Anne's Lament

Could love you
Break my heart out over you
The pain...the pain is
Coming in too close
For a dead man
You're more alive than I am
You've always been
And I'm a little jealous
I don't want to pull you in
Into my darkness
Into my void
It'll break you
And I can't bear to be the one

Bewail

stillness in this night
shattering of old reservations
taking everything freely given
drowning and breathing at the same time
tell me it never means anything
overwhelm yourself with the cravings
notice the surroundings when alone
trusting yourself was never like this