OK, so im not a geinius,
I live like any one else,
I'm not strong enough.
I can't control your life,
Only mine.
Why do i try to help others with theirs?
I'm not a person to give bad advice,
but thats the oppinion of others.
I'm told i have talent,
I'm told im good at what i do,
I told i'm beautiful,
Inside and out.
I am human,
I make mistakes!
I always feel like people are watching me,
Looking over my shoulder.
Waiting for me to make a mistake.
I need help like any other.
I need love and caring!
Not more responsibility.
No one cares how i'm doing!
I'll tell you my condition!,
I'm in a bad disposition.
They made me wht i am,
Then tore the flesh from me with their words.
Why should i care about them?
Do they help me?
My life is not bad,
But i want to die.
Every night new tears i cry.
Every day i am reduced to sadness.
My life seems made of this madness.
My eyes are drained of tears,
For i have nothing left to fear,
nothing could scare me i see or hear.
Being alone is the fear i have.
No one to be with me,
No one to share my world.
Alone.
-Robin Milligan
To live my life,
To die my death,
To know where my bounaries are.
To accept my destiny,
With open arms,
To bleed but never scar.
To beat the opposition,
Win the first.
And last game,
To be the best i can be.
To create an easier path,
Take the swifter road,
To unlock the door,
Using the key!
To do things,
The way they're ment,
To get confused,
But not be bent.
To be in controle,
Of all i should,
All my money,
Spent.
To love,
Who i want.
To love,
What i want.
To love,
The way i want.
To love you,
Because your you.
And because,
You love me too,
-Robin Milligan
