They want to travel and experience everything
One day everything will go back to a time in the past
Running away is the only thing that is understood now
A window sees a new beginning every once in a while
People pass by the unassuming glass and inspect their unnatural lives
A heart's fire will fade into vapor and then the coldness will stick to the meat and bones of our bodies
A mind will make room for a lack of interest
Except nothing will escape the new shoes
They will always wish to be old and make their small mark upon the gravel and sand
They will continue to wait until the day of running away is over and done
A wonder
A miracle
An angel saves me every time
Even though I don't deserve it
Will I be saved again today?
I don't think I want to be helped or rescued
Everything seems very complicated on the outside, yet it's all very simple
No one wants to see the simplicity
They all like the drama
I love the drama
Every passer by knows when to let it go.
Everyday it becomes a little harder to understand and to acknowledge that there will be a better day coming ahead.
This road that I travel on is too familiar and it has become one that I hate where the destination ends.
Move away to run away.
Let go of love that is no more.
Make amends of breakage you've created.
Enhance your dreams and wishes for they may fade away in the night's sky.
I wanted to break away.
I wanted to crash into a chaotic crowd.
I needed a lonesome night; a cold, hungry night.
I needed to feel you all around me.
I wanted you to burn, bleed, and hate.
You were all that I wanted.
Which heart are you truly listening to- your own or the stranger's that's sitting beside you?
It makes me sick and angry to see you in such misery.
I can see that all you really want to be is yourself.
I don't understand why you have to make it so difficult for yourself.
Do you want someone to tell you that everything will be fine- is that what you've been waiting for all this time?
I doubt there is a single person out there who will only tell you what you're desperate to hear.
Yet, you haven't figured out what it is that you really wanted or needed to hear.
I wanted to scream at the sight of you unraveling, but all that sound was drowned out by the silent shouts of others.
Do you believe you can make amends with yourself?
If I still had faith in you I'd say that you could.
Do you remember me?
Please, say that you do.
I was once a great lady.
I had a beautiful mirror that told the future.
I never looked into this mirror for I was scared of what I'd find.
The mirror was gold and had an appealing laugh.
It could draw anyone to it with its spell.
Do you believe in make believe?
You shouldn't.
You shouldn't believe in anything.
I don't believe in anything...
I remember when my shining knight first shot my heart out of his cannon.
It went up so high and so far that I almost forgot I even had a heart at all.
When it fell back towards earth it bled for an eternity.
All it can do now is utter such a cry that the angles in heaven have to cover their ears.
Please tell me what I am going to do with my life
Please, please let me know
Now! Tell me...
I have this heart
What am I going to do with it?
I need to know
Am I meant for pain or glory?
Will my depressed tears ever go away?
I know I have this love...so much love
Am I allowed to use it again or do I have to die before that moment comes?
I need your celebration, your passion, and your light
I need...
My little black dress wasn't good enough for you.
My naked body wasn't either because it showed off my little sun tattoo.
What do you want from me?
My silence never pleased you.
My loud moaning didn't either.
I never tried to change, but at your request I did and now you hate me even more.
Well, I hate you too.
I hate everything you stand for.
I even hate the way that your hair is parted- all to one side.
Everything I did I thought it was to better myself and I thought it would make you proud of me.
I should have been more careful in the choice of my love, even if you did take part in my existence.