If we were unknown to each other,
We would be perfect

If all we had was lust,
Our bodies would hum

If there was no one around,
We could be so safe

If fear didn't live in our hearts,
You could love me like I love you

I keep confusing you
With a lost love
I used to believe in second chances
Until you came along

There was faith in my soul
But your lies made me lose my way
I gave my body over to another
He hurt me in all the best ways

Friendship between us is futile
I hate you everyday I wake up
I can't forget with the drugs
You haven't gone far enough away

I pray for someone else to love you
So I don't have the burden anymore
I twitch underneath the bed sheets at all hours
Crying for another bitter release from my own hands

If I could just use you up
And leave you bleeding and broken
My guilt would make me
Fall in love with you all over again

You can't touch fire
Darkness won't cover you up safely
Your heart never raced
To catch up with my breath

Never had the feeling of silk
Between your hands
Liquid warmth never cooled
The ache surrounding you

Fearing the taste of sweeten fruit
Maybe you're not a man to take it
Do you know the freedom of a gift?
Giving, receiving used to be your specialty

How switched on are you?
Locked away in decisions
You refuse to make
Changing locations can't help you

You don't belong anywhere
No one knows you
There is no pain when you're made out of stone
Are you sick of lying yet?

I can't write this soul out
I need some solid discussion
Heaven knows nothing about me
This life eats my pain away

Love seems like a numbing void
Everyone loses their options
I want to take a ride
Right into your public hell

Seeing you in truth
Blinds me from the path I've taken
Drowning in a wakeful coma
I want to crawl right through you

15 minutes away from a blissful ending
Do you hear the same primal calling?
Your mind wanders around the world
Dreaming of being the man you will one day love
It's a close call walking the fence
Maybe you're afraid of the fall
Where does the intoxication take you?
You are just alone in your faith
Everyone knows the masquerade you play
Wishing you were brave
Holding back your breaking heart

You never punished me enough
I wanted some darkness
But all you did was bore me

Can you touch me a little deeper?
You can't make a girl scream
I still love how you try

Are you a sickness to me?
I'll let you be my savior
Cut into me with pleasure

Hope strangles me abruptly
I look inside you
Wondering about reality
I never have the right instrument
To take this life long test
Our lives intertwine
But we are always so far apart
I wish we only had lust