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| ...Moa... Hi...I am Rita, not too hard to remember. Thomas always finds my name funny. I think he�s getting sick of it though. Like he got annoyed of the fact that he does not know anymore Rita�s and my name is just pretty ordinary to him now. He used to think it was like the weirdest thing. I mean name. I am going to turn 15 in about a week, so don�t call me 14. I am creative and original. I like myself. Not to like an omg I think I am so gorgeous look at me point, but just to point where I can say I am not a suicidal I hate myself and my life freak. Yes I�ve attempted slitting my wrist before. But that was not suicidal. It was just like, let�s equal up the pain emotionally to my physical pain. So yes that�s not like super duper bad. Whatever. What kind of word is super duper anyways? I have various nicknames I have earned myself over the past 2 or 3 years. I get a new one approximately every month or so, and barely any of them stick. One of the oldest ones is Rere. They spell it weird. My newest ones are probably Jennis the fire truck, and Lucky Charms. I like those two. I was born in an actually pretty big town compared to the Hungarian standards, called Debrecen. I grew up in a tiny little almost village like place called Hajduszoboszlo, where everyone knew everybody. It was so awesome there, sometimes I just want to go back really bad. I moved to Vegas when I was 10. Horrible place Las Vegas is. The nickname �Sin City� really does represent this shit hole. Gotta get outta here. I like music. It keeps me entertained when there is nothing else to entertain me. I dislike TV. I like french fries and mozzarella sticks with salad. I like to eat my bagels with pickles. But the bagels must have the cream cheese. I like my mom. She is so caught up with everything. She understands me. She probably is the only person who does. And even she doesn�t sometimes. I try not to take life for granted. I think I�m going to die tomorrow. Must live it while I have it...right? Don�t call me a slut, it annoys me. Don�t say I am an attention whore, I already know that. Don�t diss my family or I�ll attempt to hurt you. Keyword: attempt. If you have something to say about me, say it. If you�re a dick, kiss my ass. If you are suicidal, then do it already. People will miss you, but gawd, if you�re that big of an idiot to take your life away, then go right ahead. I support you. For the rest of you, well, I don�t know. You exist. Just like aliens. |
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| September 26th 2002 5:23 PM Hey everyone...this is my first actual entry that I�m just going to paste stuff from now on. I don�t know. That didn�t make sense but at least Microsoft works has a spell check program so now I can make sure every single one of my words is spelled exactly right. I can�t believe I started this whole thing over. How sad, I really am going to miss all my old entries. Aren�t you? lol. I don�t know. Everything has changed so much since I first started my website. It has gotten to a point now where I can say stuff like yes, I really am proud of it. Truly. Its so cute now, I feel it represents me in a much different view then it did before. Anyways...enough of the mushy-ness of this new site and blady bla yea ok whatever, I want to get back to reality. I guess you can say a couple of different things have happened since I last updated my site in June or July or around there, so yes, I started school. It has been so awesome I love it! But besides the fact that it opened a whole new branch of opportunities for myself and others, it has also caused a dramatic change for better and yes, for worse. I have not been getting along with Kristin AT ALL, and it saddens me to see it all happen, after all I did have 4 years of great friendship where we were just like sisters. We have been so close I guess it�s understandable from both of our point of views that a break indeed is necessary. She has some issues with herself she has to work out before she can really move on and get used to the fact she demands too much attention from people. I don�t want to be the evil whore who everyone hates, I just feel that she�s changed so much, and she is in denial about the whole thing. She assumes I am the only one who has changed (which I at least admit I did) but she has changed as well. The world goes on...latedadeda...whatever it is irritating though. SHE is irritating. I don�t understand her as much as I used to, I don�t have as much fun with her anymore either. WE like d...r...i...f...t...e...d... in such a way that I don�t think can ever really be pulled back to normal. Maybe some day we can be close again, but I can�t even look at her without the little voice inside my head telling me �OMG turn away you fucking whore you have better friends then her, you don�t need her to talk shit about you behind your back, you have fucking enemies to do that for you.� I don�t know. I really don�t. I just want it all over with. Done with, for a while. I just need some time that�s all. I just need some time to myself to figure out the things in life that are most important to me right now. Straight out my priorities I guess. That�s all I can really do for now. I need to fix things inside my mind and figure out who my real friends are, who I really want to be with, who I can really trust, and if I�m going to like a guy, then which one. Until I come to a conclusion with myself and forgive myself for the things I have done lately, I don�t think I have enough power to forgive anyone who hurt me in manner like Kikerz. I have to stay open minded and realize I am in a shitty situation and get out, before I get too pulled in to one that I can�t escape it. Most info people need to know about me should be found on this website, which along its past 4 versions has grown close to my heart. My friends, my life, my pathetic crushes on guys I barely know, and etc. Basic stuff. Look around. It might not be the best time of your life looking at my stuff but at least you�ll occupy your pathetic life with something just like I did when I created this page. I will keep you all updated, email me if you have suggestions, comments, etc... the Fire truck |
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| THE 27TH!!!! |
| October 27th 2002 11:38 AM Things change... rapidly. Kristin I love yoo sweety and you kno that jeezus how could I have been such a bitch. I love my layout and llamas own you all. Nick I love yoo too slap me the next time you see me. How can people stand me? Ryan and Jeff...I don't kno...Rob...man I'm a fucking whore. Once again, how can people stand me? I loathe life. Vegas is a hell-holeistic lifeless burden brought on me for being a bitch to my mom. I know this. She dragged me out here as a punishment for being myslef. Its useless trying to convince people to believe me when I say anyone who lives here is already dead and this hell. Not just the skatepark or school, but Las Vegas in general. Don't blame the youth for what we did, we might've screwd up but I bet you anything it was our parental's fault. Screw a cow if you're gonna be a dick in an already forbidden place. the FireTruck |
| CONTACT!!! |
| ...Contact Me... MSN: [email protected] AIM: x RiT aLiN 600 x YAHOO: RockerGirly112 |
| FRIENDS!!! |
| ...MyFriends... Kristin Jackie Brandon Jenna Aly Ali Des Nick Tomathy Tim Daniel Greg Nick Nick Ashley Alex Brandon Brittany Bree Barbara Caser CJ Christina Caroline Carl Chris Cory Dani Elise DJ Ferell Hallie Jackie Julie John Jill Juci Jolley Karen Kamryn Layna Landon Lauren Mike Nicole Natalie Robert Steve Sheila Stella Stephanie Thomas Tom Trisha Yvette Zane Xierra John Sarah Dawn Angelo Kree Corey Justin Nikki Nate Joseph John Edgar Ryan Jeff Dennis Rob Adam Filmon Matt Max Diego Justin Justin Chris John Shane Josh Steve Mike Earnest Matt |
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| ...My Desktop... Kuzco the Llama |
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| THE 28TH!!!! |
| October 28th 2002 4:27 PM BAH!!! IMMA SHOOT YOU!!! No, not really, but that sounded pretty dope. No actualy, not really. Yea well Greg decided to show up in school today. Good fucking job Greg, good job. This website pleases me right now. Most of the time I am irritated by the different looks I come up with and this one is cute. Its more me then all the other ones. Yea and anyways, remember how I said Greg decided to show up in school today? Yea, well it was funny. We (as in me Jackie and Kristin) ditched 5th period to go hang out at 1st lunch and Greg, but that was a definate waste of time for sure. After lunch we were all walking to the community college, and all of a sudden Greg started spewing blood everywhere. It was so crazy I was like "no!!!! what is going on?" and Kristin and Jackie were all flipping out too, then Greg goes "holy crap it was just one of those retarded blood capsule thingies you buy for Halloween" o goodness that was such a relief. I thought he was all dying or something. Yea and the skatepark owns me, and I was a bad girl on Friday. No need to go into details, I just made out with 3 different guys in less then 2 hours. What a slut. Well its not like I screwd them or anything, and I wouldn't have either, I'm a good little virgin girl. Yea so Ryan and Jeff, you guys are gorgeous and just to tell you, we can do that again anytime!!! ;) WooT w00t :) cuhrayze me. Kristin hooked up with Dennis. Good job Kikeroo, gotta give you props for that, Dennis is gorgeous. Yea ok I am gone with the wind (holy shit that movie sucks) bye bye the FireTruck |
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| THE 29/30TH!!!! |
| October 29/30th 2002 whenever.. There really sin't a whole lot to say. Tomorrow is Halloweem, that should be pretty awesome. Of course I spent both today and yesterday at the skatepark. Naturally...What can you expect from me. Ryan really hasn't been there, and he wasn't in skool either. Today that is. Daniel is Ryan's friend or whetver and that kid is sO0o.. nice you have no idea. And yea. I like Ryan tho. Jeff, you are a pooper scooper. Yea life is gay, and I don't kno what else to say. o wow, that rhymed =) Yay... Yea well did I say I was done yet? Ok, now I've said I'm done, so I'm done. Bye the FireTruck |
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| October 31st/ November 1st 2002 3:45 PM HALLOWEEN!!! Yeaok yesterday was Halloween and it was so awesome, except I can't remember much. Sadly. Yea I was a bunny. Bunny, bunny, bunny =) I got sO0o.. drunk I think its the most drunk I've ever been before. Learned my lesson too. Came home and I think my mommy noticed, for one, and for two, I woke up around 2 'o clock in the morning and went downstairs to barf, cuz if I was to barf up here my parentals would've obviously woken up to the gagging sounds, Ryan made out with me again. You are gorgeous Ryan I love you!!! This is awfu ltho, i don't kno what is going on with Greg, I think I'm going out with him. Not quite sure, I was a bit too drunk to remember. Shoot me I'm a skatepark whore. Or says like 600 people. Well yea I think I'mma go to the skatepark now, or whever, me and Jackie will end up somewhere...Dammit, my hair looks kinda cool right now. Jacqueleenie has Tom and Cory's bracelets. She's a bracelet jackeroo. Lol. Tom and Kristin went out 600 times, and now he's going out with Kirsten. Cuhrayze huh? Kristin Pryich and Kirsten Prichard. I think its scary. Ryan is a sophmore!!! Ahahahah I told Kristin he was a sophmore but nO0o.. she kept saying he was a freshmen. O wow I win again Kristin I win again!!! I told you he was a sophmore I told u told u told u!!! Yea well I hafta go bye bye the FireTruck |
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| September 26th 2002 3:27 PM One of those idiot internet test things from one of those idiot forwards. Enjoy. 1) Full Name: Rita you think I'm that stupid to tell you my last name? 2) Name Backwards: atiR 3) Were you named after anyone?: no 4) Does your name mean anything?: I don't think 5) Nick Name(s): Riri, Rere, (pronounced the same), Pita, Piterz, Ritalin 6) Screen Name(s): RitaDelonge182, OoPixieDust600oO, and xRiTaLin600x 7) Date Of Birth: November 2nd 1987 8) Place of Birth: Debrecen, Hungary 9) Nationality: Hungarian 10) Current Location: Vegas 11) Sign: Scorpio 12) Religion: IAMAFUB lol Kikerz and Jackie 13) Height: 5'6 14) Weight: 106 15) Shoe Size: 8 16) Hair color: dirty blondeish with streaks 17) Eye color: green 18) What do you look like?: like an alien...lol 19) Innie or Outie?: Innie 20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Righty 21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight 22) Best friend(s): Jacqueleenie and Tom and Kikerz 23) Best friend you trust more than anyone: Jackie 24) Good friends {your sex}: Kikeroo, Jackie, Des, Ali, Aly, Jenna, Kamerz, Natalie 25) Good friends of the Opposite Sex: Tom, Tim, Daniel, Nick, Brandon, CJ 26) Best Bud(s): Why ask this? This is so retarded I juss answered this 3 times 27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: I kinda like being single... 28) Crush: Greg 29) Parent(s): Mommy: Erika, Daddy: Laszlo, and step dick: Laszlo...also 30) Worst Enemy: my step dad 31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): I only talk to people I kno 32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): same as above 33) Funniest friend: Daniel and Tim 34) Craziest friend: I donno they're all pretty darn crazy 35) Advice Friend: Tom 36) Loudest Friend: Jenna 37) Person you cry with: Kristin and Jacquelyn Do You Have... 38) Any sisters: 1 step 39) Any brothers: 1 step 40) Any pets: my dog Pickle aka Little nuts, and my fish Marilyn, John, Nick, and Marcella 41) A Disease: no 42) A Pager: no 43) A Personal phone line: yes 44) A Cell phone: yes 45) A Lava lamp: no 46) A Pool or hot tub: yes 47) A Car: I can't drive yet Describe Your... 48) Personality: I'm an attention whore and I admit it at least, and I can be a bitch...people say 49) Driving: I don't do drive 50) Car or one you want: I want a '97 burgundy jaguar convertible w/ cream interior model xk8 51) Room: yellow??? 52) Whats missing?: My eyeliner 53) School: Bonanza High 54) Bed: I love my bed 55) Relationship with your parent(s): my mom is so rad! you wish your mom was as cool as mine Do You... 56) Believe in yourself: Most of the time 57) Do you believe in love at first sight? yes 58) Consider yourself a good listener: no 59) Consider yourself a good friend: if your a good friend to me then I'm a good friend to you 60) Get Along with your parents: my mom 61) Save your e-mail conversations: yes 62) Pray: no 63) Believe in reincarnation: yes 64) Like to make fun of people: its human nature 65) Like to talk on the phone: yes Do You... 67) Like to drive: I don't do drive...jeesus stop with the drive questions 68) Get motion sickness: no 69) Eat the stems of broccoli: I loathe brocolli 70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: I don't like meat 71) Dream in color: I've never really payed attention to that.... 72) Type with your fingers on home row: sometimes 73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: if I find it... What is... 74) Right next to you: a wall 75) On the walls of your room: posters and pictures 76) On your mouse pad: a mouse! duh! 77) Your dream car: I already said this 78) Your dream date: Thomas Matthew Delonge or Joel from GC 79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Australia 80) Your dream husband/wife: No idea.... 81) Your bedtime: I don't have one 82) Under your bed: my bed doesn't have an under 83) The single most important question: Do you believe in aliens? 84) Your bad time of the day: when 6th period STILL isn't over 85) Your worst fear(s): losing my mom 86) The weather like: I haven't been outside yet 87) The time? 6:34 PM 88) The date? September 22nd 2002 89) The best trick you ever played on someone: I told Adam (my idiot step brother) that there was a giant rat inside my closet and it only eats little boys named Adam so he best stay out of my room...o its great he did 90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: I eat my cream cheese bagels with pickles 91) Your theme song: Pretty Girl (The Way) by Sugarcult 92) The hardest thing about growing up: knowing you could die anyday...but then again that just comes with stepping out of bed 93) Your funniest experience: Zorks and Shakira...ask Kristin, and when me and my cousins thought some1 was inside the house so we acted like we were are all tough and walked through the entire house with a rolling pin in one hand and a knife in the other 94) Your scariest moment: Little Suzy May and the other stuff that happened that night...ask Kristin 95) The silliest thing you've said: Ultra Super Megamix! lol Jackie 96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: I tend to do stupid shit to get attention daily 97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friends: same as my scariest moment 98) The worst feeling in the world: when your alone 99) The best feeling in the world: I don't think there's such thing NURRRR.... what happened to 100? the Fire truck |
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| November 2nd 2002 1:23 AM My birthday....Happy Birfday Rita. Good job on living up to be 15 years of age, don't commit suicide anytime soon now, or you might not get to see your driver's permit. Ryan and the guys from Sugarcult gave me the best present ever. It's kind of something not everyone can give to me. only certain people. Obviously you all kno what Ryan did, he of course just made out with me again. He seemed to enjoy it a bit more this time, and at least he wished me a happy birthday and gave me a hug. Now the guys from Sugarcult, they all wished me a happy birthday and they all gave me hugs. Wow, that concert baffles me. It was so mindblowing, it gave me at least as big of a rush as Green Day, if not bigger. I mean its not like I ever got to touch Billie Joe, or smoke Tre Cool's cigarette, or get any of their autographs as a matter of fact. Or have them say my name. It was just such adrenaline rush to hear Tim's voice singing those songs that I wake up to every morning. The only thing that fucked the whole thing up was Chelsea and Michelle I suppose. Blind hatred toward me is never good. And when someone hates you, you can kind of feel it. Well yea, I'm out. the FireTruck |
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