely rough.
"Food,"
Buffy repeated, a thoughtful look on her face. "Every time we've
done...," she gestured between their naked bodies, "...whatever it is
we do, food is involved."
"And
you decided to have this epiphany now?" Spike couldn't believe
it. She was thinking while they were shagging? That shouldn't have been able to
happen.
Buffy
shrugged. "My mind was drifting over our past... indiscretions... and I
realized that somehow, in each situation, food was involved."
She
was thinking about something while they were shagging! Spike was
dumbfounded and quite miffed. He was lucky if he could recite football
statistics to stop himself from orgasming thirty seconds after he buried
himself in her heat.
Oh
hell, was he losing his touch?
"You
see, either we're at a restaurant, or going through the drive-thru, or you're
covering me in chocolate syrup and licking me clean-"
Spike
groaned and thrust his hips forward as the memory flashed through his mind.
"-or
you make a reference to eating me, or having me as a snack," Buffy continued.
"See the food connection?"
Spike
flipped them over so he was on top and began to move within her again.
"There's no food now," he mumbled as he nuzzled her neck.
"Yes,
there is," Buffy said. "We're talking about food right this
minute."
"Slayer,
shut up and let me fuck you," Spike growled at her.
Buffy
huffed and shoved at him. "If you're going to act like that, no!"
The
vampire lifted his head and gave her an incredulous look. "You're not
serious."
"I
sure am!" Buffy forcefully rolled him off of her and climbed out of bed.
She flounced across the dorm room to her closet, grabbed her robe and put it
on. "I'm going to take a shower. Be gone when I get back."
"Like
hell you're leaving me like this!" Spike snapped. He stood and stalked
over to her, his turgid erection jutting from his body. "You have two
seconds to get back on that bed."
"Or
else what?" Buffy asked sweetly. "Is the big bad naked vampire going
to pout?"
Spike
grabbed her roughly then hissed when the pain lanced through his head.
"Damn it!"
Buffy
laughed. "Serves you right, gelded-fang."
"You
wouldn't be this cocky if I could still hurt you," Spike growled.
"You
wouldn't be that...," Buffy glanced down at his hard-on then back at his
face with an evil grin, "...cocky... if you weren't such a
jerk."
"I'm
a jerk?! You were the one whose brain had taken a walk while we were shagging!
Talk about insulting!"
"I'm
sorry, Spike, maybe you just aren't good enough to keep my attention for
long," Buffy mocked.
"I'll
show you good enough," Spike snarled. He moved to throw her down to the
floor and make her howl in pleasure... only to let out a choked-off cry of pain
as the thing in his head went off again.
Spike
sank to his knees and pressed his hands to his eyes. The physical pain receded
quickly, but the mental pain he was feeling refused to go away. He'd never
hated the thing in his head more than he did at that moment.
"Spike?"
Buffy said with concern, dropping to her knees in front of him. She reached out
and touched the back of his hand, only to have him jerk away. Her lips
compressed into a thin line of annoyance. "Stop being such a baby."
"Sod
off, Slayer," Spike snapped. He glared at her, his blue eyes blazing with
pain and anger.
"Sod
off yourself!" Buffy snapped back. "You know, I don't have to put up
with this. Get out."
"Fine,"
Spike spat. "It's not like I wanted you anyway."
"Ha!"
Buffy exclaimed. "Then why were you in my bed?"
Spike
sneered at her. "Because you're a sure thing, luv."
"I'm
a what?" Buffy frowned at him. "What's that supposed to mean?"
Spike
snickered cruelly. "It means I only come around because I know you'll
spread your legs for me."
The
slap sounded like a crack of a whip. Spike's head snapped to one side because
of the power behind the blow. He moved his jaw to be certain it hadn't come
unhinged as he returned his gaze to a furious Buffy.
"Get
out," Buffy hissed. "If I ever see you again, I'll stake you on
sight."
"Redundant
much?" Spike winced. "Fuck, you've corrupted my bloody speech!"
"And
you're an asshole!" Buffy spat. She stood and stomped across the room to
the shaded window. With a quick flick of her wrist, the shade flew upwards and
sunlight exploded in the room.
Spike
yelled when the sunlight hit him and he dove into the open closet. Shoes and
weapons were thrown out as Buffy's shouted at him, "Spike, stop throwing
my shoes, and get the hell out of my closet!"
The
Slayer's head appeared at the same time he threw one of her spiked heels and it
hit her in the face. Both of them froze.
Then,
with a screech, Buffy attacked Spike.
Spike
smacked the back of his head against the wall as Buffy jumped on him. The
clothing overhead swung wildly in a mimic of Buffy's punches. He tried to fend
her off, but each time he went to hit her back the chip went off.
"Damn
it, Slayer, cut it out!" Spike snarled at her after a vicious scratch from
her tore the skin on his cheek. He grabbed both of her wrists and forced her to
stop hitting him. It was almost impossible to ignore the pain shooting through
his head, but he managed until she stopped struggling.
"I
hate you." Buffy's voice was tight when she spoke. "I hate you so
much."
Tears
were streaming down Buffy's reddened face. Her blond hair was sticking up in a
disarray from the clothes having brushed against it while she was fighting with
Spike. Her pink robe gaped open, the sash completely undone, and her breasts
rose and fell with her rapid breathing.
Spike
was aroused by how she looked; angry, tear-streaked, and hateful. Her pain sang
to him. He released her wrists, grabbed her hips and lifted her just enough to
slip back inside of her heat. She gasped as he thrust up into her, impaling her
on his hard cock, but she didn't fight him. He wished she would, because it
would make taking her all the more sweeter.
"I
miss you, Slayer," Spike said suddenly, rocking his hips up into the
cradle of hers. "I miss fighting with you with my fists and feeling your
tender body bruising under my punches."
"You're
sick, you know that?" Buffy said, covering his hands with hers at her
waist.
"I'm
a vampire, sweets," Spike said with a small shrug of his shoulders.
"Or have I become so bloody pathetic that you've forgotten that
fact?"
Buffy
was silent, slowly moving her body in rhythm with his as she looked down at his
scratched and bleeding face. She felt a stirring of smug pride at the marks
she'd left on him. It was quickly followed by horror when she realized she was
aroused by hurting him, just as he was by hurting her.
Her
mind flitted back through the encounters she'd had with the blond vampire over
the years. It was true. With each physical fight she'd had with him, she
remembered being excited to the point of barely stopping herself from throwing
him to the ground and taking him. If she hadn't have had a boyfriend and a
guilty conscience, she probably would have done it.
She was the one who was sick. She didn't have
the excuse of being a soulless demon. She was a human being who got off on
others' pain.
A
frown settled between her brows. It wasn't just anyone's pain, she realized.
She couldn't remember being aroused when she fought with anyone other than
Spike. Not even fighting with Angelus, the vampire who wore the face of her
love, could excite her. It was just Spike.
And
now, with the chip in Spike's head, they were fucking instead of fighting. The
sex was beyond great, but Buffy suddenly knew that if they had gotten to this
point after a few rounds of beating on each other, the sex would have been
astronomical.
If they would have gotten to that point. If
one of them didn't kill the other first. If they would have been able
to put aside their hatred for one another long enough to hump like bunnies.
"I
miss it, too," she whispered finally, avoiding his piercing blue eyes.
"You were the only one who was ever truly my equal."
"Someone's
full of herself," Spike said, watching her curiously. The expressions
flitting across her features were impossible for him to read.
Buffy's
lips tilted slightly in a mock-smile. "What can I say? I'm the best."
"That
you are, pet," Spike agreed. He reached up and cupped her cheek. When her
eyes focused on him, he gave her a small smile. "Would you hate me if I told
you that you're beautiful when you're all tear-streaked and in pain?"
"No,"
Buffy brushed her fingers over his pale lips, "because you're a vampire
and you like that sort of thing."
Spike
tugged gently at her until she was pressed against him. His mouth found hers
and the two engaged in a silent conversation using their lips and tongues. He
pushed her robe from her shoulders and let it pool on his thighs as he ran his
hands down her bare back to cup her buttocks.
Buffy
moved against him, loving the feel of his hard length filling her core. His
cool body felt wonderful pressed to her heated one. She knew she was forever
ruined because of him. She doubted she'd be able to stand the heat and
sweatiness of human males after this affair had ended.
The
thought of Spike and her strange relationship ending made her stiffen in his
arms and stop rocking against him. Spike broke the kiss and opened his eyes, a
small frown marring his brow.
"What's
wrong?" he asked.
"I
don't want this to end," Buffy confessed quietly.
Spike
could have played her statement off as a joke, but he found he didn't want to.
An uncomfortable knot settled in the center of his chest. "Who said it's
going to end?"
"It
will," Buffy said. "Either you'll get the chip out and one of us will
die, or one of us will find someone else."
Spike
abruptly snarled loudly and flipped them so he was looming over her. His ridges
stood out starkly against his features and his gold eyes glowed with passion.
"Listen
to me, Buffy," he growled. "The Initiative was destroyed and I
refused Adam when he tried to bribe me, so the chip's probably never going to
come out." The vampire surged against her, making her gasp. "And
there is no way in hell I'm giving this up. You're the only reason I'm still
unliving rather than lining someone's flowerbed."
"Oh,"
Buffy said in a tiny voice.
"Yeah,
oh," Spike allowed his features to smooth out, and he met her wide-eyed
gaze squarely. "I'm not going to love you, Buffy. I will point out your
shortcomings, tell you when you're wrong, revel in your pain, and laugh at your
misfortunes."
He
bent and brushed a light kiss on her lips. "But I will always be honest
with you. I'll watch your back and keep your chums safe. I won't bring up your
ex and I'll keep mum about anything you tell me. Most importantly, I'll shag
you until you beg me to stop and then I'll shag you some more."
Spike
gave her a half-smile. "And if you go and fall in love with some tosser,
I'll make sure he's good enough for you, then I'll ride off into the night like
a bloody white hat and you'll never see me again."
Buffy
felt her insides turn to mush and tears filled her eyes once more. She wrapped
her arms around his neck and pulled him into a searing kiss.
Spike
started to move again. His thrusts were long and hard, his pelvis hitting her
with solid, repetitive smacks. Buffy's legs locked around his waist and she
raised herself up to meet him. He groaned as her vaginal walls quivered around
his cock.
Spike
tore his mouth from hers and kissed down her jawline to her ear. He gently bit
her earlobe and Buffy whimpered softly in pleasure. Her fingernails dug into
the back of his neck as his hard thrusts drove her closer to orgasm.
"Sweet
Slayer," Spike murmured, sliding his lips down the side of her neck.
"My Slayer."
A
surge of possessiveness swept over Buffy as Spike sucked lightly on the skin
over her jugular. She tightened her arms and legs around him, and Spike gasped
when she firmly clenched his shaft with her inner muscles. "My
vampire," she growled by his ear.
Her
words unleashed Spike's control and, with a loud roar of pleasure, he crushed
his mouth down upon Buffy's. The blond vampire began pounding into her, the rug
burning his knees as he thrust. His tongue dueled viciously with the Slayer's,
and neither of them gave an inch until they both screamed out with their
climaxes.
Spike
collapsed on top of Buffy, shaken by the intensity of his orgasm. He listened
to her rapid breathing and thundering heartbeat as she slowly came down from
her own orgasm. He loved the feel of her hands as they ran along his back and
brushed through his hair while he panted uncontrollably against her neck.
Perfect,
he thought. Nothing could be more perfect than how things were right then. With
a content sigh, Spike moved next to Buffy and allowed himself to drift off into
post-orgasmic sleep.
Buffy
smiled in the semi-dark closet as the man beside her became silent and still.
She reached behind her and pulled out the boot that was digging into her back.
With a small chuckle, she tossed it out the open closet door, then turned and
snuggled against her vampire lover. Soon, she joined him in sleep.
The End