Madeline awoke to semi-familiar surroundings, a bed in a white room.  Disappointed, but not completely surprised that her plan seemingly failed, she sat up gracefully and studied her surroundings.  The first thing she noticed was that she wasn’t strapped in and the room wasn’t bare.  ‘A buffered hostile’ Madeline mused and, getting off the bed and sitting in the surprisingly comfortable chair near it, waited for her ‘host’ to enter, believing she was somewhere in the Center.  Realizing that hypothesizing on where she went wrong and why she was still alive was futile until she had more details, Madeline sat demurely and patiently waited for the steel door to open.

 

Madeline did not have long to wait, but her visitor was not who she expected.

 

 “Hello, Madeline.”  The older Englishwoman stated, walking inside the white room, carefully watching her former pupil for a reaction.

 

Adrian.” Madeline returned, surprise unwittingly flickering briefly in her eyes before she was able to shutter them.

 

“Follow me, please.”  Adrian instructed.

 

“Of course.”  Madeline replied, following the older woman out the door, refraining from asking any questions as she knew Adrian would explain herself only when she was ready and not a single moment before.

 

What she saw on the other side of the door once again was not what Madeline anticipated.  Expecting to be in the bowels of the Center, Madeline was surprised (this time hiding it better) when she walked out into the hallway of what appeared to be a very lovely home.

 

Entering the formal living room, Adrian gestured for Madeline to sit.  She watched with interest as Madeline chose the winged back chair rather than the more comfortable sofa, a tell-tale sign of her current mind-set.  Seating herself regally on the sofa, Adrian picked up the still hot teapot sitting on the coffee table that was nestled between the sofa and the chair and poured them each a cup of tea.  It was a not so subtle reminder of days gone by.  After finishing their tea, Madeline, Adrian’s best student got straight to the heart of the matter.

 

“Mr. Jones, I presume?”  Madeline questioned the older woman.

 

 “Very good, Madeline.  You *were* my best student.”  Adrian confirmed.

 

“You taught me well.”

 

“Yes.  You were always ahead of the others, even Paul.”

 

“Why?”  Madeline asked, the one word representing so much.

 

“It was time for a change.  There is much we need to discuss before the end game is played out.” Adrian returned, rising from the sofa and walking out the french doors, knowing Madeline would follow.  “Let’s take a walk, shall we?  The gardens here are beautiful.” 

 

Madeline wasn’t upset, but rather fascinated.  She had known Mick could not be Mr. Jones, but Adrian *was* a surprise.  Quite frankly, Madeline did not believe the older woman had enough allies to attain the position.  As much as Madeline hated to be caught unawares, this scenario was too intriguing to snub.

 

“I suppose I should start at beginning.”  Adrian opened the conversation as the two women walked around the seemingly endless grounds.

 

“Paul’s ascension to power?”  Madeline prodded.

 

“Still as sharp as ever, perhaps it should have been *you* who ascended then.”  Adrian speculated.  “Yes, your so called coup was actually *my* final test for the real Mr. Jones’ position.”

 

“I don’t understand.”  Madeline admitted.

 

“’Mr. Jones’ was retiring and needed a replacement.  In order to confirm his decision, I had to pass his test.”  Adrian paused.  “He gave me a scenario and expected me to profile the outcome.  It served two purposes.  If successful, I would become the new head of Center and my ‘disappearance’ would not be questioned.”

 

“The ‘coup’ was part of the profile.”  Madeline stated, realization dawning.

 

“Yes.  You all acted as expected and I moved to the Center.”

 

“What about your attempt to regain Section One?”  Madeline questioned.

 

 “Actually, that was yours and Paul’s test.”  Adrian replied, sitting on a nearby bench and gesturing for Madeline to do the same.

 

“Test?”  Madeline echoed, sitting down and facing the older woman.

 

“Yes, my dear.”  Adrian replied.  “You failed.”

 

“Obviously.” Madeline stated, knowing had one of them passed they would have replaced Adrian as Mr. Jones.  “When did you substitute yourself for a Doppelganger?”

 

“Right before my plans supposedly ‘went to hell.’  By the time Nikita climbed back into the car, the switch was made.”

 

“So you knew all along.”

 

“Of course, I planned it that way.”

 

“That’s why you’re here.”  Madeline complimented her one time mentor.  “May I ask how we failed?”

 

“You didn’t cancel ‘me,’ but instead decided to experiment.”  Adrian paused.  “For revenge, nothing else.  That motive is unacceptable in this position.  You also left the enemy alive, Madeline, something you should have known better.”  Adrian scolded. 

 

“Yes.”  Madeline acknowledged.  “It came back to haunt us when Michael took the opportunity to blackmail us.”

 

“I’m pleased that you learned from your mistake, though.”  Adrian returned, referring to their recent ‘disposal’ of George.

 

“About that, I find it hard to believe you didn’t discover his side deals before we did.”

 

“I did discover the truth, so did someone else, actually.”  Adrian replied, not elaborating on the identity of the other person.  “I wanted to see how long it took Section One to ferret it out and how you would deal with it.”

 

“Did we at least pass *that* test?”  Madeline inquired.

 

“Actually, you surpassed my projections.” Adrian replied.  “By several weeks, in fact.”

 

“But...” Madeline prodded, knowing her former teacher well enough to ascertain from her tone and demeanor that there was one coming.

 

“But someone else in the organization found out and brought the evidence to me even sooner, considerably sooner, in fact.”  Adrian replied (purposely omitting the person’s name and position in the organization) with a little bit of melancholy, George was a good friend after all and a good man until the end, his personal vendetta costing him everything.

 

“I see.  I don’t suppose you’re willing to elaborate on the identity of your wunderkind?”  Madeline inquired, already debating with herself on who it could be, knowing she probably wouldn’t get an answer, but curious nonetheless.

 

“Not yet.  You’re not ready for it yet.”  Adrian hedges then deliberately changed the subject.  “I must say, I was quite impressed with your recent performance.  Quite a convincing suicide.”

 

“Not convincing enough.”  Madeline countered, referring to the fact that she was not investigating from the ‘outside’ as she and Paul had planned.

  

“Nikita and Mick were convinced.  I just knew you better, my dear.”  Adrian explained.  “Nice touch, by the way, Paul slipping you the antidote with his kiss.”

 

“The contingency had been in place for quite some time, actually.”

 

“When did you begin to suspect Mick was a decoy?”

 

 “When Nikita sat in on the evaluation.  According to longstanding intel, Mr. Jones would have done it on his own.  Of course, Nikita evaluating solo sealed it.” 

 

“A miscalculation on my part.  I should have insisted he evaluate key personnel alone.”  Adrian conceded.  “When are you due to contact Paul?”

 

“Forty eight hours after my death.”  Madeline replied, seeing no reason to lie.  Adrian had all the cards.  The older woman was in charge and answered to no one.  If she had wanted Madeline dead, they wouldn’t be having this conversation.  Besides, Madeline had wanted to get to the bottom of things, and this was surely the most direct way to do so.

 

“Well that leaves us another whole day then.”  Adrian replied, confirming for Madeline how long she had been here.

 

“Where are we?”  Madeline finally asked a question of her own.

 

“My private sanctuary.”  Adrian replied.  “Of course the new ‘Mr. Jones’ will choose their own and this place will be sold.” 

 

“I see.”  Madeline returned, noting Adrian’s purposeful non gender specific reply. “Will I meet the new ‘Mr. Jones?’”

 

“That’s entirely up to them, my dear.”

 

“Why am I here then?”  Madeline inquired, her curiosity getting the better of her, despite her vow to remain patient.

 

“Before I retire, I want you to understand why you and Paul must remain in your current positions at this time.” 

 

“Compassion, or lack thereof?”

 

“Only partially.”  Adrian contradicted.  “You’ve both served the organization well throughout the years.  My *main* problem is that you lost sight of the enemy.”

 

“You’re referring to Nikita?”  Madeline inquired politely, refraining from referring to her as a mole, knowing she’d successfully used the same tactic several times herself.

 

“Yes.  But not in the way you think.”  Adrian sighed.  “I did not disagree with keeping her and Michael apart and off balance.  Sacrifices only increase the higher up you are, as you well know. It also made them both better individual operatives, having to raise their numbers so you’d eventually relent.”

 

“So where did we go wrong?”

 

“Reprogramming.  You destroyed the essence of what made Nikita as good as she was and Michael’s numbers dropped as well.  It was actually quite fortunate for *everyone* that Michael was able to fix that mistake.”

 

“With your help.”  Madeline supplied.

 

“Yes, with the information gleaned from my double, we were able to come with an ‘antidote.’”

 

“Was that all that you felt was wrong?”

 

“No. That error in judgment was really just the beginning.”

 

“How so?”

 

“You and Paul lost focus.  The constant infighting and insecurity distracted you.”

 

“Our numbers were consistent throughout that time.”  Madeline pointed out.

 

“I wasn’t referring to POS numbers, my dear.”  Adrian contradicted.  “If you had remained focused on the enemy, rather than internal struggles, Red Cell would, for one, no longer exist.”

 

“Unlikely, given their successes over the last decade.”

 

“I disagree.  In fact, your recent ‘capture’ of their tactician Starnes, proved my point.”

 

“We got the job done, Red Cell’s base of operations was destroyed, the Director canceled.”

 

“Yet, Red Cell managed to survive.  Well enough, in fact to aid the treasonous escape of two operatives, one of whom was level five.”

 

“Had Nikita been on her own, without Center’s help, she would not have made it.”  Madeline stated confidently.

 

“I’m sorry to disappoint you, Madeline, but Nikita was on her own in her escape.  But regardless, if Paul hadn’t been too busy trying to make sure you were caught in the explosion and you hadn’t been too busy ascertaining his profile and motives *and* trying to stay alive, Section One could have ensured Red Cell’s permanent destruction.”

 

“What makes you so sure Paul and I were at odds?”

 

“Oh, come now.  Surely you must realize that nothing in Section happens that I don’t know about.”  Adrian replied, slightly exasperated, but unwilling to show it.  “Did you not realize that when you cut off the head another one would grow in?  If you hadn’t been so busy backstabbing each other, you could have gleaned much more information and had much better results.”

 

“Perhaps.”  Was all Madeline would concede.

 

“I’m actually surprised you forgave and forgot so easily Madeline. Only to go through similar circumstances when the wayward operatives disappeared.”  Adrian paused, looking over Madeline’s shoulder and seeing one of her operatives motioning that business called.

 

As they neared Adrian’s chateau, Madeline had her first look at the operative waiting for them at the door and received yet another surprise.

 

“Madeline.”  The former Section operative greeted as the two women neared the chateau.

 

Davenport.”  Madeline returned, quickly masking her surprise as she followed Adrian inside.

 

“Mr. Davenport will show you to your room while I attend to some business.”  Adrian stated distractedly, already studying the pda Davenport had handed her on her way to the command center in another part of her home.

 

“I think I remember the way.”  Madeline tried using Adrian’s preoccupation to do a little reconnaissance by strolling through the chateau on her own.

 

“It’s not the same room.  Adrian thought you’d be more comfortable elsewhere.  Please, follow me.”  Davenport replied, in a courteous manner but one that nevertheless indicated that he no longer answered to Madeline.

 

“Of course.”  Madeline replied, following Davenport up the stairs and into a bedroom fit for a five star hotel.

 

“Please feel free to enjoy all the amenities.  You’ll be called for lunch as soon as Adrian concludes her affairs.”  Davenport told Madeline and pointed to the in-house phone on the night stand, before closing and locking the door behind him.

 

Looking around Madeline took in the understated elegance of the room and its adjoining bathroom.  Knowing that although they weren’t visible there surely were cameras and listening devices hidden, she forcefully emulated a tired and bored façade and proceeded to surreptitiously investigate her surroundings.  

 

Entering the bathroom, Madeline was surprised to see an assortment of toiletries, all the brands those she herself preferred.  Further investigation revealed clothes in the dresser drawer that fit her usual style.  Realizing that her ‘abduction’ had been planned far ahead, Madeline proceeded to take advantage of the amenities.

 

Feeling much refreshed after a shower and change of clothes, Madeline put on fresh makeup and then proceeded to choose a book from the rack in one corner of the room.  Smiling at the selection she was sure Adrian was responsible for, Madeline chose a novel she hadn’t read yet and sat on the chaise by the window that overlooked the gardens and read while waiting for her summons.

 

One hour later, picking up the ringing in-house phone, Madeline listened as Davenport announced he would be there to escort her to the dining room for a late lunch in 10 minutes.   Looking at herself once more in the bathroom mirror, Madeline smoothed her outfit and refreshed her makeup, showing any would be observer nonchalance and no fear of her situation.

 

Arriving at a modest, casual dining room, as elegant as the rest of the chateau (at least what she’d seen of it), Madeline sat across from Adrian.  Noticing the light lunch of hors d'oeuvres and finger sandwiches already spread out on the small table, she waited for her hostess to speak.

 

“I hope you don’t mind the rather informal setting, I prefer the formal dining room for larger affairs.”

 

“Not at all, this is lovely.”  Madeline replied.

 

“Good.”

 

“Problems solved?”  Madeline inquired, referring to Adrian’s unexpected ‘business.’

 

“Not problem, but rather opportunity.  But yes, it’s been resolved.”  Adrian replied cryptically.  “Please, I’m sure you must be hungry, we’ll talk afterwards.  There should be no more interruptions.”  Adrian added, delicately picking and placing a sandwich on her plate, waiting for Madeline to follow her lead.

 

Curious as to who else Adrian had working for her in Section One, Madeline reigned in any questions, knowing they wouldn’t be answered until tea was served.   Realizing that this perhaps was her last supper, she sat forward and enjoyed the meal.

 

Neither woman spoke for the next half hour, quietly enjoying the delicious meal.  Adrian always surrounded herself by the best and her kitchen staff was no different.  Once the dishes were cleared and the tea served, both women sat back gracefully.  While she was at a disadvantage, Madeline, with years of learning and experience, betrayed none of the trepidation she was feeling at the upcoming conversation.

 

“Well.”  Adrian began, once both women finished their tea,  “Let’s get back to business, shall we?”

 

Knowing her former student was awaiting ‘sentencing,’ Adrian took pity and quickly put to rest the younger woman’s fears.

 

“I am not going to cancel you.”  Adrian paused, then elaborated, forestalling Madeline’s inquiry.  “Or demote you.”

 

“Then why the charade with Mick?”

 

“Part of the profile.”  Adrian returned, not specifying *whose* profile.  “The truth of the matter, my dear, is that I had high hopes for you.  I still do.”

 

“I find that rather difficult to believe, considering our recent past.”

 

“While I may not have agreed with all your methods, and the fact remains that Section One has been on the down swing in the last year, I believe you and Section are still salvageable.”

 

“I’m curious.”  Madeline interrupted, genuinely puzzled.  “Why now? And why bother at all?  I’m sure you have people you have more trust and faith in?”

 

“You were my best student, Madeline.  You can still go further.  You will never lead Center, but that doesn’t mean you have to stay in Section One either.  You always had as much, perhaps even more, potential than Paul.”

 

“Had?”

 

“Part of the blame lies with me.  I let things get out of hand.”  Adrian paused, reflecting on the events that had brought them here.  “You and Paul became too ruthless and I allowed it.  At first it was necessary.  Then, I foolishly believed that George would be able to control the two of you.  When he couldn’t control you he betrayed everything to eliminate you.”

 

“So why *didn’t* you intervene earlier?”

 

“By the time George’s treason came to light, it was too late.”

 

“So, how did you find out about George?”  Madeline tried again.

 

“As I said, I didn’t.  Someone else did.  I merely confirmed it.”  Adrian replied, not identifying the person responsible for discovering George’s betrayal.  “By then, I already more or less knew who my successor would be.  Subsequent events proved me right.”

 

“So who *is* your successor?  Nikita?”  Madeline inquired.

 

“She is quite formidable, isn’t she?”  Adrian hedged.  “The credit of her recruitment actually goes to someone else.  I didn’t think she was up to the task, but subsequent events convinced me otherwise.”

 

“What events?”  Madeline asked curiously, realizing she wasn’t going to get an answer to her original question just yet.

 

“Her ‘betrayal’ of me.  That was actually her final test before I stepped up her role.  It proved to me that she still believed in Section’s goals, at least somewhat.”

 

“Yet she is not replacing you, is she?”

 

“No, the very reason we recruited her is the same reason she cannot advance that far.”

 

“I don’t understand.”

 

“Her contempt for the organization is what enabled her to work so well for us.  By the same token, that same contempt would not allow her to run it effectively.”

 

“I see.”  Madeline replied, refraining from asking anything else as she saw Davenport enter the room.

 

“Your next appointment is here.”  Davenport stated.

 

“Well, my dear, it seems that our time is up.  That unexpected business moved up my timetable.”  Adrian apologized to Madeline.  “Against my replacement’s better judgement you are moving into Oversight.  You will assist George’s replacement.”

 

“Why?”  A shocked Madeline inquired, not expecting to stay at her current position, let alone advance.

 

“Your potential is still there, use it. Do not fail me again, Madeline.  Your cancellation would not be the only consequence.”   Adrian paused.  “You’ll have thirty six hours to consider what I’ve said and come to terms with the changes.  Mr. Davenport will escort you to a nearby cabin.  Feel free to ‘roam’ around.  You will be picked up when Oversight is ready for you.”

 

“Who will I be assisting?”

 

“Your new ‘boss’ will pick you up Wednesday morning.  As it stands, Nikita will take your place in Section One.  If you don’t perform to standards you will, *at best,* trade places.”  Adrian concluded with a final warning.  “Remember, as far as everyone is concerned, Mick is the *only* Mr. Jones.  If any information to the contrary leaves this room, the consequences would be dire.”

 

That said, Adrian left to her other appointment and Davenport escorted Madeline to her new home for the next thirty six hours.

 

********

 

In another part of the world, not all that far away from Adrian’s chateau, another meeting was about to take place.

 

“Nikita.”  Jones smiled in greeting, trying unsuccessfully to put his favorite double agent at ease.  “Have a seat.”  He pointed to the chair on the other side of his desk.

 

“You wanted to see me.”  Nikita stated reflexively while remaining standing, inwardly wincing at yet another painful reminder of a past she couldn’t seem to let go.

 

“Yes.  I want to formally congratulate you on a job well done.”  Center’s day to day leader continued in his Jones persona.

 

“Officially?”  Nikita echoed, intuitively dreading the coming conversation.

 

“Yes.  I’m promoting you to level six.”

 

“Why?”  Nikta asked, taken aback, expecting a promotion, but not of this magnitude.

 

“You’ll be taking over Madeline’s duties at Section One, level six is the minimum requirement.”

 

“So, Madeline is really dead?”

 

“No.”  Mr. Jones contradicted.  “I’m moving her to Oversight.  She’ll be assisting George’s replacement.”

 

“I don’t understand.”

 

“It’s simple really, I meant what I said, her fortitude is commendable as are her other skills.  While she may not be ideal for second in command to Paul, I feel she *is* ideal for Oversight’s second.”

 

“And I’m ideal for Paul’s second.”  Nikita surmised. 

 

“Yes.”

 

“I’m not ready.”

 

“You may not be ready to admit you *want* the position, but you *are* ready for it.”  Mr. Jones contradicted.  “Look how well you’ve done over the past year.  Not to mention that you’ve managed to accomplish, in a relatively short amount of time, what Paul and Madeline failed to do for a decade.”

 

“And what was that?”  Nikita asked, curiously.

 

“Crushed all emotion out of Michael Samuelle.”   Jones replied.  “Oh, come on Nikita.”  He admonished at the devastated expression on his operative’s face.  “You must have questioned the timing of my orders to further the relationship regardless of the consequences.”

 

“I…I don’t understand.”  Nikita stammered, her thoughts whirling and chaotic.

 

“Simone’s death didn’t do it, neither did having to abandon his son.”

 

“Yes, it did.”  Nikita disagreed.

 

“No.”  Jones contradicted.  “After Simone’s death, he shut down, but the emotions were there, buried, but there.  Your recruitment was fortunate in more ways than one.  By bringing out his emotions again, you showed us that there was more work to be done.  After his blood cover ended, Michael was merely suicidal, not emotionless.”

 

“My betrayal was the final nail.  You planned this all along.  Did you plan my being subjected to the Gelman process too?”  A shocked Nikita interrupted, standing up and beginning to pace, her own emotions unleashed.

 

“Nikita.  Please sit down.”  Jones commanded rather than suggested.  “And let me finish.”

 

“Of course.”  Nikita acquiesced, horrified at her outburst, knowing that it was her behavior at Center that would mean life or death for Michael, much as *his* behavior in Section all those years meant hers.

 

“Although I can be and *am* a bastard at times, no, I did not plan or expect them to use Gelman’s process on you.  My mistake.  Ironically, however, Michael’s tenacity in ‘bringing you back’ sealed the profile for the end game, proved to me he wasn’t ready.”

 

“I don’t understand.”

 

“You’re good, Nikita, but not that good.  Michael recognized your sacrifice for his freedom for what it was. But your ‘snow job’ over the last three years and your true role in the organization finally showed the man that the only constant in his life is the organization.”

 

“I thought we had a deal, you promised you would let him go, but you continue to talk about Michael as if he’s still in the organization.”  Nikita commented.

 

“I’m not finished with him as of yet, I still have plans for him.”

 

 “What’s that supposed to mean?  You’re reneging on our deal?”

 

“On the contrary, I’m adhering to our deal.”  Jones replied.  “You wanted my assurance that Michael would not be canceled.  I kept my part of the bargain.”

 

“So why are we having this conversation?”  Nikita asked, fearful of the answer.

 

“Michael will continue working for me, just in another capacity.”

 

“You said he would be alive *and* free.”

 

“No.  You assumed too much.”

 

“Excuse me?”  Nikita returned, bewilderment and a growing anger replacing her anxiety.

 

“All I promised was that Michael would not be canceled and that I would allow you to ‘rescue’ him from the abeyance mission.  I never told you I would ‘set him free.’  Your mistake was  assuming that I wanted him dead.”

 

“Then what did you want?”  Nikita asked, realization finally beginning to dawn.

 

“Exactly what was accomplished.  Michael committed to the organization and *nothing* else.”

 

“To what end?”

 

“To be an effective replacement for George, of course.”  Jones answered while Nikita paled, the pieces of the puzzle falling into place.  “You will remain at One as second in command.  Madeline, who by the way is very much alive, will assist Michael at Oversight.”

 

Once she recovered enough from the conversation Mr. Jones ordered Nikita  to return immediately to Section One to assume her new role. As soon as she left Center, Jones got up and prepared himself for his next appointment – Michael Samuelle.

 

By the time she arrived in Section, Nikita regretted her decision to work for the Center.  If she could go back she would have taken the bullet rather than the false promises of a brighter future for her and for Section.  Jones was as ruthless as Operations could ever hope to be.  All she had wanted in exchange for her lifelong services was to free the one person who had risked it all for her time and time again, but all she’d succeeded in doing was destroying that man.  Nikita’s guilt and remorse would long be a reminder of the insidiousness of the organization she worked for and her motivation for changing it.  She knew she and Michael had no future,  Jones had seen to it, but she vowed to do whatever it took to make sure it didn’t happen to anyone else.

 

********

 

Taking a deep breath and readying himself for another command performance, Jones entered one of the Center’s modified white rooms.

 

“Go ahead.”  He spoke to the medtech, giving him permission to administer the drug to the figure on the bed.  Knowing the reaction time to the administered drug would be short given the subject, he ordered the technician away, leaned comfortably against one of the walls and waited for his ‘prisoner’ to wake up.  He wasn’t disappointed, mere moments later, far ahead of normal reaction time, the figure in the bed opened his eyes, immediately alert and wary.

 

“Hello, Michael.”

 

“Mr. Jones.”  Michael returned blandly but politely to his superior.  When he’d emerged from the forest there had been a team from Center waiting for him.  Beyond caring enough either way, Michael didn’t even question whether or not Nikita had set him up again.  Resolved once more to his fate, Michael did not resist.  Even still, as soon as he entered the waiting van, Michael was injected with a strong sedative.  As he lost consciousness, Michael wondered if this was finally the end of the road.

 

“Considering the situation, we’ll just skip the pleasantries and get right down to business.” 

 

“Fine.”  Michael returned, curious as to why he was unrestrained or even alive for that matter, but unwilling to show it.

 

“Follow me please.”  Jones stated, then waited momentarily for Michael to follow him.  Emerging from the room, Jones waved away his bodyguards and led Michael out to the lush grounds surrounding the Center.   Besides offering privacy, the walk would help return Michael’s circulation back to normal after the lengthy time spent immobile and unconscious.

 

Surprised at the confidence in him implied by leaving the bodyguards behind, Michael as he had been trained to do over the years, buried  his chaotic thoughts and waited for his superior to speak.

 

 “I’m sure among your other emotions, there is anger.”  Jones began, testing the waters.

 

“No.”  Michael contradicted.

 

“No?”  Jones echoed, secretly pleased, but not showing it.

 

“There’s nothing.”  Michael elaborated.

 

“I don’t believe that.”  Jones returned, further testing the level five operative’s resolve by goading him.

 

“You’ve seen to it.”  Michael returned, without any emotion then asked the only question he had left.  “Why?”  He’d served almost half his life for the cause, giving everything they’d asked for and more, but still it hadn’t been enough.  All that was left now was WHY.

 

“Ah, the million dollar question.”  Jones paused, his rehearsed, perfectly honed speech at the ready.  “You were good, Michael, I don’t mind telling you.  The best.  But you had one weakness.”

 

“Nikita.”  Michael stated with certainty, still not understanding why he was there (and not dead) other than to rehash his ‘failures.’

 

“No.  Nikita was, for lack of  a better phrase, a symptom, not the disease.”  Jones contradicted, purposely using the past tense and that analogy specifically.

 

“Then what was the disease?”  Michael asked as he knew was expected, but with little real interest.

 

 “Your caring and feeling too deeply, of course.  It’s what got you into Section in the first place.”  Jones paused.  “After the bomb blast your co-conspirators fled immediately, but you stayed behind.  The police and the press made it out to look as though you stayed to watch the fruits of your labor, to gloat at the carnage created by the bomb you helped build.  You didn’t protest to the contrary. Even at sentencing when remorse might have spared you the death penalty, you didn’t defend yourself or give up the others.”

 

“What is your point?”  Michael asked, blank stare in place, the pain of his past sins not as strong as it used to be, more recent sins taking their place.

 

“My point is that they were wrong.”  Jones answered patiently.  “You didn’t defend yourself for the same reason you didn’t leave the scene.  You cared about what happened and the families that suffered.  So affected were you, you felt the death penalty was justified and when Section brought you in, you felt that was justified too.”

 

“Why bring the distant past out now, it’s over, but you know that.” 

 

“And how would I know that?”  Jones asked, curious as to Michael’s reply.

 

“George’s neural scrapes.  I’m sure you saw the data recovered and know exactly what my and others’ present state of minds are.”

 

“You *are* as good as I thought, maybe even better.”  An impressed Jones returned.  “You’re right of course.  George’s failed attempt, while unauthorized, proved very useful, indeed.  Led us down our current path.  Confirmed much that I suspected about One and some that I didn’t.”

 

Knowing his superior would not tell him anything anyway, Michael waited for Jones to continue his reminiscing.

 

“Yes.”  Jones continued.  “George believed you would be a good leader for Section One and one day for Oversight after your stint as leader when Operations went to Center.”

 

“A test?”

 

“Yes.  Of you and Operations.  You both acted according to profile.” Jones stated, omitting exactly whose profile they followed, but pleased at his subordinate’s ability to correlate and connect past events.

 

“Of course your subsequent actions changed George’s mind.  Defying Section time and again did not sell you as a company man.  By the time he attempted the neural scrape, not even the knowledge that you had, but several short months before that, saved his life, would have helped you.”  Jones paused, noting with satisfaction the lack of emotion in Michael’s countenance at another revelation of Center knowing all, secrets non-existent.  “But, you knew this.”

 

“Yes.”  Michael confirmed, remembering telling Nikita they wouldn’t survive under George as his reason for helping Operations.

 

“I must say that I was surprised at the data recovered from your neural scrape, even the little that *was* recovered.”  Jones acknowledged Michael’s successful ‘block’ of that particular plan of George’s.   “I would have thought that by then you would not have needed any further reminders of where emotion would lead.”

 

“Reminders?”

 

“Yes. Reminders.  Some planned, others just fortuitous circumstance.  Simone,  Adam – they were planned.”  Jones elaborated.  “While Simone’s capture and subsequent death was certainly not planned let alone ordered, it was just a matter of time and probability that she would be lost in the field.  I miscalculated.”

 

“In what way?”  Michael asked dutifully.

 

“I thought your wife’s death would prevent you from forming any more attachments.  The Vacek mission was supposed to be confirmation of your successful education but instead showed that you failed to learn from Simone’s fate.  Nikita was originally Madeline’s idea as was ordering you to have a child with Elena.  She thought they would distract you.  Turns out Madeline miscalculated as well.  You grew attached to both.”  Jones paused as they neared the glass table outside the garden entrance of the Center.  He sat down and waited for Michael to take his seat across the table before he continued.  “Both Madeline and I misjudged you once more.  We both counted on the endgame of your blood cover ‘wiping out’ residual emotions.  Your suicidal attitude once closure was achieved and attempts at interfering with their subsequent protection along with your single mindedness to deprogram Nikita is what brought us here.”

 

“Why?”  Michael’s economical one word question.

 

“Nikita was a last resort.  She had been working for me for almost three years, but ‘stepping up’ your personal relationship was not mandated until it became apparent that you still hadn’t learned from the past.  You disobeyed your superiors, went rogue to deprogram her and used *me* as well as other Section resources to help you.  As if that wasn’t enough, you not only helped Nikita escape the Section, but you went with her.”  Jones finished listing Michael’s transgressions in a matter of fact tone, befitting one who had achieved the desired outcome after long and careful planning.

 

“What’s the point of all this?”  Michael finally asked, having had enough of this conversation and just wanting to meet his fate, whatever it was.

 

 “You always were a bottom line man.  Fine then.  It’s simple.”  Jones paused.  “I still need a replacement for George and you’re the man.”

 

“I don’t understand.”  Michael admitted.  He’d already figured out that he wasn’t going to be cancelled, but he never expected this.  From the conversation Michael had guessed that Jones was making sure that he’d learned his so called lessons so that he’d never repeat those same ‘mistakes’ in the future.  His future, though, Michael had assumed was to be transferred to another Section, perhaps even head one.  He did not suspect to be transferred to Oversight, let alone lead it.

 

“Truthfully, I’d have preferred you spend some time as a Section head first.  But that’s not going to happen.  Paul is not ready for the advancement, perhaps he never will be.  You are the only other choice.”

 

“Why this endgame?”  Michael asked referring to the abeyance mission he was placed on and the events that preceded it.

 

“Several reasons.”  Jones paused then gave Michael the only portion of the answer that affected him directly.  “You needed to *finally* realize no attachments or strong emotions are viable and to trust and rely on no one but yourself and the cause.  From what I’ve seen, it worked.”

 

“Yes.”  Michael replied, almost smiling at the bitter irony.

 

“You realize, of course, that if I didn’t believe in your continued commitment to the cause, you *would* be dead.”

 

“What convinced you?”  Michael asked, genuinely curious and already thinking about his possible future.

 

“I planted a sleeper in Red Cell.  She was very convincing and reached considerable ranking.”

 

“Satin.”  Michael surmised, the pieces falling into place.  “That’s why she was taken to Center.”

 

“Yes.  Your action and words to the young woman before she was taken away confirmed your continued belief in, if not loyalty to, the organization’s cause.”  Jones paused.  “It also confirmed Madeline and Paul needed to be separated.”

 

“You have Madeline.”  Michael stated knowingly.

 

“How do you know she’s alive?”  Jones asked

 

“Does it matter?”

 

“No.”  Jones conceded, the issue not important enough to force an answer.  “The point is Madeline is being transferred to Oversight.  Will working with her be a problem?”  Jones asked out of courtesy even though Michael’s position on the matter was irrelevant at this point.

 

“Of course not.  What would her role be?”  Michael asked diplomatically.

 

“An advisor, not an equal.”  Jones smiled at Michael’s tact.  “Your second.”

 

“I see.”  Michael returned, showing no reaction to the irony of being placed in charge of his tormentors. 

 

“Good.  Any questions?”

 

“Do I have a choice?”  Michael asked even though he was sure of the answer.

 

“Of course.  Cancellation is still an option.”  Jones supplied the answer Michael expected.  “I’ll be finalizing details of the personnel reconfiguration the rest of the day.  We’ll go over specifics tomorrow.  In the meantime, Monique will show you around.”  Jones motioned to his assistant who was standing next to two large, burly operatives. 

 

“When do I start?”  Michael inquired.

 

“The day after tomorrow.  The position has been vacant too long as it is.  Feel free to enjoy the surroundings until then.”  Jones replied, then nodding at the two operatives warned,  “But stay close to your bodyguards, we wouldn’t want anything to happen to the new head of Oversight.”

 

“Of course.”  Michael replied, watching Jones walk away and his new bodyguards fall into step behind him. 

 

As he was being shown around, part of Michael’s brain absorbed what he was seeing and hearing.  Another part, though, was contemplating this turn of events.  He ‘heard’ the unspoken threats and promises behind Jones’ words.   But Michael didn’t need them, he’d already made up his mind.   He’d take the promotion ‘offered’ and do whatever it took to make sure there would one day be no need for sacrifices like his and people like him, a better place for Adam to grow up in.

 

Jones was right.  To achieve what he wanted, there was no room in his life for any thing, or any *one* else.

 

********

 

Wednesday morning came and things started falling into place in the Center, Oversight and Section.

 

Nikita was ensconced in Madeline’s office, preferring not to change anything *too* drastically.  She left the austere office as is except for the ever-present flowers.  Not a fan of (or talented in) horticulture, Nikita replaced the various live flowers with her own wire sculptures ones.  Her collection was small, but it would grow.  In the end, Nikita decided that leaving the office as is and ‘cultivating’ her flower collection would serve as a constant reminder of her predecessor.  A reminder to make sure she did not follow in the older woman’s footsteps. 

 

Nikita knew working with Operations would be difficult, but she’d made her proverbial bed and she now had to lie in it.  All the should have, could have, would haves in the world would not change anything.  She had agreed to work for Center to ‘fix’ Section One and now she had to honor that agreement.  Knowing Michael would be in charge of Oversight somewhat alleviated the pain of that separation. 

 

Although there were many things Nikita would have changed over the last years three years, her relationship with her former trainer was not one of them.  As painful as it was now, she would not trade the moments of peace and happiness they had shared, as brief and precious few as they had been.  She knew they were both ultimately doomed to a lonely life, as were everyone else subjugated to the world of anti-terrorism, but at least she knew, however brief it was, some measure of completeness and it was worth it.  She hoped one day Michael would feel the same.

 

What Nikita did regret was the way they had to part, but the decision hadn’t been hers.  While the relationship was based on a lie, it flourished and became real nonetheless.  But as soon as Michael started breaking protocol the die was cast. ‘Whatever it takes to sever all ties,’ the unspoken threat clear.  The spirit or the flesh, one had to die.  She selfishly chose the spirit, hoping the flesh would find a way to move on.  Only time would tell if she had made the right decision.

 

********

 

Operations stood in his darkened aerie, surveying the scene below him.  Over twenty five years, half his life, had been devoted to ‘the cause.’   His family had been the first of many sacrifices he’d had to make. 

 

Operations’ emotions had gotten the better of him and Section One several times over recent years.  Ironically, many of those instances involved, and gave an eagle eye view of his shortcomings to, Center’s informant and his new second in command.   Operations was sure that lack of compassion *was* a factor, but only one of several.  He was good enough for his position, but not good enough to advance. 

 

He had given his all, done what he thought was best and it hadn’t been enough.  He had been so close, but his misjudgement of his own personnel had been his undoing.   He’d underestimated both Michael and Nikita, Nikita especially.  The what ifs didn’t matter.  What if Nikita’s adjustment had been permanent?  What if he had stood by his decision to cancel Nikita after her two years of training?  What if he’d kept a looser leash on Michael?  What if he’d picked a different second in command?  What if he hadn’t jumped the gun and waited until Adrian was ready to move on rather than force her out? So many choices he’d made over the years. 

 

In the end, they’d all brought him here.  Status quo for so long, then the power struggle with, and victory over, George.  But now? Now there were too many changes in too short a time, his mind rebelled at accepting them all.   But in the end, did he have a choice?

 

The easiest to accept, of course, was Madeline’s promotion.  That was an eventuality he’d been prepared for.  He’d always known Madeline had more potential to advance in the hierarchy than he did.  While they were both committed to the cause and the organization, Madeline had let it take over *completely.*  The woman lived and breathed the cause.  Nothing of her personality remained, Section her only purpose.  Operations had understood why, despite Madeline’s lack of the same compassion Nikita had told him he needed to advance, she’d been the one to advance.  While she *did* lack that quality, it didn’t matter because she also lacked any other qualities or emotions that would interfere in her doing the job.  Her only motivation, whatever the means, had always been what was good for the Section.  Operations couldn’t say the same.  He hadn’t been *that* upset when he thought her lost along with Red Cell’s Director because her single minded devotion and his goals were already clashing.

 

Shifting his gaze, Operations watched as Walter packed up the last of his belongings and gave final instructions to his replacement.  Walter’s transfer was a long time in coming.  A kinship for a fellow war horse and loyalties even older than his time in Section had kept Operations from letting any harm come to Walter despite his flagrant violations.  He’d thought Belinda’s cancellation would make Walter understand, once and for all, the world that they lived in.  When the intended message wasn’t received, Operations still couldn’t bring himself to retire or demote the other man.  The one time he did send him into retirement was to make sure Walter didn’t interfere with brainwashing Nikita.  After Nikita’s deprogramming Walter continued to break the rules and Operations continued to look the other way.  How ironic that it was the person that Walter had bent or broken most of the rules for that was the one to ‘turn him in’.

 

Turning away from the window momentarily, Operations’ thoughts moved to Michael, his subordinate for the last decade, now his superior.  Their relationship had gone through many highs and lows over those ten years, most of the lows in the last five.  Again, the catalyst had been Nikita.  As soon as she had entered the picture, nothing had been the same. 

 

Simone’s death, while devastating Michael, had not ruined the triumvirate of Operations, Madeline and Michael.  The dynamics had stayed the same until the level five operative’s attraction to his material turned into something more.   Michael’s loyalty to his superiors and to Section disappeared in proportion to his involvement with the blonde operative.  So much so, that Operations felt justified in ordering the young man’s cancellation on more than one occasion, his skills and potential be damned. 

 

They had recently begun to repair the relationship, Operations immediately elevating Michael as his second for the brief time Madeline was thought dead.  He’d even assured him The Perch when Operations thought he would be replacing George himself.   Operations had always known Michael would advance, he just didn’t know it would be ahead of him.  How ironic that just a few weeks ago, Operations smugly offered Michael Section One while he moved up and now it was Michael who was moving up while Operations had to ‘fight’ to keep his job.  The biggest irony, of course, was that it was Nikita herself who did to Michael in one fell swoop what Operations and Madeline couldn’t do in ten long years – wipe out his emotions and make him ‘perfect’ for the job.

 

Deciding this line of thought was counterproductive at this time, as there was much to be done this morning, he turned back to the window only to see Nikita crossing comm, on the way back from Madeline’s old office.   Out of all the changes and surprises, this was the hardest to stomach.  The perennial thorn in his side, the operative that should have never reached level one, let alone anything higher, was his new second in command.  The fact that the young woman had been no more than an informant for their superiors was bad enough.  That she fooled them all for three years was galling.  So, she answered to the Center, at least now Operations knew where more of his enemies lay and would be all the more careful for it.  Operations didn’t survive and sacrifice this long just to end up here, he *would* go higher, it would just take a little longer.

 

Knowing Nikita was headed for the aerie Operations prepared himself for his first official meeting with the ‘new blood.’

 

 “You wanted to see me?”   Nikita inquired upon entering the aerie, then inwardly grimacing at her reflexive imitation of her former mentor.

 

“Yes.”  Operations almost smiled, the significance of Nikita’s language not escaping his notice.  “I’d like to clear the air before we officially begin working together.”

 

“Of course.”  Nikita replied then quickly mentally berated herself for yet another ingrained ‘Michaelism.’

 

“Contrary to what you might believe, I hold no animosity towards you.”

 

“Really?”  Nikita returned, this time measuring her words more carefully.  “I find that hard to believe.”

 

“Actually, for the first time in the six years you’ve been here, I can see why you were recruited.”  Operations returned, knowing that Nikita wasn’t going to like the direction of this conversation.

 

“Meaning what?”

 

“I told you several years ago you were becoming one of us, but I never realized until the last few days how true that was.”  Operations continued, knowing he was digging the knife deeper and enjoying himself even though he was sure he would pay the price down the road.  “In fact, I want to congratulate you on a job well done.”

 

“Which job are you talking about?”  Nikita asked, even though she was dreading the answer.

 

 “Cleaning up Section, of course.  Your promotion is well deserved, you’ve accomplished and done things I never could have.”  Operations couldn’t resist the dig.  “Breaking Michael, one upping Madeline, demoting Walter for breaking the rules for you.  If Birkoff was alive, I could only imagine what you would have done with him.”

 

“I just did my job.”  Nikita returned mildly, knowing Operations was trying to keep her off balance and not giving him the satisfaction of seeing how close to home he was hitting.

 

“Tell me something.  Why destroy Michael?”  Operations asked more seriously, genuinely troubled.  Despite everything, he inexplicably found himself defending and caring about the younger man.  “Did you not feel *anything* for the man who had kept you alive for six years?”

 

“You wouldn’t understand.” 

 

“You might be surprised.”  Operations prodded.

 

“Michael wouldn’t have survived the way he was.  I was under orders to ‘fix’ that.” Nikita hedged, not wanting to get into this, but needing to convince *herself* more than Operations that she did the right thing.

 

“So you destroyed what he was to give him a future.”  Operations concluded, almost smiling at the irony.

 

“Yes.”  Nikita confirmed.

 

“Congratulations.  You finally accepted that the ends justify the means.”

 

********

 

While Nikita and Operations were talking in the darkened aerie, Walter was busy packing the last of his things, having already given final instructions to his replacement.  Jason was helping,  Walter allowing it, even though he really didn’t need it. 

 

Walter was the only friend Jason had left in Section One.  Jason hadn’t been here all that long, but he’d realized very quickly friends were very rare in Section.  Naomi was certainly not his friend, let alone anything more.  Jason knew better, he wasn’t fooled by her ‘offer.’  The only reason Naomi wanted any kind of relationship with him was because she knew he had been ‘promoted’ to head of comm.  Jason realized Naomi had just done her job when it came to him and nothing else.

 

Nikita was another one who he thought was his friend.  That one also went out the window as soon as the evaluations started.  Jason may have not been one of the operatives evaluated, but that didn’t mean he didn’t know what was going on.  He knew that Nikita was doing her job for Center, and that was fine.  What bothered Jason was the fact that she was able to sentence Walter and Michael to their fates.  Both men had gone to great lengths to keep her alive even when Center apparently couldn’t care less. 

 

Walter treated Nikita like his own daughter, stuck his neck out for her countless times.  Walter had, in their short acquaintance, regaled Jason with stories of how Nikita and Michael, sometimes with Walter and Seymour’s help, sometimes on their own, outwitted their superiors and stayed alive to tell about it.  Walter had honestly believed they’d made it ‘out.’  Now, after everything, Nikita had turned on him, nice way to treat your ‘father’ regardless of the *job.*

 

Of course betraying Walter was nothing compared to betraying Michael.  Jason hadn’t known the former level five operative very well but he’d heard plenty through the grapevine and even more from Walter.  After Nikita and Michael supposedly escaped the Section, Walter had revealed to Jason the lengths that Michael had gone to for Nikita’s welfare.  Hell, Jason didn’t need to hear it from someone else, he’d seen with his own eyes the desperation with which Michael had tracked down and rescued Nikita after she had been kidnapped by a madman and left for dead (again) by Section.  Betraying that kind of devotion, whatever the reason, was enough incentive to make sure to give the perpetrator a very wide berth. 

 

Jason knew the realities of Section One, he’d work with Nikita, no problem, but trust her?  About as much as he trusted Operations.  At least Michael had gotten the hell out of dodge, even if not under the best of circumstances.  But then again, he *did* have to work with Madeline, another scary bitch, possibly even scarier than Nikita.

 

Jason had already, in his short time in Section, learned something his brother never did in his long ‘career’ there – don’t trust, help or get too close to *anyone.*

 

********

 

Having said goodbye to the only person left in Section he’d still cared to talk to, Walter took one final look around, slung his bag over his shoulder and strode down the hallways to van access where transport was waiting to take him to the Farm.   On his last walk through the halls that had been his home for the last thirty years (locations may have changed and schematics updated but the foundation was still the same) Walter reflected on his years in Section and the events leading up to his ‘demotion.’

 

Contrary to popular belief, Walter was once a cold op, not the best but not abeyance fodder either.  His munitions post was accidental.  On a mission gone wrong in which he was team leader their weapons op went down and as luck would have it, the new explosives malfunctioned as well.  Not one to accept failure graciously or easily, not to mention his team’s lives hanging in the balance, Walter improvised and repaired the timer on the explosives. 

 

When his team got back to Section One, Adrian, their then leader, debriefed him.  It was a rare occurrence, she usually had her second in command, Paul Wolfe handle briefings and debriefs, preferring to watch the video feed in her office.  The reason for her appearance became clear at the end of the extended debrief when she ‘requested’ Walter’s assistance in munitions until a suitable replacement could be found.  Walter had been head of munitions ever since.

 

A lot had changed since that day almost twenty years ago, much more than Walter would have liked.  Walter had stuck by Paul Wolfe when he went up against Adrian, even used his own resources to help ensure the other man’s post.  He’d believed Adrian’s time was up, the Cold War finally doing her in.  Adrian felt that the Cold War would soon end and wanted to change things in preparation, Paul believed it would just continue to escalate and *his* ideas and goals were far different from Adrian’s.  From what he’d seen, Walter agreed with Paul and joined his side.  Ironically, Adrian had turned out to be correct and a few short years later the Berlin Wall fell and the world changed yet again. But, of course, by then it was too late, Adrian had disappeared and Paul was firmly entrenched as Operations.

 

Section One under Paul Wolfe was never easy, but it used to be just.  Looking back, Walter realized that the other man had never been the same after the Cold War.  Operations often said that he missed the Cold War, when the enemy was plain to see, things were black and white. It seemed that when the enemy wasn’t so black and white Operations had lost his way, started looking for the enemy in places they didn’t exist.

 

As much as Operations touted Section as being shades of gray, it was those same shades that had done him in and left him no higher than he had been for most of his ‘career’ here.  The same could have been said for Walter but the difference was that Walter had never wanted the brass ring, he didn’t have the desire to advance by stepping over the dead bodies of friends and enemies alike.

 

Walter would have been content to ‘live out’ his years in Section.  Now, thanks to another victim of the anti-terrorist world’s shades of gray, that wasn’t going to happen.  The initial anger gone, Walter was able to think more clearly about his transfer.  Nikita probably thought that she was doing him a favor but Walter was a front line man, had been from his days in the army.  He wasn’t angry, but he wasn’t in a forgiving mood either.  When Nikita passed him on the way to the aerie, Walter didn’t even have it in him for a final goodbye to his ‘Sugar.’

 

Teaching was not for him.  Nikita probably figured as much and sent him to the Farm knowing retiring would be easier from there.  But retirement wasn’t for him either.  Besides, Nikita had no right to make that decision for him.  She had railed at Michael for years, ever since her recruitment, how much she hated that he had made decisions on her behalf without any regard for the way she felt and now look at *her* actions, talk about the pot calling the kettle black.  No, he wouldn’t be talking, let alone forgiving, Nikita for quite a while.

 

As for the others, Madeline got to move up and try her hand at manipulation and control on an even larger playing field and Operations still had his post and would continue to scheme for more – that would never change.  At least he’d be away from their power plays, that was the one good thing about his transfer.

 

Jason would be fine, already fitting in better than Birkoff ever had.  Perhaps growing up and living on the outside somehow prepared him for Section.  Maybe Section didn’t look so bad from the outside – fighting terrorists, cool gadgets – the stuff James Bond was made of.  If Jason was lucky, really lucky, reality wouldn’t set in for a while.  Who knows, with Michael at the helm, things could only get better and by the time that reality set in Section *would* be worth living and dying for again.

 

Michael had a long way to go, just having Madeline as his second and Jones as his boss, were enormous obstacles.  But if anyone could turn the Sections and Oversight around to the way things used to be, it was him.  Too bad that the personal cost had to be so high.

 

********

 

Although she wouldn’t be picked up for another hour, Madeline was ‘ready.’  Whether he had done it out of compassion, glee or orders – probably a combination of all three – Davenport had, before his departure the other day, informed Madeline of who exactly would be her new ‘boss.’ Knowing he would report back to Adrian any reaction to the news, Madeline kept her features schooled, her blank look and Mona Lisa smile perfected long before Michael’s ‘patented’ blank stare. 

 

Not one to dwell on the past, Madeline primed herself for her new responsibilities while she waited for Michael to pick her up.   However, as much as she didn’t want it the past kept intruding so she finally gave up and let the thoughts and memories come.

 

Her first unwelcome memory was a conversation she’d had with Nikita almost three years ago, after Petrosian’s unsuccessful bid to take over Section One.  Madeline had warned Nikita that now that the younger woman had tasted power she would be back, but Madeline would be ready for her.  Madeline should have seen back then that something wasn’t right, Nikita had taken to the role too well.  She had never liked Petrosian, but she aligned herself with him fairly quickly.  Looking back on it now, Nikita probably used the situation as a ‘test drive,’  to see if she indeed would someday welcome that power.

 

As much as she hated admitting being wrong let alone failing, Madeline had to concede that she again wasn’t ready when Nikita made her power play.  While Madeline may have been moved to Oversight, she wasn’t foolish or naïve enough to believe that it was just a promotion.  Adrian had more than just implied that she was giving Madeline a second chance.  Obviously, the real new Mr. Jones did not feel Madeline was up to the task and would watch her *very* carefully, waiting for the slightest slip.  Nikita was getting a clean slate at Section One, while Madeline’s baggage was following her through the organization.

 

Now that her mind had started on this path, it was reluctant to let go.  Being the pragmatist that she was, Madeline methodically analyzed her past performance, especially her most recent endeavors.  While underestimating Nikita had certainly been a mistake, Madeline realized there were others, equally as dangerous and catastrophic to her career.

 

Adrian was right, convincing Paul to experiment, rather than cancel, ‘Adrian’ had been the first error in a chain that had brought her to where she was.  Madeline’s need to triumph over her former teacher had impaired her judgment.  She had known better than to leave the enemy alive once they’d outlived their usefulness but when it came to Adrian she couldn’t do it.  She’d wanted the older woman alive as a constant reminder of her superiority.  Contrary to what she’d told herself at the time, compassion for her former mentor had nothing to do with it, it was plainly and simply vanity. 

 

They had nothing further to gain from Adrian when they’d subjected her double to Gelman’s mind control process.  The real Adrian’s mind and will was too strong for her usual techniques.  Adrian had, after all, been the one to teach Madeline most of those techniques.  Had that really been Adrian they’d captured, Adrian’s secrets would have never been revealed anyway.  If the process had succeeded, Adrian would have simply been reprogrammed, her secrets buried with the rest of her ‘personality.’ If the process failed, she’d have remained a vegetable.  Either way, nothing to gain.  There were many other expendable candidates they could have used to test Gelman’s process.

 

Of course, Adrian was correct about reprogramming Nikita as well.  Once again Madeline had convinced herself that her motives had been for the good of the Section.  Michael and Nikita together were too dangerous.  Reprogramming Nikita, who she’d thought the more expendable of the two, would temporarily sever the bond, buying Madeline time or so she told herself.  Hindsight being 20/20, Madeline finally admitted that it was the fear of ‘what goes around, comes around’ that really drove her. 

 

Madeline had always believed, even before Center’s meddling, that Nikita would one day replace her.  She had thought that with Michael’s growing reputation and seeming favor in Oversight, his, and by extension, Nikita’s, time would come sooner than expected.  Michael’s improbable success with the Bergomi mission reinforced the fear.  Reprogramming Nikita took away the qualities Michael needed in her for his second in command, thereby postponing their ascension. 

 

Contrary to what she’d told Paul, the process would never have been *truly* irreversible.  Madeline’s plan had been to bring parts of the ‘old’ Nikita back slowly so that enough of the programming remained to eventually (when Madeline was good and ready to move on) mold her into Madeline’s idea of the perfect second in command.

 

Looking at her watch, Madeline realized that the time had gotten away from her and she had less than half an hour left before Michael picked her up.  But, once again, she couldn’t  resist the past, this time her thoughts turning to the person she had ‘left behind’ in Section One – her partner in crime for almost half her life. 

 

********

 

Madeline had never really fit in anywhere before.  Not with her family and certainly not in the institution she been sent to after her sister’s death.  Having no one to rely on but herself, Madeline retreated even further into herself.  She had never been an extrovert, but now she had become a recluse.  She spent all her free time either in her room or the library.  Books became her best friends. 

 

When Madeline turned 18 she was finally released from the long term institution.  With GED in hand and her juvenile records sealed, Madeline proceeded to an ivy league college where she excelled.  Her ‘god given’ brains combined with the fierce driving force to be the best at everything that was responsible for her sister’s accidental death brought her to the head of the class and to the attention of the FBI. 

 

Madeline had just earned her Ph.D. in psychology, at an accelerated pace of course, when she was recruited into the FBI.   She completed the requirements in the middle of the year so the graduation ceremony was still months away, but she had her papers and title.  The FBI knew all about her past but were satisfied that Madeline was still a good candidate.  She had always been intrigued with the psyche so she was a natural for profiling. While a career in law enforcement was not in her plans, her recruiter knew exactly how to ‘hook’ her. 

 

After Madeline had turned down their offer, the head of the local office approached her himself and changed tactics.  He asked for her help in tracking down a kidnapping victim.  The FBI knew who the kidnapper was, but needed someone to get inside the kidnapper’s head.  Their usual profiler was stymied so they came to Madeline hoping she could do better. 

 

Madeline found the ‘kidnapper’ even quicker than anticipated and then went back to her life, once again turning down the FBI’s offer.  She tried putting it behind her, but as the days went by Madeline found herself more and more intrigued by profiling – it was perfect for her.  Getting inside people’s heads and figuring out how they ticked was the reason she had gone into psychology in the first place.

 

One week later she called the recruiter and asked if they still wanted her.  It wasn’t until years later, while in Section One, that Madeline learned the truth of her recruitment.  The whole kidnapping incident had been a staged exercise.  They were testing the efficiency of their people at the same time they were enticing Madeline to join the organization.

 

Two years, several high profile convictions and three very early promotions later, Madeline came to the attention of Section One.  In those days Section recruited exclusively from other agencies around the world.  Recruiting from prisons was Madeline’s idea to replenish the ranks after their coup years later.  Adrian had connections in all the major government agencies around the globe. One of her contacts had given her the ‘heads up’ on Madeline and Adrian began following the younger woman’s career.

 

By the time Madeline hit her two year anniversary with the FBI Adrian was already looking to recruit her for Section One’s psyche ops.  Adrian’s second in command by then was Paul Wolfe and he strenuously objected to Madeline’s recruitment.  Citing the trouble in her youth, difficulty with authority and all around reclusive personality, Paul argued she wouldn’t fit in into Section’s militaristic style. 

 

Adrian, while quite able to override Paul without giving him a reason, knowing he would follow orders, nevertheless explained to him that Madeline was an experiment.  Adrian wanted to broaden Section’s recruitment, arguing that some of the best personnel around were working in the ‘civilian population’ and not just in various covert ops and militaries.  The Sections were always covert, but at that time they were more lenient and patient with their personnel.  Scenarios were commonly set up to bring personnel in without alerting family, neighbors and friends. 

 

As terrorism escalated so did the need for secrecy, just six months after Madeline’s recruitment the order was handed down from Oversight.   While admitting that recruiting from the ‘civilian population’ had its merits, times were too dangerous and the proposition too risky.  Adrian’s experiment came to an end, but she did manage to recruit four others besides Madeline before being ‘shut down.’

 

Adrian had gone to see Madeline personally, she had high hopes for the younger woman’s potential in the organization.  Adrian, in fact, planned to train her personally.  Convincing Madeline to join them was not difficult at all.  In her relatively short time with the FBI, Madeline had seen or heard about too many kidnappers, rapists and murderers who had gone free for various reasons.  The opportunity to get the terrorists and bad guys without the red tape was too intriguing too pass up.  Not understanding that once in, you were in for life, Madeline accepted Adrian’s offer, with the intention of ‘moving on’ after a few years.  Madeline had always been restless, she’d always needed new challenges, that’s how she looked upon Section at first as well – another challenge to conquer.

 

Arriving at Section, Madeline was introduced to most of the key personnel, including Paul.  Always excellent at reading people, Madeline noticed the carefully hidden disdain underneath Adrian’s second in command’s polite attitude.  Reading the look correctly, Madeline vowed to show him she belonged.

 

********

 

And show them all, she did, Madeline smiled to herself.  While she’d never had Paul wrapped around her proverbial finger, she did gain his confidence quickly.  Despite his initial misgivings, it was Madeline he picked for his second in command when he decided to ‘overthrow’ Adrian.  Paul knew Madeline complimented his weaknesses well.  Even in the beginning Madeline was given more responsibilities than most more seasoned operatives.  Under Adrian’s tutelage, Madeline had mastered the art of psychological warfare (subtle and otherwise) and quickly became indispensable and the obvious choice for second in command.

 

Of course, now Madeline realized the truth that she would never be able to share.  It was Adrian who had done all the manipulating, not the other way around.  Adrian had trained Madeline for her role as second from the beginning, knowing even then how things would most likely play out.  The older woman knew that eventually, one way or another, she would move on so she made sure Madeline was ready to assume the role she did when that time came.

 

Madeline knew she would never be allowed to tell anyone else of the true power behind Center.  Adrian had implied that were Madeline to divulge anything she had learned the consequences would be dire, not just to Madeline but to others as well.  Adrian had known she need say no more, even the implied threat unnecessary.  Madeline’s loyalty to the organization was enough to ensure her silence.  She understood the need for absolute secrecy in regards to the true power behind the throne.  Besides, as much as she didn’t want to admit it most of the time, she still cared about Paul (and a few others) and knew that retaliation wouldn’t be limited to her.

 

Of course, being privy to the knowledge that there was someone else even higher up the food chain, gave one a bit of an edge over others.  Knowledge, of any kind, was power.  While her and Paul’s power plays had effectively come to and end with this personnel shift, Madeline felt justified in most of her actions.  Adrian would not have taken a chance on her now if there wasn’t anything redeemable to be found.  Madeline’s goals weren’t in question so much as her means.  After all, even breaking up Michael and Nikita was right, it was just the methods that were wrong.  Madeline always knew the two were meant for advancement, she just didn’t agree that the personnel shift should have happened *quite* as it had.

 

Even if the circumstances were not ideal, Madeline was satisfied with the move.  Of course, ideally she and Paul would move into Oversight while Michael and Nikita ran Section, but that wasn’t to be, for the time being, at least.  Perhaps that was a good thing, after all.  She and Paul had been together professionally for two decades, maybe it *was* time to move on.  As Jones had said not so long ago, they didn’t complement each other anymore, were too much alike.  Working with Michael presented a challenge and one thing Madeline thrived on were challenges.

 

Hearing the approaching vehicle, Madeline took a deep, calming breath and prepared herself to face a new chapter in her life.

 

********

 

As the armored car made its way past the countryside, its lone back seat passenger sat in contemplation, his hand and knuckles unconsciously rubbing his chin, oblivious to the magnificent scenery.  The car, a veritable tank disguised as a limousine, was one of several concessions Michael had to make for his new position as head of Oversight.  He now had two bodyguards with him at all (well, most) times.  Even sitting alone in the back was frowned upon, but for this trip, his first after officially assuming command, Michael insisted on the solitude and kept both bodyguards up front.  Once they reached Madeline one of his shadows would join them.  Not that there was any real danger from the woman, but appearances had to be kept up.  Even Operations had very seldom left Section without his own bodyguards.

 

Being a private, independent and self reliant person by nature, Michael was not able to fully ‘appreciate’ the necessity of round the clock protection.  If Jones thought that Michael would completely give up his privacy or his occasional motorcycle rides ‘to nowhere’ or other like activities that helped ground him and keep him sane, the head of Center was sorely mistaken.

 

As much as Michael wanted to concentrate on the future and not continue to dwell on the recent past, the thoughts would not stop intruding.  Giving in he let it all wash over him again, promising himself it would be the last time he let the past intrude into the present or future. 

 

The most painful truth of his past as far as Michael was concerned was that the four years he had spent plotting and scheming for a future for himself and Nikita would have been better spent digging his own emotional grave. 

 

********

 

Michael used to be a different person.  He’d grown up in a ‘good’ family and never lacked for anything, emotional or material.  When his parents died, his fortune and outlook on life changed dramatically.  Gone was the sunny, open senior who’d captained the chemistry club for two years and just had just recently become the president of the debate club.

 

Michael, or Michel as he had been known back then had lost not only his parents but a promising future.  His grades had been good enough for scholarships to the most prestigious French schools.   Unfortunately, after their parents’ estate had been settled and the funerals paid for, Michel and his sister had been left with next to nothing. 

 

There were no relatives to help, so Michel, older than his sister by a good five years did the only thing he could.  He turned down the much more exclusive and expensive schools in favor of the local university.  The university had offered him, through a government grant, a stipend for living that, along with the earnings from a full time job, he’d use to support himself and his sister until he graduated with a degree and found a job that would support them better and afford a private university for her when the time came.  At least that was the plan.  Of course, nothing ever turned out as planned.

 

While still grieving, Michel had nevertheless, entered the university with high hopes for the future.  He’d found a decent enough apartment for him and his sister, Rosette and the rent was affordable given his full time job.  His hopes and plans however, quickly fell apart.

 

Within a few months Michel realized that keeping a full time job and taking care of his sister with his schedule was impossible.  Before he even had a chance to reduce his work schedue the government program that helped support Michel and Rosette was canceled and without it, Michel had to keep his job full time. 

 

By the time the first semester was over the pressure had gotten to Michel and he became ripe for Rene Dian’s picking.  They’d been friends through high school and had partnered in chemistry in the university.  The strain of supporting his sister, working full time and going to school full time started to show quickly and Rene used it to his advantage.

 

Rene knew that Michel’s genius in chemistry would be *very* helpful to his cause.  He’d quietly gathered supporters for L’heure Sanguine over the last couple of years and Michel would be the final piece to his puzzle.  With all the problems he’d been having since his parent’s death he was a far easier conversion than he should have been.

 

Rene started out subtly, listening to his friend vent.  Gradually, though he’d stopped being a sounding board and started bouncing his own theories off of Michel.  Rene reminded Michel that it had been the government that had taken most of the money Michel’s parents had left.  It was the government’s fault that Michel had to keep insane hours to support himself and his sister.  It was the government that had promised him a grant and then taken it away.

 

Rene’s arguments coupled with a weariness borne of exhaustion and anger towards his situation convinced Michel that Rene was right and change was needed.  The government catered to the rich, made them richer, while people like himself had to struggle every day.  It wasn’t fair and something needed to be done.

 

Rene eventually convinced Michel that that *something* was a bomb.  A bomb would wake people up, would draw attention to their cause.  At first Michel was adamant against participating in such an undertaking.  Rene eventually wore him down, though, the breaking point being a promise that nobody would be hurt – they’d set the bomb to go off in the chemistry lab in the middle of the night when no one would be in the building.  Michel finally agreed and became the main ‘builder’ of the bomb.

 

To this day, despite Rene’s assurances that the bomb going off in middle of the day rather than night was a tragic mistake, Michael was still not convinced that the bomb did not go off *exactly* as planned.  Either way, it didn’t matter.  Michel built the bomb and Michel took responsibility for the dozen lives lost in that bombing.  In the end, that bombing claimed a total of thirteen lives, because on that day ‘Michel’ died too.

 

********

 

Rather than dwelling on the ‘irrelevant’ Michael skipped ahead a few years to the beginning of the end – Nikita’s recruitment.  By the end of her two year training period everyone in Section knew that Michael had feelings for his material.  Everyone it seemed, except for the woman in question herself.  

 

For a full year after Nikita’s ‘graduation,’ Michael tried and more or less succeeded in keeping Nikita at arm’s length.  Once he realized she had no future in Section One he did the only thing he could – he let her go.  That was the real beginning of the end for him.

 

From what Jones had told him and what Michael himself had pieced together, Center recruited Nikita not long after he brought her back into Section, most likely during her ‘vacation’ following Jurgen’s death.

 

Even still, knowing he was in love with his former material, Michael still kept her at bay with various ‘explanations,’ most notably claiming that he couldn’t let her become his weakness, when in reality she already was.  The real reason for keeping Nikita away was his blood cover mission.  Even though Michael was not in love with Elena, honor and respect for the mother of his child prevented him from pursuing a relationship with Nikita.  Twice he gave in to his feelings, but did not allow himself any more.

 

After his mission was over, when Vacek was finally ‘caught’ and he came back to himself (thanks to Operations’ scheming and Nikita’s unwitting help) Michael finally allowed his feelings to surface.  Ironically, had they been left alone and Operations’ and Madeline paranoia not kicked in, things would have been very different.

 

What everyone in the organization, from top to bottom, had disappointingly failed to realize was that Michael had voluntarily forfeited his future to Section and anti-terrorism after the bombing.  It was only after being pushed into a corner because of his personal life that he ‘fought back.’

 

Nikita had let him down more than anyone else.  Michael had no doubt that his feelings for his former student were mutual, she *did* love him.  The blood tear he had shed was on both their behalves.  Michael knew Nikita thought she was saving him from Section, giving him a chance at life by ‘convincing’ him of her lack of feelings for him.  Of Nikita’s motives he had no doubt, her reasoning and methods were what bothered Michael.

 

Life outside of Section?  Forget for a moment what he said to Red Cell’s Satin, that he still believed in Section’s goals.  Nikita couldn’t ‘leave’ after one year as an operative.  “This isn’t freedom” she had told him.  What made Nikita think he’d be able to leave Section after more than a decade?

 

What Michael was disappointed most in, however, was Nikita’s lack of faith in him and them.  He’d told her, long before Gelmanization, that she was the only one he trusted.  While he *was* trying to get Nikita to do something she wasn’t entirely comfortable with at the time, the sentiment had nevertheless been true. 

 

Michael did trust Nikita, more than he had anyone in his entire life, Simone included.   Just as importantly, Michael believed in her and them as partners, partners in *everything.* Obviously, Nikita did not feel the same.  She did not trust in Michael enough to let him make his own decisions about his future.  She did not believe enough in *them* to help Michael carve out a future for them in the organization he’d still believed in. 

 

For years Nikita had been angry at Michael for making decisions on her behalf.  What made her think Michael would be any less angry at decisions she’d made on *his* behalf, especially one that changed his entire life?

 

Lastly, her continued naiveté after everything she’d seen and been through over the last six years disappointed him as well.  Did Nikita really believe that the organization would let him go?

 

In the end when Jones had told Operations that Michael could not survive he had been right.  The Michael that had evolved in the last six years indeed could not survive, let alone advance.  The Michael that had come out of the forest after the abeyance mission could.

 

“Sir.”  The bodyguard sitting in the passenger seat up front buzzed on the intercom, knowing his new boss would appreciate a few moments to prepare himself for the formal introduction to his second in command signifying the official beginning of his reign.  “We’ll be arriving shortly.”

 

“Thank you.”  Michael replied, shutting the door to the past and preparing to face his future.

 

 

END

 

 

 

EPILOGUE

 

 

As each of the organization’s cast settled into their new roles, the orchestrators discussed the success of their production.

 

“Well done.”  Adrian said to her successor across the table.

 

“I could not have done it without you.”

 

“Are you satisfied with the outcome?”  Adrian inquired.

 

“For now.  Changes may be required in the future.”  The man replied.  “I want to thank you for your recommendations regarding Madeline.  You were right, she’d better serve the organization in Oversight, with Michael, than in another Section.” 

 

“I was pleasantly surprised when you reconsidered.”

 

“I’m sorry it was so down to the wire I had to call you away from your original meeting with Madeline.”

 

“That’s quite alright.  It was quite explainable as a business opportunity.”  Adrian paused.  “I’m curious, what changed your mind?”

 

“Although Michael’s state of mind is where it should be, Madeline’s dedication will ensure that he does not falter at an inopportune moment.”

 

“Dedication.  A good euphemism for ruthlessness.”  The outgoing leader smiled.

 

“Yes.” The younger man confirmed.  “Your ‘talk’ guaranteed Madeline’s silence regarding the true power behind Center.” 

 

“Self preservation, loyalty to the organization and, despite her protestation to the contrary, Madeline’s feelings towards Paul will keep her silent.  She knows what will happen to Paul and certain others were this to come to light.”

 

“Of course, believing she is one up on her new superior helps as well.”

 

 “Knowing there’s someone even higher up than Jones that nobody other than Jones knows about will make her happy.”  Adrian concurred. 

 

“Exactly.”

 

“The rest of your personnel configuration is quite good as well.”  Adrian complimented, once again confirming she made the right choice for her successor.

 

“Nikita’s compassion will temper Paul’s tendency towards ruthlessness. She’ll also keep Paul on his toes.  It will be good for both of them to learn to work with someone new.”  The man returned.  “The episode with Red Cell, besides confirming Michael’s beliefs in the cause, quite convincingly confirmed Paul and Madeline’s decline as a team.”

 

“I must congratulate you on seeing Nikita’s potential, I wouldn’t have.”  Adrian admitted.

 

“I had a better perspective on the situation.”  The younger man answered, smiling in amusement.

 

“I didn’t realize I had said anything humorous.”  Adrian commented in confusion.

 

“Just remembering an old but prophetic conversation between Michael and Nikita I had overheard through surveillance.”

 

“Prophetic?”  Adrian prodded, curiosity getting the better of her.

 

“Yes.  Michael had advised Nikita she was signing their death warrants. Of course it had turned out to be figurative rather than literal, but still quite prophetic in relationship to their futures.”

 

********

 

Adrian had recruited him early on, she had even supplied Jurgen with the blackmail material to test Paul and Madeline.  Eventually, after careful consideration and Paul and Madeline’s failure with the Gemstone scenario, Adrian decided Jurgen would be her replacement.  She told him getting out of Section was up to him.  Before he had completed his profile, Nikita was dropped into his lap.  Being privy to much of the goings on in Section, including the rumors surrounding Michael and his former material, and knowing that Adrian had plans for Michael’s future, he altered his ‘escape’ profile.

 

Jurgen and Adrian both knew Nikita had already become Michael’s weakness, had even had discussions on that topic.  Now, Jurgen realized, Nikita could, with proper handling, in time become Michael’s ultimate test.  After he ‘died,’ Jurgen proceeded to convince Adrian to recruit Nikita for Center for future use.  It had also been Jurgen’s idea to insert ‘Mick’ more actively into the mix.

 

Jurgen had been correct in his assessment.  Nikita’s undercover work for the Center together with the events of the last three years in Section did more for arranging this new power structure than anything else.

 

It had already been agreed upon that Michael would one day take over as Jurgen was doing now. Mick had never been an issue.  The Englishman knew he’d always be in the same position, a firewall shielding the true leader.  Michael’s skills as well as his desire to atone for his past and secure a better overall future where organizations such as theirs would ultimately become obsolete would ensure his ‘interest’ in the position.

 

Michael still had much to learn but his ‘break’ with Nikita was a good start.   He’d finally, after all these years, accepted that he was truly alone in the world and that’s the way it had to be for people in their positions.  A few years running Oversight and Michael would need far less training than Jurgen, who had had no such experience, had required before taking over.   The next few years would accomplish other important tasks as well, but Jurgen wasn’t worried about his ‘people.’

 

He knew he had made the right choices.  Nikita had, despite Adrian’s early misgivings, turned out to be a great find.  Adrian had conceded the young operative’s potential after Nikita’s participation in Adrian’s supposed bid to reclaim Section One.  Nikita had learned her lessons well.  She had an excellent future in the organization now that she understood the required sacrifices. Her experiences in Section showed her that anyone and anything she ‘touched’ ended up destroyed, one way or another –  From Gray Wellman to Michael and everyone in between.  Hell, even Jurgen’s ‘death’ was on her conscious.

 

Operations, for his part, was sufficiently ‘scolded’ and would be more careful in the future.  Seven more years in Section was a good estimate.  His most difficult tasks would be working with Nikita and underneath Michael.  Being forced to work with Nikita would remind Paul to be more careful in his future personnel decisions.  Knowing his past would keep Nikita on Paul’s back to make sure his and the organizations’ goals were one and the same.  Furthermore, there was no danger to Nikita by keeping her in One.  Paul knew that Michael would exact retribution if he tried anything.  As far as working under Michael, Jurgen was confident that Michael, knowing his former superior well, would keep a much tighter (but fairer) leash on Paul and Section One than his predecessor.  The compassion towards the former level five operative Paul had not hidden towards the end would help remind Oversight’s new leader to not tighten the leash to the point of choking. 

 

A few years apart should also be sufficient to straighten out both Paul and Madeline and enable them to once again become the combination they used to be in the beginning, this time to benefit Oversight.  Nikita too, should be sufficiently hardened by then to make her a good leader for Section One.  Of course if things did not go as well as anticipated, other personnel would be found and used. 

 

********

 

“Ma’am.  The car is ready.”  Davenport poked his head into the living room.

 

“Well, then.”  Adrian turned to Jurgen.  “Congratulations, again.  I know you’ll do a fine job.”

 

“Thank you.”  Jurgen replied.  “I’m sure I’ll hear from you if I don’t.”

 

“Yes.  You will.”  She confirmed, just as Adrian’s predecessor had done upon her ascension, before leaving what had been her home and base of operations.

 

Jurgen took one last look around at what had been his training grounds for the last three years before he too left for his new residence.

 

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