everythings so empty
some would say it has started
but i dare hope this is not my greatest moment
because then my life would be as empty as it seems
maybe the green monster has me
maybe im wrapped in envys corruption
but what i want i think noone else has
so how is that envy
maybe i desire to heavily
maybe thats controllingme
but there are times when im empty
without desire without passion
maybe ive become a hypocrite
maybe ive become what i hate
but i fear this so much
i must be judging myself without conciet
maybe i judge others too harshly
maybe i keep people from thier potential
but i never advise without request
maybe i deny myself my true passions
maybe im slowly killing myself
but i have to consider i may not know what i want
maybe......
maybe......
but......
maybe......
maybe......
but......
emptiness eats us away