Standing Down

Here I stand
Crying an apology to everyone
And being accepted by no one
They looked to me for feeling
And hate what they now feel
They came to me for reason
And yet hate without reason
What am I standing for?

So I here by renounce,
Crying out to the world
Accepting lies,
Any bad feelings I may have caused,
And anything reason to hate,
And anything I have taught you,
From taking a stand




We're All Screwed Now

Help me
Save me
Why am
I ask-
ing you
Your just
as screwed
up as
I am


Apocolypse Me

The apocolypse in my mind
A mysery I kept confined
A mystery ment to find

Mass suicide of my thoughts
You always lit my fuse
With your rose colored lotts

I need some time to think

I focus on focusing
but there's not much to focus on
everything is quiet

I'm chasing a dream
I dream of love
but people keep telling me to wake up

Do you need some time to think?

This apocolypse is wonderful
It turns this head inside out
And takes me beyond the past
"Simplify, simplify, simplify"
Simplify my solitude
Your my solitary thought

Help me I need to think

Thinking seems to have wasted my time
But now Ill just waste thoughts
Erase them like a bad memory

Become a being who can become
become nothing but something
Become nothing but...

Want to know what I am thinking?

I'm thinking of a treasure fuse
Lotted on some focal point
dreaming of waking up
In a past solitary moment
When I made something of nothing
When I needed helo to want a thought

This Apocolypse in my mind
hes helped me to find
a thought of a new kind
love