Mercury
From "Recovering The Satellites"

She is trapped inside a month of gray
And they take a little every day
She is a victim of her own responses
Shackeld to a heart that wants to settle
And then runs away

It's a sin to be
Fading endlessly
But she's alright with me

She is leaving on a walkaway
She is leaving me in disarray
In the absence of a place to be
She stands there looking back at me
Hesitates-
And then turns away

She'll change so suddenly
She's just like Mercury
Yeah, but she's alright with me

Keep some sorrow
In your hearts and minds
For the things that die
Before their time
For the restllessly abandoned homes
The tired and weary rambler's bones
That stay beside me
Where I lie

She's entwined with me
Crazy as can be
But she's alright with me

She's alright w/ me
She's alright w/ me
She's alright w/ me
    The best way to describe the meaning is to paraphrase the way AD introduced it at Woodstock '99:
    
"I had this girlfriend and she was just 50 miles of bad road.  She was just so fuckin' twisted inside.  So like everything she touched just turned to shit.  And she touched me all the time.  And you know I was just so addicted to it, you spend your time and you get your need built up and you need it.  And you want it.  And they'll give it you a little at a time.  The rest of the time they're like knives and you turn around and they just stick at...stick at... stick at...twisted.  And you can't really trust them because nothing they say is the truth because nothing ever stays the same and everything changes just like mercury."
    
I really can't expand on that any further.  I've been in the same situation.  The sad thing is that it's happened more than once.  It started with the girl I spoke about regarding the lyrics to "'Round Here" and just happened again with the first girl I met here in Jersey.  Nothing was ever the same and nothing I said or did was ever right.  I was constantly on my toes defending myself, but then it would all change and everyone would be happy.  It drove me up a wall more than once.  And what's even scarier is that in both situations I was aware of it before the walls came tumbling down.  And she's alright with me...
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