me empodizoun na anasanw
ena skoteino keli.
Aiwnes twra
briskomai edw fulakismenos
ta xeria mou exoun barunei
apo tis molubines, skouriasmenes alusides
H ugrasia mou kaiei ta sw8ika
ta kokala mou trizoun
se ka8e kinish.
Ka8omai sto mouxliasmeno krebbati
kai grafw wres ateleiwtes
panw sta kitrinismena fulla.
Pou kai pou rixnw kleftes maties
ston e3w kosmo
sthn eleu8eria.
Akouw mono ta
monotona bhmata tou desmofulaka
ta baria kleidia..
hxoi pou trupoun to mualo mou.
H skepsh mou exei pagwsei
prosmenw karterika
Wres wres mou rxetai na kopsw ta xeria mou
na mh mporw na grafw
mono na skeftomai
alla tote einai sa na kobw to nhma
pou me krataei desmio me th zwh.
Monadikoi mou filoi
o anemos kai h broxh
o enas trupwnei krufa
apo tis xaramades tou keliou
kai mou sigopsi8urizei logia.
H broxh mou 8umizei
kai 3eplenei th skepsh mou,
apo tis ligdiasmenes idees
Krataw sto ena mou xeri
ton pio pisto mou filo
ena proxeiro kakoftiagmeno tsigaro
mia xoufta kapno
tuligmeno se mia palia efhmerida
auto toulaxiston de me egkateleipse pote
emeine dipla mou
na zestainei ta pneumonia
tis pagwmenes,gemates ugrasia, nuxtes
Prospa8w na 8umi8w eikones
blepontas ton kapno na anebainei pros ta panw
basanistika arga
Duo-treis laimarges roufi3ies
kai epeita apo ligo
to keli exei gemisei apo filous
mia xaroumenh parea
mou milane kai tous milaw
tragoudame palia,3e8wriasmena logia.
O desmofulakas anoigei to portaki
koitaei kai krufakouei pou milaw monos
Autos den 3erei
de mporei na dei pera apo thn omixlh
pou skepazei ta matia tou
sthn pragmatikothta autos einai fulakismenos
ekei e3w
kai oxi egw
giati egw mporw na skeftomai
mou exoun apomeinei merikes stales eleu8erias
enw autounou tou exoun ma8ei
na skeftetai
na mila
na perpata
einai mia marioneta
mesa se touto to paratragoudo
pou kapoios allos kinei ta nhmata
kai etsi mporei
na perpata, na mila, na skeftetai
H nuxta einai megalh
oi wres argokuloun
alla de me noiazei
nuxta h dikia mou mera.
H kardia mou perifragmenh
apo siderenia kagkela kai pshlous toixous
h atmosfaira pagerh san th milia mou.
Shkonw gia ligo to blemma mou
h puknh omixlh kai to skotadi me exoun ksupsei
apo ta perierga blemmata
H broxh den exei stamathsei treis meres twra
to keri exei leiwsei
kai esta3e sto pagwmeno patwma
zestainontas gia ligo ta bhmata mou
Ena misoteleiwmeno monopati sxhmatisthke
kai prospa8w na anakalupsw mexri pou ftanei.
H fantasia kalpazei se kataprasines pediades, krustallines limnes
kai topous mageutikous
...paradeisienioi peirasmoi!
Badizw sunexws sto idio monopati
kai ksetuligw siga siga to oneiro.
Periplaniemai monos
kai anakaluptw aionies, zwgrafismenes elpides.
Anarwtiemai an kapou teleiwnei to monopati touto
ma sunexizw na periplaniemai gia polu wra akoma.
Kapou sto ba8os
ekei pou teleiwnei o orizontas
arxizei na diafainetai to telos
plhsiazw konta..
Mia baria mproutzinh porta 3eprobalei mprosta mou
mia porta monaxh, sthmenh ,
xwris na apotelei eisodo pros kapou
oute toixoi, oute tipota.
Prospa8w na thn e3ereunisw
phgainw trigurw ths
mataia omws
h porta sa na odhgei sto pou8ena
kai ti para3eno!
to monopati stamata akribws mprosta ths.
Bazw olh th dunamh mou na thn anoi3w
...akator8wto!
etsi skouriasmenh opws einai,
les kai den exei anoi3ei kamia fora
Poios 3erei poso kairo steketai edw
kai poio mustiko na krubei arage...
Kourasmenos apo thn periplanish
egeira to kormi mou katw apo ena dentro
pou omoio tou den 3anada
stekotan oloisio, ageroxo
antikru sthn porta
kai aplwne ta palikarisia tou fulla
prosferontas th skia tou se ka8e diabath
8arreis pws htan enas ippoths
pou se prostateue
katw apo tin atsalinh aspida tou.
Akoumpisa ta xeria sto kefali
kai egeira sto plai
h kourash ekane baria thn anasa mou
ki amesws paradinomai sto lh8argo
ta matia mou pane na sunantisoun tis skies tou Adh
3afnou ena dunato tri3imo
me kanei na petaxtw
prospa8w na mantepsw apo pou prohl8e
gurizw to alafiasmeno blemma mou
ki anakaluptw entromos pws h porta einai anoixth
plhsiazw oso pio konta ginetai
distazw sthn arxh na proxorisw perissotero,
ma h periergeia me sprwxnei
ma kanw akoma ena bhma.
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Briskomai sto xeilos enos gkremoy
apo katw mayrila, xaos
kai ti parakseno!
..to monopati sunexizetai
akrobatei sto keno!!
!apofasizw na proxorisw
afoy pleon einai adynato na gyrisw pali pisw
kanw to prwto, apofasistiko bhma sto keno
kai pataw gera sto monopati
Sthn epomenh stigmh
ola gyrw mou xanontai
sa na hr8e h synteleia
..briskomai sto kentro mias dinhs
to kormi mou strobilizetai sto xamo
ola gyrizoyn sto myalo moy
talanteyomai sto xwro-xrono
Sta toixwmata ths dinhs
blepw proswpa kai zwgrafies
mperdemena metaksu toys
swmata xwris kefalia
koufia swmata
swmata zwgrafismena...
Anoigw ta matia mou meta apo wra
eimai ksaplwmenos xamwhmilipo8ymos
mproymita sto tsimento
Dipla mou o anemos tromagmenos
prospa8ei na me suneferei
xtypwntas me dynamh
ta matomena para8ura
kai h broxh , anastath ki ayth
peftei me ormh
prokalwntas ekwfantiko 8orubo
gia na me ksupnisei
O anemos mou dinei ena apalo fyshma
ena apalo xadi
boh8wntas me na shko8w
kai na geirw sto krebati
...Den exw synel8ei akoma
ma grhgora suneiditopoiw
pws eimai ksana pisw
sto steno, ygro keli moy
menw ekei opws eimai
kleinw ta matia peftontas se ba8y lh8argo
...Xarama
oi aktines tou hlioy prospa8oyn
na trypwsoun sto 8libero katagwgi
prospa8oyn na me ftasoyn,
na me aggiksoyn
kai ystera apo ligo ta katafernoyn
prosferontas moy ena glyko, zesto xadi
Anoigw ta blefara me dyskolia
kai prospa8w na stylosw
to kyrtomeno kormi moy
to kefali moy einai bary akoma
katafernw omws na ftasw
ws ta spasmena para8yria
na dw....
H broxh exei stamathsei
oi teleutaies stales kyloyn apo th stegh
gia na synanthsoyn ta aderfia toys
peftwntas sth gh...
pernwntas mprosta apo to keno blemma moy
...gia na me apoxairetisoyn.
O hlios exei ftasei sto mesoyranima
mia kainoyria elpida exei fytrwsei
..kiolas exei bgalei ta prwta an8h
ki egw perimenw ypomonetika
..prepei na perimenw!
na an8isei kai na bgalei polla loyloydia,
polles tetoies elpides
8elw na gemisw to keli moy
me polla tetoia loyloydia.
18-1-98