WHEN WILL I KNOW
OJO 2004
Tears of ice that never flow
heart of stone that never feels alone
blue eyes that have seen too much hate
that is me
and I wonder if it is too late
for something to rescue me
What am I
where am I
who am I
Soul that feels too old to go on
and a mind that is too proud to admit
that it is completely useless
to walk through life with the same mask
that is me
and I wonder if there is any task at all
for a lost person like me
What can I be
where will it happen
when will I understand
Will strong like the everlasting sun
locked into a body that is born
to be on the run forever
if the right answer can not be found in time
that is me
and I wonder if I ever will be able to see
and to walk with full control over my feet
in the land of the golden light
What do I need
where can I find
when is the time to have a life
Tears like melting lava are rolling
a heart that feels like Vesuvius pumping
mind that know the way to behave
eyes that can see through everything
hands that can create what is needed
feet that can take every step
When will this be me
where can the answers be found