| Here we have some poems that show resemblance to either Faith or Angel, or perhaps both. If you have a poem to contribute, please email me. And also, all the authors of these poems would greatly appreciate any feedback, so please email them with your thoughts on their work. |
| Inner Darkness- by Destiny she huddles into a ball alone in the midst of inner darkness. searing trails of saltwater wind their way down her pale white cheeks her head pounds in synchronization with the frenzied beating of her heart. painful words lash out at her from all around falling like endless jolts, eternal rain she's not smart enough she's not pretty enough she's not good enough shut up, she tries to cry, tries to fight the will of the words, but they start to take their toll burrow their way in her spirit begins to wear away she'll end up in a bad place. she has nothing for her. who could ever love such a monster? sniggers and snickers and derisive laughs echo through her like wind through an empty shell. the violent insults grow into chaos filling her ears louder and louder until it is SO loud... it is silent. and all that can be heard in the empty room is a girl softly crying. |
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| Emptiness- by Destiny A hole Hungry and shaking Biting from the inside. No sadness. No anger. No fear. Just nothing- Which hurts worst of all. |
| Demon Of Rage- by Prisoner I'm screaming inside, Rage is tearing me up- I hate this hurt It's like a fire- Scorching everything I feel Or a demon, destroying Everything I love I've tried to conceal it, But it just seeps through My facade is not strong enough There's nothing I can do It will destroy me eventually I might as well let it No use in caging an animal brought up to kill For it will just slip away Under careless eyes. |
| Exhilaration In My Blood- by Prisoner I look down at the blood on my hands, And all I can say is- You deserved it. All the hurt, malice, rage; It all came back to you In one burst of violence. I told you I didn't want to hurt you, But that must have been a lie, Because I feel no remorse. The blood feels good on my hands- The feeling of taking your life; I've never felt such exhilaration. And the best thing is- No one can get me. I am invulnerable in my exhilaration, I feel like a god. No one can harm me For I have the power To take a human life- Crush it, with my own two hands. |
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| The Fault Is Theirs- by Prisoner I can't see anything My mind is black, surrounded by red. Bursts of pain Hate. Rage. I can't control it. It's possessing me. I can't feel anything- My body is lifeless My mind is numb. No one cares- No one gives a shit what I think- They made me like this. They destroyed me. |
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| So Wrong by Kendra A. Someone once said, "I like the quiet..." I tend to agree. I can hear my thoughts as they fly now I cannot see in daylight, But use a cane to find my way. At night the music that is nothing Whistles past my window as the rain falls Salty sky-tears like blood drip down my window I wipe the knife with a clean towel And hide the gleaming blade beneath my pillow where Nobody can hear me scream The TV plays in the background And people point and watch and yell At the politicians on the screen And then they go home to me And my thundering quiet. I sit in the corner and listen as they dance around me in circles: Why am I here? they ask: Why are you here? You don't belong. I don't belong, I say, I know. But I don't go yet. I struggle and cry because I am so wrong in everything I do. |
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| Consequences- by DarkChilde Blinding eyes make me a shadow in the dark, while I drown at your feet. The words to save me choke in my mouth, refusing to open and give. I float down with the fish, concrete heart pulling fast and hard. I come violently at the bottom, blinking eyes in surprise. I ride out the waves pushing at my core. Brown seaweed in my mouth, tasting like ice cream, but wet. So close, I see you at the top, staring, waving. I'd wave back, but oxygen leaks. I conserve by blowing memories out of my mouth, and they pop like bubbles. Thoughts push at my head, looking suspiciously like regret, but they disappear as the darkness intercepts. |
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| You Can Run- by Katherine What do I hear?? I hear silence. No meaning to this rain I feel splash against my skin, no meaning to the blood that drips from my hands onto my clothes. What have I become? Something that even I cannot understand. These weak humans I use for fun and toss aside when I choose another one. But inside I'd like one, just to stay and be there for me. Tired of this life I have to play and this world that holds me within iron chains, can't I just leave and start again?? I feel as if I am drowning in a whirlpool of shame and distant sanity. |
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| Miranda- by DarkChilde Dust dancing in the sunlight catches my attention, holding my eye. Lashes flutter like wings on a stick of butter, useless- nothing is everything to a nobody like you and me and the Angel-with crimson flashes of skin (fin) in the dirty water: let go and float to the top (bottoms up) sidedown, never minding the rules of conduct in a fishbowl, using abbreviations to talk -Fuck you- mommy says, laughing out loud at her little joke. |
| Naked- by DarkChilde I want to scream, but I have no voice He took that away when he took my choice The vultures come to peck at the remains No matter, I'm long last feeling the pains Nothing left but the shell of who I was I stare unblinking as he does what he does A twisted grin comes to his face As he once again puts me in my place He touches where no one else had Making me ugly and making me bad Voices mock me in my head Cannot cry so I laugh instead Stupid girl, full of fake Open up and let him take. |
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| What I Am- by Drusilla I am White figure upon your window sill Ghostly lady cooing in flight I am Murky shadows who dwell beneath your lair Growling and hissing in the darkest hour of night I am The hushed tones whispered into your ear Sweet soft breath of delight I am That harsh voice that chills your head And, like a cancer, devours your mind I am The grinning blue sky dotted with the cotton Of clouds' tails, kissed by mountaintops I am Hellfire; hot coals; flames licking at your feet With the stench of the dead who in the earth do rot I am Most intimate love; purest innocence; Virtuous daughters on tiptoes dance I am Corrupted soul; original sin Blinding hate and murderous revenge I am The tender touch of nature's palms Pale swirling colours blending with light I am Serpent's heart, wicked lust Hollow, black eyes of needles' like I am Silver angel, worshipp'd saint Heavenly goodness from holy skies I am The undead; poltergiest Underworld demon with vampire's bite I am The loving caress of day; And the splintering rake of night. |
| ~Faith~ |
| ~Angel~ |
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| Criminal- by DarkChilde I want to be something more than nothing, locked away in my windowless room with nothing to hide from but the truth. You bring doughnuts, offering them like redemption for my soul. A fairer exchange will never be seen again in this cold confusion. Questions run away than a faster train, all starting with the same three letters, w-h-y. Voices whisper in my head, while you shout in my ear. Lies wash over me, pull me down low, stick in my throat, stealing my breath. Knock at the door, who is it? Consequence, here for my second chance, and third, and forever after that. No more faith for me, in me, through me. I stare in the mirror, seeing nothing in return. I feel the cold of death that has no cure. So I put on my mascara, cover up the bruises, and go out to party for one more night. Of planned ignorance. |
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