Youth blinded me.
I remembered who you once were.
Time has taken you away from me- from everyone.
Everyone thinks you're broken.
I am the one who broke you into all of those pieces.
I'll drink to your memory everyday of my life. That is a promise I will not break.
Say anything you like to me, I can't take it.
You're so cold to me.
Why shouldn't you be?
I destroyed you a long time ago, yet you still walk this earth.
I have cheated you out of a good life.
Please take your revenge out on me.
Take me away from here.
Take me away from your life.
Take me away from your heart.
My mind races to a place unknown. It then takes a sudden turn, thus causing a chaotic scene.
It never knows what to do in moments like these, but it does drive away from the scene in a matter of seconds.
I think I recognize myself- only I have no mirrors to reflect this distorted image. I've done my body too much damage already- I do not know when to stop.
I do not want to stop.
There is a girl with a life that shines brightly in the dark, but it is not mine.
It will never be me.
I will never be chosen.
I will never be wanted.
That girl smiles at each passer-by and embraces every stranger who catches her eye. She doesn't know any better or maybe all she is doing is hoping for the better.
I want a new day to come into focus.
I want a new beauty to come into my life.
I have not seen anything for years.
She would give her life for a great love. She would save the world if she could. She is fearless and compassionate. She can do no wrong- ever.
My life is cursed with wrongs and betrayals.
I have caused great pain without a flicker of emotion.
I know what I'm doing.
I am wreaking life, as you know it.