writings

To start let najah say this: this girl has had a long walk to this point. She has fought how
she felt for a very long time and did not understand it all. She was always shy and quiet
doing what others wanted first. She was happy doing things for others. She found Gor
by accident one day. Many new before even she did that her heart was of a slave but
gave her time to see it for herself. She knows that on Gor she would not have been
allowed this time but here she was given it. She learned and watches for many months
before she made the choice that has lead her here. She was afraid that she would be
bound if she became slave, what she did not know is she would feel freer then she had
ever felt as a Free Woman. It is kind of funny that she meets someone who would not
believe she was Free and would not let this girl live the lie any longer. For that she thanks
Him. However that does not answer the question ?what is a slave?? A slave is beautiful,
obedient, sensual, and completely woman.

A slave is beautiful in all ways. Her beauty is that of a woman, and a slave is not allowed anything less. The beauty of a slave runs deep. Her beauty out shines all in the way she acts and behaves. True beauty is in ones heart. A slave can be nothing less than beautiful, it is not allowed. The beauty of a slave shines in the way she submits herself to a Master. A
slave?s beauty lies in her obedience completely to that Master.

A slave is obedient at all times. A Master is right no matter what, even if a girl does not agree. Most Masters only do what they feel is right for a girl and so no matter what a girl's answer, even if she does not agree, must be ?yes Master?. Now some Masters will allow private talk on why this is done this way, but a Master has the last word. This girl feels that is why a girl must be sure that a Master is the one for her when she decides to take a collar. It is not something that should be rushed or forced. A slave must trust her Master ompletely and without question. Beauty and obedience lead to a girl becoming very sensual.

A sensual slave is one to be desired. A slave must be sensual in all she does, even just picking something up. Each move is made for a Master so it must be done with grace. A woman wants to be looked at and desired. That is in all women even Free. When this one was Free she still wanted to be looked at and desired, though she dare not let any know for that would have been thought of as a slave heart. Sensuality can be just the way a girl walks, though it also can include the way she speaks and behaves. For one to be desired she must be beautiful, obedient, sensual, and completely woman.

Completely woman is what a slave who is true to her heart is. This girl found this definition of a slave, and she agrees with it. ?One who is abjectly subservient to a specified person or influence?. A slave is all of these things but most of all; this girl believes a slave is what her Master makes her. A slave can be no less for a Master will not allow it. That in a way is what brings a woman to become a slave; her heart wont let her be anything less then what her Master molds her to be. This girl knows that she will learn all there is to being a slave with the help of kymber and miraa, but she will become all she can be when she finds that Master that will mold her into what He wishes and needs. In short this girl truly believes a slave is what a Master makes her. A slave must and will bend to His wishes. A slave will be what He makes her and she will be allowed nothing less.

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