| Goodbye, Farewell, Adio... |
| People ask if I'm Happier, Now that we are thru... So I Tell them I'm Surviving, Tho I feel half the man without you... I try to keep a Smile on My Face, And I laugh at all their Jokes... Yet Memories of you creep into my mind, Then there's this tightness in my throat... Next Flipping through Our photo albums, Wondering how we went so wrong... Sitting alone in a darkened room, Softly crying, Listening to our song... You've been gone for months, And still I smell your cologne, it lingers in the air... I awaken in a Panic throughout the night, Wondering why you're not there... Still My life continues everyday, An endless steady grind... Never looking ahead or moving forward, Because I can't leave what's behind... That chapter's closed on you and I, it's Over now I see... I simply must remind myself, There's No More "Us", Just "Me"... |
| REJECTION... |
| Lie to Me... Tell Me How Much My Love has meant to You... DeFile Me with Images of Your Trust and Loyalty. Make Me Believe You Cared... Make Me Forget the Fool I've Become Because of You... Taint Me with Your Kiss... Feel My Flesh Shrink From Your Unhuman Touch. I Use to See Beauty in Your Face, Only Now it's Marred and Flawed... Your Mask has Slipped Away, And I am Replussed be the Horror Beneath. How Could I Feel for One Like You, To Think What You Thought Mattered to Me... You Are Nothing to Me... Your Words, Your Bile, Your So Called Emotion... Means Nothing to Me... I WISH YOU WERE DEAD..... I HATE YOU..... |
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| 04-19-00 |
| 08-18-98 |
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