| I still can i still can�t figure out what they want from me� they make it so hard for themselves and they don�t make it easier for anyone else. why do they hate me so much? they wonder why i feel this way all the time and why i�m always upset� cant they see what they�re doing to me? they want to make it �better�, but it�s like they�re not even trying. don�t they want to help? i don�t know� maybe I don�t see what they�re really trying to do. maybe it�s all for the best and I deserve everything i�m getting. �they want too much from me� how do they expect me to be happy when they�re mad all of the time? |