I have wants and strong desires.
I need so much out of my life.
But where do I even start to search for an answer?
I want too many complicated things- why can't I be sane?
My memory of him plagues me.
He makes me want so incredibly that I sometimes lose myself to these horrible feelings.
Why do I hurt?
Why am I in pain all the time?
Should I take real control?
I shiver from his touch.
I crave his breath and flesh.
I will have him
I will take what is mine.
Who can I turn to?
There are no people. There are no places.
There is nothing out there.
I never had his touch.
I never had his kiss.
Where has my life gone?