I always knew I'd be like you
Hurting others enough that it kills me
You should make a first step
I can't move past this roadblock
This life becomes confusing
As I watch the past filter
Through the here and now
I want to live to believe in you
But you won't stop letting me down
I think I'm done with second chances
The way you keep me numb
Run me into the ground
You want to cut the evil out of me
But I don't have anything left
I'm running towards an endless light
That'll flatten this passion that grows
Dreams make the air too thin
Claws digging into some innocent flesh
Screaming hearts and naughty lullabies
Crying out to hear no answers
You'll be better off
If you left me all alone
I am the idiot who believes in you
I'm the fool who has faith in love
I am so ashamed for loving you
I'm disgusted with myself
Why am I hopeful for change?
Why do I stand still in your sight?
I don't ever want to look at you
I want to be alone again
I hope you don't care that I'm in pain
I just want you to be happy
I'm tired of trusting
I'm giving up now