"I was born the moment you kissed me, and died the day you left."
~Humphrey Bogart, From the movie, "In a Lonely Place"
About Her
Links for my love:
We Two
And I love her
Other writings for her...
Missing now:
For my Jennifer
Slender Thread
As if at the center of a hurricane, I feel you.
Turbulence surrounds us and we stand in an embrace.
No sounds of the storm,
No sensations of its existence.
You and I are as the calm at the center.
Yet from that center,
We can see clearly the storm around us.
We are the guiding force.
We are the calm that controls.
Together our strength is greater,
And our support of one another is without limits.
The rush from the waves, the wind and the power of two is twice that of one.
I am not able to express myself in any other way.
You inspire me yet the limits of man do not allow the conveyance of feelings into words.
These words only can paint a familiar feeling or image to express me feelings for you.
Though they may fall short� they are true and deep.
I love you.

As if by chance, by destiny by an act of God,
A soul searching, a soul fighting alone meet in the gusting toils of life�s battle.
Separately their days end leaving time in demand seeking the promise of dawn.
Dreams unite; desires revealed breathe life with the joy of shared understanding.
Amid the ebb and flow of thoughts brutally spawned by darkening events,
A refuge is found in the arms of the other.
Had I another chance I�d never let you down.  I understand your words only now because they have echoed in my mind endlessly.  Their release was in feeling what you had felt.  I�ve talked to you though you�re not here.  Again my tears fell in the rain.  Just look into my eyes now and you�ll know how deep my love has grown while you�re been gone.  See there for yourself.  Because of you and what you mean to me, I found the strength within the wings of you my angel, to change.
"Harmony"
Just to look in your eyes and you in mine. There you'll see and then you'll know how deeply my love has grown while you've been gone. It's been said many times before, "You don't know what you've got 'till it's gone." Jenn, I know what I had and still you're gone. Could you tell me why? Could you tell me what went wrong? How can a love so deep, so warm not be forever? How can arms so wonderful not be here to hold me? How can lips so devine not be mine to kiss? My angel you are and forever will be.
Now I have to leave you and may never return. "All is fair in love and war" and I may be a victume of both. I've lost my heart and soul to the love I have for you. My country now calls on me so away I must go. Should I survive It's into your arms I wish to return. Should I fall my soul will fly to you and guard over you and keep you safe. And when the Lord calls upon you, It's there I'll be waiting and forever in my arms you'll be.

Done by a friend:

Painting by Borris Valejo
Music,
It is you.
Every note in every chord of every song carries within it your smile.
Riding on the melody is the gentle sound of your voice and within the harmony echoes softly your laughter.
Endlessly repeating the chorus rebounds through out my thoughts.
Never ending this siren's song.
Relentless is your image within it's sound

Gray skies, blue days, my Angel takes wing.
Chilling rain, howling winds, my Angel seeks not refuge.
Endless dusk, countless shadows, my Angel shows no fear.
Against all that would harm, my Angel prevails.

Absent arms embrace
Visions old crisp and warming
Soul�s loneliness exposed

I would give anything to hear from you...
Deep within my soul is an empty space .
Within my heart there is sadness.
Yet within my thoughts you forever stroll.
Your smile, laughter and tenderness never forgotten.
You touched me in a way that no one ever has.
You own my heart and without you I am cold.
You inspire me still. Words of love fill my mind as they attempt to define a feeling so perfect.
Try to tear myself away but the pain of being without you tears more deeply.
Your loving support fed my will.
Just to be with you gave me strength to continue my battles.
Without you, I have no purpose.
Forever you will be a part of me.
For never have I felt a love so deep. Never so deeply in love.
I can not leave you. I am here, come back to me.
I love you Jennifer Faith. You are my one and only soul mate... please come back.
Your name and those of your children still pass threw these lips as I pray each day...
and until I can pray no more shall they be heard.

"Forever"

If every word I said would make you laugh, I'd talk forever.
I asked the sky just what we had, it shown forever.
If the song I sing to you could fill your heart with joy, I'd sing forever.

Forever, Forever.
I've been so happy loving you.
Together my love.

Let the love I have for you live in your heart and be forever.

Together my love
Forever, Forever.
I've been so happy loving you.
Just let me sing to my baby,
I want to sing to my baby,
Sing, sing, sing to my baby.
I want to sing to my Baby.

So I've gone away, but not forever.
Going to love you any way.
Forever.

-Dennis Wilson

"Kathy's Song"

I hear the drizzle of the rain
Like a memory it falls
Soft and warm continuing
Tapping on my roof and walls

My mind's distracted and confused
My thoughts are many miles away
They lie with you when you're asleep
Kiss you when you start the day

And as I watch the drops of rain
Weave their weary paths and die
I know that I am like the rain
There before the grace of you go I

-Paul Simon
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