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Age: 22


The Sun Rises With One More Soul In Heaven


Beauty dances in the sunrise.
A blacken sky broken by a distant purple haze.
The stars begin to retreat;
The moon, tired and worn, fades away.
And I, a bystander watching,
Astounded by nature's beauty-
Cannot escape tears as
The purple continues to grow, the black night retreating.
Summon the orange streams,
While the cool air begins to blow, gently and pure;
The air, crisp and new.
The first golden rays burst from the horizon.
And I cannot, but continue to cry
In your memory, in the distant where you stay-
Up in the Heavens, where my prayers and memories fly.
Like fireworks and it's grand finale, the sun rises-
Shooting and cracling every moment.
And if you look close enough now,
You can see the blue skies beginning to come into clear focus.
Good morning, sun.
Good morning, new day born from darkness.
You've finally come into view.
You've finally made the lonely night go away;
Full of mourning and heartache.
Scarcely, is there any purple or orange left in the sky
But all the warmth and joy is here
As a new day begins
And life goes on without one more soul on earth.
Life goes on, the sun rises again.

Hollowed Center


You were made of wood
When I met you
You were young, fresh, and smelling of oak
And I, an unnurtured soul,
Convinced you to take me under your wing
To make me something strong and resilent
To stand the test of time
Even in the slash and burn of forests around me
I begged you to preserve me in your memories
To connect our souls in a universe filled with so much space
And we did... 7 years long.
I grew and became a diamond in the rough
Unbeatable, unbreakable
But you had become a tired, old fool when I left
Silenced by cowardness and immobility
You had become hollow in your center
Growing larger and larger by the day.
But I continued on, in your memory
Forever etched inside of me
Hoping that in those rings of 7
You would at least remember me
Before your kind becomes extinct

Glory to Me


To the roaring thunder
I can hear you screaming
Courage souring
Bubbling and boiling
Within me, ready
To explode, to break free, to destroy
My voice...
Finally coming to me
Higher, Louder
My strength
Building, tensing
No one can stop me as I climb
Each step higher; each step taller
My back thrown straight
My chest puffed out
Here I come, ready to prove
That you were wrong about me
I could climb
I was ready
No one places me in a box
And assumes I am dead
I am ressurected
And ascending into glory
Oh, you fools
Grovel and kneel before me
For I have won, and you have fallen, angel

Self-Doubt


Beyond the white foam stars
I find myself gazing
Wondering of dreams and hopes to be
Do they live and breathe within me?
For as the moon climbs the black smucken hole
The waiting becomes wasting
Slowly discovering, that bits and pieces are falling and crumbling
Turning from what was patient and pure into something ugly
Dispicable
Yucky
Is there something beyond in space
Besides the voided vacuum of nothing?
Is there more to this dark life than the here and now?
For each second that passes, something is lost
Time - for a worth while proposition-
But instead, we make other considerations-
Thoughts of moments, brilliance of originality-
Lost and gone to that which cannot be prevented.
Do I doubt in anger that existence is helpless to occur?
Or, do I realize that - to think, is to be; to know, is to be aware?

Snow and Serenity


Forgiviness is a fool;
Believing in fairies and magical dust,
Having hope in people who have failed before,
Betting against all odds
And proving time and time again
That humanity doesn't deserve your time.
Like a gentle snow fall on a cold, late winter afternoon,
Just as we think the storm has ended,
The sun peaks through the thinnest clouds in the sky
And the snow continues to fall, after all;
Creating a serenity that baffles the mind
Because the sun forces you to stop
And the snow, quiet and slow, soothes you to your soul.
Is this someone's miracle wish and the rest of us are bystanders?
Will a rainbow appear? Will a shooting star kiss the sky?
Do harden hearts really find ways to soften?
Is it possible to turn back the clock and change history;
To change all the bad to good?
I'm sorry, but history is written on a cold, hard stone.
But, the snow can fall while it's sunny outside.
People can forgive after years of silence and abandonment.
We can't forget, that after we die
Nothing stops the world from orbitting and spinning.
There's no second chance to capture that happily ever after.
We mourn our lost, and forget its existence to live on.
So, Forgiviness, as foolish as you are
You shine the light when the night is dark,
You give us hope that hearts can heal,
You give us that second chance to reconnect
And salvage whatever snow we can grab
To build a snowman, together at last, on this bright sunny afternoon.



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