IN A SPLIT SECOND
OJO 2004

Suddenly it changed from magic into tragic
and I was paralyzed and confused
since you told me that we were not lovers anymore
because there was nothing left in your heart for me
and you truly wanted to be free
but how could it be
that you said that you would love me forever
yes you told me so last week
so why did your feelings change so fast and dramatically
is it something that I have said or done
that I am not aware of
or is it so simple as a new lover hiding in the shades
and it makes you feel frantic
driving me almost fanatic in my way of behaving

An amazing crazy feeling inside
you don't love me
where shall I go to find some love
when you are gone forever
and how shall I hide my tears
when I constantly see you around

Suddenly it changed from sun to dark
and my life seems so wasted and lost
since you chose to leave me alone for no reason at all
how is it possible to turn off feelings and love
in just a few days
can you please explain and give me some answers
so maybe I can learn to live with it
until I forget the pain and find a new lover to love
but it is almost impossible
to trust somebody when betrayal is remaining
in my desperate mind
so why can't you give me an explanation soon
so I can continue with my life
and not like today living on a thin hope
that never will turn into reality

Suddenly it changed from the best into a living hell
and I can't find a way out of this misery
and day by day
it seems to get worse and harder to regain my will
to try to get a better kind of life
and I fill myself up with substitutes that come in my way
and all they can do is to harden my growing shell
so I can face the cruel reality
that you never will come back to me