Diary written by: a very big Rob fan.                                  Newest near the bottom.

18th November 2000: Today was a day that I'll never 4get.  It was the best day of my life, just wish you could have been there. I meet this guy called Rob awwww man, he's sooooooo fine. I dunno where to start! Well....... Me and my best mate were just chatting away minding out own business when all of a sudden these 3 guys were there infront of us. I coudln't take my eyes off him though. Rob I mean. He came up and started to talk to us. I didn't know what to say. He was the most amazing guy EVER! He's soo fit, well sweet and really funny. I just love him. I saw him and something clicked inside. I can't stop thinking about him. I'll never 4get today, it was simply the BEST day of my LIFE EVER! Wish I could see him again, just to say hi....

25th November 2000: Just found out that I might be able to see Rob on my birthday. WAHOO! I'm well excited. It's gonna be so cool. AGH! I can't wait any longer.

29th November 2000: I ain't gonna see him :( I can't get darn there. Guess it was too good to be true. hee hee oh well, I'll see him soon. I hope!

11th February 2001: Well today was a really weird day. You'd never guess who I got a phone call from! CLUE: I love him. AGHHH! Can't believe it! I'm well cuffed! He's just too sweet. Awwww. I love him! hee hee

13th February 2001: WAHOOOO!!!! It's Rob's birthday. It's exciting. Ok, so, I'm a tad over the top! I'm just on a high. HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ROB! HAPPY BITHDAY 2 YOU! YYYYYAAAAAYYYYYYY! So wish I could celebrate with him. Hope he had a good day.

20th February 2001: I'm in Butlins! Come 160 miles. Guess who I'm seeing tomorrow?! One word... ROB! Oh me god, I'm sooo nervous. Can't stop thinking maybe something is going to go wrong though. Just can't wait for tomorrow.

21st February 2001: Oh my god!!!!!! I knew it'd go wrong. :( They had to cancell. Wazza rang to let me know... of coarse I forced him to get Rob to talk to me heehee. Bless Warren! All hail king Rob! Might not seem it, but I'm really annoyed. But I just gotto keep hoping.. hope that one day soon I'll see him once again.

There's a lot missing because the writer was having a bad time.

9th April 2001: It's weird. Swindon! T'is so near me, but yet.. Rob and the band had to cancell. Ah, well. hee hee hopfully be ok next week.

20th April 2001: 5 months, a load of cancellations, a load of times I couldn't go as of illness ... but now! FINALLY .... Rob was there once again! Coudln't believe he remebered me. The fool even got my up on stage (of coarse Joey was wiv Lisa, and Warren had another girl too) but WOW! just the BEST night. EVEN better then Pop2k. WOW! just can't believe it! It was just ... MAD! A DREAM becoming reality. Like Oh My God! AMAZING!!!!!!!!! I miss him already though. Just want tonight back real BAD! Just hope that ... My luck will change and I won't need to wait 5 months again. *fingers crossed*

28th April 2001: My Mobile is now a Rob Phone, Red/Orange Scren, with a Rob icon and a flame sticker on screen.

20th May 2001: Been a month since I last saw Rob, been way too long. Still haven't got over it, I'll never forget that night. Was perfect!!!! I guess only another 4 months to go. hee hee Well hopfully not that long. Miss him so bad though, oh well just gotto take eahc day as it comes.

10th June 2001: YAY! I finally finished my new Rob cut-out. It's 5foot7 and I love it. It keeps breaking though, but I'm tryign to sort it out.

27th June 2001: He did a gig last night, @ Roadhouse, I was gonna go, but I was still in hopital. Everyone said it was wikid and the new track "The Game" was really cool. If everything goes ok I'll be seeing him next Friday. I'll be recording it anyways, but I guess if I don't get there, I can always watch them on tv. (if I go around to my sisters house or something)

6th July 2001: YEP! I got to see Rob today. He was ill though, and not really himself. The dumb thing was I didn't talk to him! :( I had chances but... I just didn't know what to say. I'm really worried about him. They had to cancell in the end, as Joey wasn't there (he's got glandular fever) and so they didn't feel right. Really need to talk to him, just to know if he's ok.

3rd August 2001: This is what I wanna say, I love Rob more each day, I just wish he would see , That he means the world to me.

5th September 2001: Just got back off me holiday, in Forida for 3 weeks, really missed Rob and the crew though :( Wonder what there doing right now?????!!!?????

17th September 2001: Started my GCSE Graphic's Project today, I'm designing a fan club package. And guess what... it's gonna be a 3e Fan Club. :) hehe. I miss RRRROOOOOBBBBBBB :( Wish Rollers could come back!!!!

7th October 2001: Joey has left the music sence. he is going to study. Never b the same without him. I mean now there ain't gonna be....... the tall one, short one n the old one :( Guess we can only suport them. All I want is Rob! n wanna let joey know it's his coarse n I'll support him no matter what. also that I'll never forget him. Rob n Waz r still carrying on. Not sure whats happening there though. Can only wait and see. I LOVE YOU 3!! 3e 4eva!!!!!

more to come