Indigo Overture – Chapter Sixteen

Rating:  Entire Fic NC17 – for this chapter – R

 

Buffy scratched her nose and glanced nervously at Spike’s car in the parking lot.  She paced to the front of the building, careful to stay off the sidewalk and thus, away from the windows.  Tucking herself in the corner opposite the door, she cleared her throat and opted for a practice run. 

 

“Hi, Spike.  How’s the laundry going?  And you know, I was thinking that maybe we should go catch dinner and a movie since we’ve had the sex and all.”

 

“Yeah, that sounded really sincere and normal,” she said, with a roll of her eyes, “I’m a natural.”

 

Tucking the borrowed clothes under her arm more tightly, she tried again.  “Hi Spike, bet you never expected me here!  Since I don’t drive and would have to be really desperate to beg a ride all the way down here off of my friends.” 

 

She turned and tapped her head against the building.  “I so suck at this.” 

 

She tried a wide grin, “Hey, Spike.  I know it’s weird that I’m here, but I got to thinking and part of that thinking involved the possibility of you and me going on a date.”

 

Buffy took a deep breath and stepped up to the door.  “It’s not going to get much better,” she decided, tugging it open. 

 

The shrieking lyrics of a song she’d never heard instantly surrounded her.  She spotted the source of the racket perched on one of the folding tables.  Spike.  His arms were flailing, drumsticks battering the table and the rolling laundry cart in front of him while he sang his little heart out to whatever was playing on his headphones.  Fortunately, he appeared to be the only laundry driven soul in the apartment complex for the time being.

 

 “I wanna be an-ar-chy!  The only way to be!”

 

The vocals digressed into one of those whiny noises guys use when they’re imitating an electric guitar.  Buffy wondered when her taste in men had switched from hulking, quiet and Abercrombie-clad to jittery, screeching, and let’s face it, badly dressed.   Spike continued in a succession of “ba na bah”s and twirled his drumsticks back and forth through his fingers like batons. 

 

Ooh, nimble!  Fingers like that don’t exactly hurt his case.

 

“Stop with the distractions,” she scolded herself quietly, “You’re here for talking.”

 

 She covered the distance between them and tapped his shoulder as he wailed out the beginning of another line.  He leapt up like a cat, drumsticks flying from his hands and clattering against the dryer as he landed on his feet and whipped around to face her.

 

Buffy bit back her laughter as Spike jerked his headphones down around his neck, chest heaving beneath his snug t-shirt.  He clicked the music off and managed a somewhat normal, “Hey,” despite his breathlessness. 

 

“Hey,” she said, suppressing a shiver as his eyes took a quick journey up and down her pink tank and faded jeans.

 

“Well, you look even more smashing than usual ,” he said matter-of-factly, then froze as he seemed to consider the statement.  Cheeks flushed, he ducked to retrieve the sticks and basket that had crashed to the floor.  Buffy fought her megawatt grin and shifted on her feet as he placed the items on the table.

 

“Oh, um…thanks.”

 

Um, thanks?  Tres chic, Buff.

 

Maybe next time she could twirl her hair on her finger and giggle, too.  He couldn’t say she looked nice or pretty.  No, no, it had to be smashing.  A word that would give any girl tinglies.  And, fine, tinglies were more in line with eighth grade prom than mature twenty-something potential relationship discussion, but that wasn’t her fault, now was it?

 

Buffy stiffened with the realization that she was actually embarking into serious relationship territory again.  It had seemed so simple during her pedicure that afternoon.  She had listed all the pros and cons of being with Spike while she stroked on her brand new Cotton Candy Pink  polish.

 

This is going to look like rebound city, con.  He drove me to my mom’s grave, pro.  He’s the drummer of my ex’s band, which I happen to be professionally involved with, con.  He does this thing with his tongue, pro.  Maybe two pros on that one.

 

“How have you been?” she asked, then wilted a little, adding, “Since…this morning.”

 

“I’m good,” he said, then gave her a smile that should have been registered as a lethal weapon.  “Better now.”

 

Buffy tried to return his smile, but her jangled nerves only allowed the briefest baring of teeth.  Having no idea where to begin, she started studying her surroundings, fixating on a particularly unsavory trashcan that had exceeded its capacity for empty detergent bottles long ago.

 

“So,” Spike said at length, interrupting her reverie with a quizzical smile, “Since you don’t have a car, I’ll assume you were nowhere near the neighborhood.”

 

“You caught me,” she agreed brightly, then dropped her eyes to the floor.

 

Very smooth with the total lack of smooth. 

 

“Right,” he drawled quietly, “So, what made you decide to take me up on my offer?”

 

Buffy squared her shoulders and moved forward, placing his borrowed clothes on the table, “Well, for starters, I brought these back.”

 

He looked at them with an unreadable expression and Buffy twisted her hands in front of her.

 

“For starters?” he asked expectant as he met her eyes.

 

Buffy clapped her hands together and added, “Oh!  Did you happen to run into my boots getting laundry together?  I totally forgot them.”

 

She watched his expression harden, his mouth becoming a thin line as he nodded at the pile of clothes.  Crap.  If there was an anti-degree in serious conversation, she’d have it tacked to her wall.  Provided she had a wall to tack it to.

 

“Thanks, pet,” he finally offered, then met her eyes with an indifferent stare, “We can go fetch them if you’re in a rush.”

 

Unsettled, Buffy pushed a loose strand back into her ponytail and wandered over to examine a bottle of Clorox on the table, “Um, no rush.”  She scrunched her nose at the bottle, “Why on earth do you need bleach?  Do you even own anything white?”  She eyed the sink in the corner suspiciously, “Tell me you don’t use laundry bleach on your head.”

 

Spike moved forward, palming the edge of the table between them.  “No, I don’t,” he snapped.  “Did you come all this way to critique my laundry habits?”

 

“No,” she said, pushing the bottle away and ignoring the sudden flood of heat in her cheeks, “It just doesn’t make sense, that’s all.”

 

Apparently not feeling the need to elaborate, Spike leaned back against the dryers and crossed his arms.  Buffy stared at the chipped folding table and fingered a crack that ran along the trim.  She was hoping that he’d start this for them, but his body language wasn’t exactly screaming communicative.  Isn’t this the part where the guy takes over?  That’s what they do, right?  They step up to the plate.  Make the move.  Take control.

 

Yes, because that’s always been swell in the past. 

 

 “I’ve been thinking,” she started quietly. 

 

“About what?” he prodded evenly.

 

“A lot of things,” she said, fiddling with the hanging rack on the side of the table and really wishing she’d written some of those things down. 

 

“What kind of things?” he rattled back, putting a distinctly American and sinusy spin to the last word.  Buffy’s temper flared and she eyed him irritably.

 

“If you’d give me two seconds, I’d tell you,” she gritted out. 

 

“If you’d get to the bloody point, we wouldn’t still be talking about nothing,” he retorted angrily.

 

“Fine!” she said, shaking her head with a harsh laugh, “You drive me insane, you know that?”

 

He stepped away from the dryers and yelled, “Well at least if you ask me what I’ve been thinking about, you won’t need a psychology degree or ESP to decipher my response!”

 

Buffy made a face and shook her head, finally smacking the table, “You’re not even making sense!”

 

I don’t make sense?” he roared.

 

“Yes, you!  You have this mystery bleach, yet I can’t see a single article of white tumbling in those dryers.  You practically worship all these freaky bands that no one ever listens to, and God, I bet pregnant women have fewer mood swings!”

 

“This after living with the Sultan of Sulk?” he interjected. “I doubt it.” 

 

“Oh, I think you could give him a run for his money,” she barked.  He opened up his mouth, clearly outraged, but she poked a finger in the air and continued, “And this!” she said, stabbing the finger back and forth between them wildly, “This almost makes less sense than you.”

 

His anger dissolved so palpably that she almost heard a “poof.”  He smiled unexpectedly and she deflated.

 

“What?”

 

 “Thought I heard you say there was a this,” he said, tilting his head as he gestured at her.  And the tinglies were back.  “I did hear you say that, didn’t I, pet?”

 

Buffy shuffled her feet and turned to stare really hard at a well-used corkboard on the wall.  Someone was giving away free kittens and this was really scary.

 

“Maybe,” she whispered.

 

“Close enough.”

 

Buffy wrinkled her nose in confusion, surprised that he wasn’t pushing her for something less vague.  He waved a hand and offered a sheepish smile. “Don’t look a gift horse in the mouth and all that,” he explained.

 

She nodded and toed the dirty floor, catching a faint whiff of used dryer sheets. 

 

“So, what now?” she asked, and her voice sounded very small. 

 

He circled the table, and every step closer made her breath close up her throat a little more.  Then he was right in front of her and she was turning towards him automatically.  His hands dropped softly to her shoulders.

 

“I think that’s up to you, luv.”

 

“That doesn’t seem fair,” she complained, “You haven’t even said what you want.”

 

Spike moved in, hands sliding down her arms until his fingers laced with hers.  Her bones turned soft as he leaned in, pressing a feather soft kiss to her mouth.  One little flick of his tongue against her bottom lip, and he pulled away to press his forehead to hers.

 

“I think you know very bloody well what I want,” he said and the relief washed over her. 

 

Pro number 18.  The forehead thing.

 

He pulled away, squeezing her hands comfortably.  Still affected from the kiss, she rushed ahead while she still had courage, “Okay.  What are you doing tonight?”

 

His grin was like a beacon.  It almost made that sharp-cheekboned bad boy disappear altogether.  As soon as it had come, it was gone, a lightning flash of joy fading into contemplation. 

 

“Didn’t really anticipate this,” he admitted, scratching his neck, “I didn’t sleep in much today, so I probably should nap before work if I have any hope of making it through my shift.  What about tomorrow?”  Buffy nodded her interest and he walked her backwards through Laundromat as he continued,   “We could get back to routine.  Go to the gym for a workout and go from there.”

 

Buffy arched a brow, “It has been awhile since I kicked your ass.”

 

“Been awhile since you tried.”

 

“Tried?” she said, laughing as her backside bumped into a washing machine.  He kept moving in, until those tasty hard abs of his were melded against her and his hands were stroking her ponytail.

 

“Plucky little thing, you are,” he mused, dropping a kiss to her jawline.

 

Buffy moaned, then stiffened, “Crap.”

 

Spike’s kiss stalled and he murmured against her neck, “Beg your pardon?  I happen to know I’m very good at this.”

 

Buffy smacked his shoulder playfully, “Not that.  Tomorrow.  I have to go apartment hunting.”

 

Willow and Oz give you the boot, did they?” he said, pulling back with a dubious frown.

 

“No,” she said, “But there is something to be said about being too close to your best friend and her boyfriend.  Besides, I’ve put this off too long already.”

 

Spike nodded and chuckled, pulling one of her hands up to graze a kiss across her knuckles, “Right, then.  Apartment hunting, it is.”

 

The dryer buzzed and he moved to retrieve his clothes, Buffy following after him.

 

“Doesn’t sound very date like, does it?” she questioned and he shrugged, tugging the door open and scooping the clothes out.

 

“You’ll be there,” he said, flashing a grin as he dropped them on the table.  “Sounds like a date to me.”

 

Before she could answer, or melt to the floor like butter for that matter, he rapped his fingers on the folding table, “Now if you’re expecting me to take you back home at some point, you’ll have to earn your keep.  Start folding, pet.”

 

Buffy snorted and snatched a pair of black jeans from the table. 

 

 

Fifteen minutes after enjoying a decisive ass-kicking at the hands of one Buffy Summers, Spike sat in the lobby of the gym, waiting for her appearance.  Figuring he’d be waiting awhile, he ran a hand through his shower damp curls and reached for a magazine. He’d only perused half of the article explaining the virtues of free weights when she strolled into the room, filling the air with the smell of lilacs.  He marveled at her transformation from a heavy-fisted rival into this flaxen-haired goddess.  

 

“I’m torn,” he said gravely, tossing the magazine aside and standing.  He continued to admire the baby blue tank dress clinging to the bits of her golden flesh that were covered.

 

“How so?” she asked, lifting her brow with a knowing smile that said she was very aware of how good she looked.

 

“Can’t decide whether to chain you in a closet or just chain you,” he teased, taking her bag and slinging it over his shoulder with his before he leaned in to take her hand. 

 

Satisfied at her pink cheeks and lowered lashes, Spike grinned and tugged her towards the door.  “Your chariot awaits.  So let’s talk about food, that way we know what order to check out the apartments.  Are you in the mood for something in particular?”

 

“Not really,” she said as they walked into the parking lot under a cloudless California sky.  “I wasn’t sure if you’d make reservations.”

 

“Uh, didn’t think of that.  Probably should have, if I want to take you somewhere nice,” he said with a frown.

 

She squeezed his hand and immediately shook her head, “No, no!  I didn’t mean it like that.  I’m just used to…” she trailed off as they reached the car, fixing him in a warm stare as he reached around her for her door handle. 

 

“You know,” she said as she settled into the seat, “Take me somewhere new.  I’m sick of what I’m used to.”

 

“Something new I can definitely do,” he said, winking as he closed her in.

 

If I have my way, everything about this will be new to you.

 

“So, what works for you?” Buffy asked, tugging the folded newspaper from her purse.  “Most of the places are clustered pretty close to the IYF building on Fifth, but there are a couple east of there, too.”

 

Spike frowned at that.  “Gets a bit dodgy east of Fifth,” he said, “Let’s check out the other ones first, yeah?”

 

“Call it a plan,” she beamed.  “So, what are you thinking for lunch?”

 

“It’s a surprise.”

 

“A surprise could be good,” she mused.

 

Two hours, and three apartment tours later, he was pretty sure that she was regretting those words.  As he paid the food vendor, he pocketed the drinks and watched her gauge her loaded cheesesteak sandwich distastefully.

 

 “Remember that thing I said about surprises?” Buffy asked, “I think I might have changed my mind.”

 

“Only until you take a bite,” Spike said, grinning as he walked them through the parking lot.  “I still can’t believe you’ve never been here.”

 

“Yes,” she said with an eyeroll, “Come to Los Angeles!  See some place called Griffith Park!  It’s not exactly in the tourist guide.”

 

“Lady back at that first place could have told you all about it,” he said with a wry smirk. “She had a postcard framed on her desk.”

 

“I thought we agreed never to speak of  Ms. Spiderella again?”  Buffy sniffed as they scaled the few steps that led to the main path. 

 

“She was a nice enough bird,” he shrugged as they ambled down the trail side by side.  “She was mentally undressing you the entire time we were looking at the apartment!” she complained, then blushed and added, “Which, by the way, was very poorly lit and had drafty windows.”

 

“The closets were nice,” he said, letting the jealous comments slide, because hell, he might as well have her name tattooed on his ass.  She offered him a sexy smile.

 

“Not as nice as the third apartment. That one had potential.”

 

“Won’t argue that,” he said, “But I still say you shouldn’t trust the manager at that one.”

 

“You’re just mad because he didn’t flirt with you.”

 

“No,” he said, remembering very clearly why he didn’t like the pillock.  “I just think he had a lousy sense of timing for checking on us.”

 

Buffy paused on the path and nudged against him, pressing a hot kiss to his neck before pouting up at him.  “Poor baby.  Are you feeling a little frustrated?”

 

He smirked and took her hand, jerking her off the path.  “Just for that, I think we’ll be going off-road, princess.  Think you can handle it?”

 

“If it delays this experience, I’m game,” she said, frowning again at her poorly wrapped sandwich.

 

Spike laughed and took it from her.  Sandwiches in one hand and Buffy’s hand in the other, He  led them quickly through clusters of trees and patches of overgrown grass.   

 

“Aren’t we going to eat?”

 

Spike paused while she shook a few twigs out of her shoes.   “We have to get to our table first.” 

 

He led them around a small hill and waited for her to look up.  She started to mutter something, but abruptly gasped as she took in the view before her.  A steep drop off gave way to a spectacular view of the Los Angeles basin below them, nestled in a rich, emerald valley.  He heard her take a breath and hold it as she watched the city in the soft glow of the early afternoon sun. 

 

“I can’t believe I’ve never been here,” she exhaled, her fingers tightening in his.

 

They enjoyed the view in companionable silence, Spike releasing her hand.  She ventured around the small area while he laid out his coat as a makeshift blanket.

 

“It’s amazing,” she said as she wandered back to him, “How on earth did you find it?”

 

“New town and all that,” he said, tugging two cans of soda out of his duster pocket and handing her one, “I was looking for something a bit like home.  ‘Course, this isn’t a thing like it, but I have to admit, it’s proof that every place is magical from the right angle.”

 

“Yeah,” she said, treating him to a dreamy expression.   

 

Spike gestured at the coat with the sandwiches.  “Now you can eat without creepy crawlies finding their way into your skirt.”

 

They settled down together and he offered her sandwich back to her.  Buffy stared contemplatively before giving a little shudder and leaning in for her first bite of cheese-drowned steak.  After a tentative chew, she rolled her eyes skyward and moaned in ecstasy.

 

“I should probably just inject this directly into my thighs,” she mused, eagerly taking a second bite.

 

“Any food worth its weight is fattening,” he said around a mouthful of food.  “Not that you need to worry about an extra pound or two.”

 

She shrugged off his comment, but continued to eat with gusto, savoring every bite instead of nibbling on the edges the way he always noticed her doing around Angel.  Spike focused on eating and reminded himself that she was with him and only a complete tosser would be thinking about her ex.

 

“When I was a kid, I used to have a place,” she said after awhile.

 

“In Sunnydale?”

 

“Yeah, my dad and I found it.  We used to take these longs walks together, and once we discovered this little waterfall in the woods near some railroad tracks.  He made me promise to never go there without him, because it was too close to the tracks.”

 

“Makes sense.  Did you listen?”

 

“What do you think?” she said, wrapping up the uneaten half of her sandwich and reclining on her elbows with a smirk.

 

Spike wadded his own wrapper and scooted around behind her.  She sat up to give him room as he stretched his legs along the sides of her body.  “I think you don’t listen to anyone when you make up your mind to listen to yourself.”

 

She looked back over her shoulder and he followed the line of her profile with his finger, admiring her soft skin.

 

“You’re right,” she said, catching his hand before he could retract it.  After the briefest hesitation, she reclined against him and tugged his hand across her stomach.  Spike felt her nails tracing each of his fingers.  “What about you?  You’re kind of living the whole stranger in a strange land, right?  What’s that like?”

 

“Suppose you could see it that way,” he said, resting his chin on her head, “LA is a pretty far stretch from the motherland.”

 

“How so?”

 

“There’s more space,” he said, drumming his fingers absently on her stomach, “Wider roads, bigger flats, cheaper gas.  A lot of things.”

 

“Do you think you’ll go back home?” she asked, and her tone was hesitant.

 

That little hesitation, or maybe the tight smile that she immediately followed it with, was enough to warm him from his ears to his toes.  “Nah,” he said, “Got nothing to go back to, really.  I like it here.  It’s loud and busy and the fish tacos are the dog’s bollocks.  I’m not sure I can see me living anywhere but LA now.”

 

For more reasons than I’m going to share he added silently as she relaxed more against him.

 

“Okay, tell me something about you as a kid.  Back in the days of William.  Did you have a nickname then too?  Oh, God, did they call you Willy?  They did, didn’t they?  Little Willy.”

 

Spike dug his fingers into her ribs until she released a ticklish squeal.  “No, they did not bloody call me Willy.  What about you?  Though I fear any nickname contrived from a gem of a Christian name like Buffy.”

 

She slugged his thigh weakly and sniffed.  “Stop picking on my name!  And no, I didn’t have a nickname either.  Alright, what was your favorite school subject?”

 

“English,  he said, “You?”

 

“PE.” 

 

“What’s that?”

 

“Physical Education,” she said, reclining against him as she spoke. 

 

He tightened his arm around her stomach and nipped at the back of her neck, muttering, “That sounds like my kind of class.”

 

“I bet,” she said a little breathlessly, running her hand up his leg.  “Favorite toy?”

 

“My Chopper bike,” he said. At her confused pout, he amended, “Just a bicycle.  What was yours?”

 

“Make-up Barbie.”

 

“Too bad all that beauty practice didn’t pay off,” he teased and she flipped over with a laugh, pushing him down to the ground with her motion. 

 

“It is so lucky for you that I know I’m cute,” she warned.

 

“Very lucky,” he agreed softly.  The feel of her was heavenly, her hands doing that mussing bit in his hair while the sun added flecks of gold to her eyes.  His hands slid to her hips and she tilted her head towards him, sending a strand of honeyed hair over her shoulder and against his neck.  Buffy swallowed hard, and Spike felt his heart stall briefly as he watched her.

 

I am over the bloody moon for this girl.

 

Whatcha looking at?” she whispered when the silence had stretched too long. 

 

“You,” he breathed, leaning in to steal a kiss. 

 

Her response was more tender, lips parting and fingers trembling at his neck.  He held his breath as they tentatively edged their way into their first real kiss.  The intensity of it wasn’t lost on him.  This time there was no going back, no emotional shockwave or heated aftermath to blame it on.  This time it was for real. 

 

Their tongues met softly and with a tiny moan, she pressed in for more.  He tilted his head to kiss her deeply and tried not to shiver when she stroked his cheekbones with her fingertips.  Spike crossed his arms over her back and felt the Rubicon slip behind them, all hearts a-flutter and mouths searching.  And bloody hell if the whole damn world wasn’t starting to spin.

 

They pulled apart for air, and she lifted her face enough to flash him a wicked smile, “You know, I don’t have to go home right away.”

 

Spike considered this.  Hard.  Then, with a reluctant groan, he sat up, shifting her sideways on his lap in the process.  Luv, you can’t possibly even understand the temptation you’ve just dangled in front of me.  But I’ve got to help a friend with something tonight.”

 

For God’s sake, you nancy, what team are you taking one for?

 

Buffy squinted playfully, “This isn’t a girl kind of friend or a naked kind of something, is it?”

 

“It’s a girl, but it’s definitely not a naked thing.”  With a small shudder, “Bit disturbing to even have it suggested.”

 

After the tiniest pause, Buffy nodded and narrowed her eyes, slipping into an expression that screamed of mischief.

 

“Since I clearly disgust you, perhaps it’s best.”

 

“Yes,” he agreed, pressing his erection into her bottom pointedly, “Clearly you do.”

 

“Well, time’s a wasting,” she said, hopping up and collecting their litter with an exceptionally limber and revealing bend.  She straightened and fluffed her hair.  “We should go now.”

 

Half an hour and one frenetic make-out session against the side of a tree later, they actually managed to get into the car.  Another hour in Oz and Willow’s parking lot and Spike finally let her go,  his heart flipping on top of itself when she turned at the door to blow him a kiss.

 

***

 

Cordelia Chase was not in the mood for a Monday morning meeting.  What she was in the mood for was a nonfat latte and a blueberry sconce.  Or possibly a hydrating body wrap at Giovanni’s.  And after that, she could browse the shops on Robertson for something to match that pair of Dolce and Gabbana beach slides that she couldn’t resist.  Too bad she had that whole working for a living thing happening.

 

“Coffee, Cordelia?”

 

She looked up to see one of the newest of the bottom feeders entering the conference room with a pot of coffee. While he set down a basket of pastries, she idly placed bets on how long he’d make it.  With a tie like that, she wouldn’t bet on a month. 

 

“Coffee would be great!” she chirped frostily, rolling her eyes when the boy fumbled quickly for a cup for her.  “Of course, unless you’re planning on a run to The Bean, that just isn’t an option for me, now is it?”

 

The boy’s brow furrowed as he stared at the coffee.

 

“Look, Michael,” she started with a sigh.  “That isn’t coffee.”

 

“My name is Marcus.”

 

“Oh and now we’re talking about your name?  Can we please get back to me for a minute here?” 

 

She pushed her hair behind her ear and continued, “Anyway that,” she said, pausing to wave a hand at the pot dangling from his fingers, “is still not coffee and if you set a cup of it in front of me, I’ll have you fired, even if I have to make up a name for you while doing it.”  Cordelia smiled sweetly before closing with, “Got it?”

 

The intern swallowed hard and scooted the cup away from her before backing out of the room, leaving the coffee on the table.

 

“I’ll take it I shouldn’t ask how your weekend was,” Buffy mused, announcing her arrival in the otherwise empty room and reaching eagerly for the pot. 

 

“Trust me, you of all people should definitely not ask,” lip curled and eyes horrified as Buffy poured a likely fatal dose of the liquid tar into her cup. 

 

The blonde frowned before settling in a chair opposite of Cordy.  Of course, she swiveled to say something anyway, but Tully arrived with a bright-eyed secretary at his heel. 

 

He sat in a chair across from them accepting the manila folder and mug of coffee from his secretary before dismissing her. 

 

“Morning, girls.  You both look amazing.”

 

“Thank you,” they said in unison.  Cordelia shot Buffy an irritated look before continuing with a wide smile, “So do you.”

 

“Lies,” he laughed. 

 

True.  He looked like a bulldog in a suit that really needed to see the sticky side of a lint brush, what of it?  He was rich and he paid her.  Not to mention, overly generous compliments should always be forthcoming when dealing with someone who drives a Maserati. 

 

“Tell me about your weekend,” he said, leaning back and tapping the folder on the table. 

 

Cordelia narrowed her eyes and gauged her boss, who was focused on Buffy.  Which made sense as she’d already gone over the details of her weekend with Tully on the phone after the show.  After waiting for a moment for Cordelia to begin, Buffy launched into monologue.

 

“I really enjoyed my first show.  It was busy and crazy, and there was this whole drama with a broken bass string…” She seemed to catch herself, her eyes widening as she quickly amended, “Which I was totally on top of and made sure it did not affect the show.  Much.”

 

“Looks like you’ve been hard at work training this one,” Tully said, winking at Cordy surreptitiously across the table.

 

Cordelia relaxed immediately at the friendly gesture.  Okay, moving down from Defcom One.  The creepy blank folder contents were not looking likely to be pink and slippy in nature.  She smiled and nodded.

 

“I like to earn my check,” she said and Tully laughed.  She loved his laugh.  It sounded like money and generally smelled like spearmint.  In addition to the distinct possibility of a Swiss bank account, he also possessed remarkable dental hygiene.  He was damn near perfect.  Well, except for the jowls and the wife of twenty years.

 

“So, Buffy, I got a reference call for you this weekend.  Doing some job shopping, are you?” he prodded with a wolf’s grin.  Cordelia stared at her quizzically.  If that little bimbo actually was looking for another job in the middle of her training, she’d be regretting it to the tips of her bleached hair the minute this meeting was over.

 

“No!  God, no!  It was for an apartment.  I looked at this adorable little apartment just a few blocks from here,” Buffy said.  Everyone else in the room gaped openly.  Tully looked amused as the blonde tilted her head and seemed to get lost in her thoughts.  “Well, actually we looked at it.  He’s just a friend.  I don’t know, maybe he is more¾

 

What the hell is this?  Story time?

 

Buffy stopped abruptly and lifted a horrified look to the room before meekly concluding, “And now I think I’ll shut up and look for a hole to die in.”

 

“Or I could just strangle you,” Cordelia volunteered cheerfully.

 

“Well, that won’t work,” Tully replied matter-of-factly, “And neither will your cute apartment, Buffy.”

 

Cordelia noticed Buffy shooting him a terrified look before he opened the manila folder, “Girls, you’re going on the road.”

 

“On the road as in the tour deal went through?” Cordelia screeched.

 

“Tour deal?” Buffy said quietly.

 

Tully ignored her and reached forward to pump Cordy’s hand, “All due to your relentless work on the proposal.  Wicked Twist has been getting better press by the day.  I ran into that Times reporter Scott Westings.”

 

“The guy I was supposed to talk to today?”  Buffy asked, coffee cup halfway to her lips.

 

“Not necessary now,” Tully said with a wave of his meaty hand.  “Now that you’re both heading out, I scheduled you for a full interview with him next week.”

 

“How did this happen?” Buffy whispered, taking a drink of the coffee and blinking at the table.

 

“Friday’s show sealed the deal.” Tully said, tapping the table in front of Cordelia.  “The two of them together was a good recommendation.”

 

“And the fresh baked muffins for the execs?” Cordelia prodded with a grin.

 

“They didn’t hurt,” he admitted, “You ready for the skinny?”

 

“Ready?  I’m practically drooling here!”

 

Tully reached into the folder and retrieved thick packets for each of them.

 

“Wicked Twist headlining with Live Bait opening.  Three months, twenty eight cities, with a couple of weeks off in Palm Springs, unless things change.”

 

“Oh, tempt me more,” Cordelia said, jotting down notes.  Now, what’s our travel per diem and do you have a list of the radio stations and venues for our promo work?  God, I can hardly believe it.  Wicked Twist.  On tour at last!”

 

“A tour deal?” Buffy repeated very quietly, and Cordelia finally turned to her apprentice with an impatient sigh.

 

“Yes, Buffy, a tour.  It’s this thing that bands do when they actually decide to make money.  What is your damage?”

 

“It’s just so sudden.  And long.  Three months is long.”

 

“It’ll be longer for you,” Tully supplied, and Cordelia softened marginally, trying to fill her in.

 

“We’ll be doing initial prep work.  We’ll have to check out the places they’ll play, approve flyers and then get the word out to various radio stations.  It’s just easier to do it if we go before the band so we can hook back up with them when the actual tour begins.  So I’m betting we’re leaving in, what?  Two or three weeks?”  This last part was directed at Tully, who nodded sagely.

 

“Two.”

 

“Two weeks?” Buffy repeated weakly.

 

“Yes!” Cordy said, her smile edging into something threatening.  She lowered her voice to a whisper while Tully shuffled papers, “Should I feed you a cracker or is the parrot routine going to stop?”

 

“I’m sorry,” she offered, glancing back at her boss when he looked up again.  “It’s just really unexpected.  My guys have jobs and apartments and…what do we do if they can’t leave?”

 

“Angel will leave,” Cordelia supplied matter-of-factly, then looked away in response to Buffy’s questioning gaze.  She shrugged nonchalantly, “I’d imagine anyone else could be replaced.”

 

“She’s right,” Tully said, “And kid, if you think it’s a bit much, I can always put a more seasoned rep on the tour.  I’m only agreeing to send you because our Cordelia here is just that damned good.”

 

Buffy shook her head firmly and squared her shoulders.  “No, it’s totally fine.  This is an amazing opportunity.  Kind of threw me for a loop, is all.”

 

She offered him a charming smile and Cordelia watched Tully buckle like men always do to blondes with pretty smiles.  Cordy rolled her eyes, but patted her papers happily.

 

“I can’t believe you kept my Palm Springs break,” she confessed with a grin. 

 

“I can’t believe you convinced me to have such a no-name band to open,” Tully returned.

 

“What can I say?  I’m good,” Cordelia said. 

 

And Angel, you owe me big.

 

Tully’s pulled another stack of papers from the folder.  “Now, let’s start talking compensation and commission.”

 

“They’re getting paid?” Buffy asked, brightening substantially.  

 

“Some of them are,” Tully said cryptically, before directing them to page two.

 

***

 

Spike was pretty sure that shoving a drumstick up his left nostril would be more comfortable than this practice.  He couldn’t have felt more like the elephant in the room if he tried.  From the moment he stepped through the door he’d been on the receiving end from everyone.  Angel glowered in his general direction, Willow blushed every time she glanced at him.  And Oz?  Well, Oz just smirked a lot and shook his head.  If it hadn’t been for Xander’s complete and blissful ignorance, he would have stood up after the first riff in Who Am I and offered a sodding report on positions and sound effects.  As it were, halfway through Midnight Heat, it was the lead singer who interrupted the music. Again.

 

“Hold it, hold it,” Angel complained into the mike in his hand,  then turned around when the band members faded into silence.

 

Spike cocked his head and waited for…

 

“I think you’re off, Spike,” he rumbled over the speakers.

 

…that.

 

Spike snorted and tapped his feet.  Willow tossed him a sympathetic look over her shoulder.

 

“Really?” Xander said guilelessly from the floor in front of the stage, “I need to get my ears checked.  I thought he sounded great.”

 

“Could be playing like John bloody Bonham and he’d say it was off,” Spike muttered and Oz snorted.

 

Angel’s eyes darted to the bass player who offered him a shrug.  Angel rolled his shoulders and glanced at his wrist.  A wrist, Spike noticed, that was sporting a thick white tan line in place of its regular Rolex.

 

Maybe he got mugged.  Enjoying the thought immensely, Spike grinned and relaxed on his stool.

 

“Does anyone know what time it is?” Angel finally asked and Xander shuffled to his feet, downing the last of his carton of leftover fried noodles.  “Shouldn’t our manager be having that big interview right about now?”

 

It’s 1:00,” he said, “Hardly time to call out the dogs on Buffy, but past time for me to scram.  Can you believe my luck nailing the contract at Dragon Wok and Roll?  In addition to a paycheck, I get all the fried noodles I can eat.”

 

“That’s a lot of noodles,” Willow mused while Xander made his way towards the door.

 

Spike heard the door to the warehouse swing open and craned to see who was arriving. 

 

“Buffy!  I thought you were working at the office today.” Xander said and Spike tuned into the tell tale click of her high heels approaching.  

 

“I was,” she said quietly, “But I’ve got some news I thought you all should hear in person.  Xander, can you hold up for a minute?”

 

“Big news?” Xander guessed, following her back to the stage.

 

“Huge news,” she corrected, her voice strangely devoid of emotion. 

 

“Band news?” Willow said, stepping out from behind her keyboards.  Spike tried to look nonchalant as he slid out from behind his drums.  The redhead approached Angel, who seemed more interested in studying his fingernails than listening to anything.  She nudged him in the elbow, repeating brightly, “Angel, isn’t this interesting?  Buffy has huge news for all of us.”

 

“Nice to see she could work us in,” he said, still not looking at her as he plucked a water bottle off the floor. 

 

“Right,” Buffy said with a confused shake of her head.  Spike moved in closer until he could get a good look at her.  She had on a combination of beige and black that achieved a nice mix of professional and sexy.  Sliding into place beside Oz, Spike offered her a wink, but the smile she offered in response was merely a twitch of the lips.  What the hell was she so nervous about?

 

Angel coughed in a manner that was anything but subtle and Buffy jerked her attention back to the rest of the group. 

 

“We need to get back to practice, so why don’t you fill us in?” Angel asked tersely.

 

Spike bit back a spiteful comment, watching Buffy as she briefly touched her temples and sighed before looking over everyone on the stage.

 

It’s amazing news with a catch,” she said, taking a deep breath.  “Wicked Twist wants us to open for them on their tour and IYF agrees that it would be a good match.”

 

“A tour?  Are you kidding?” Xander said, dropping his empty carton in surprise, “Amazing may be an understatement here, Buff!”

 

“I can uh huh that!” Willow said and even Angel seemed to brighten.

 

“So who shot the dog?” Oz said and everyone in front of them turned to face him.  His gaze level on Buffy, he continued, “You, uh, still look like someone shot your dog, so I’m guessing we haven’t heard the catch.”

 

Buffy nodded and straightened her shoulders. 

 

“It’ll start in Seattle in twelve weeks and run throughout the West.  Between the gigs and the promo stuff, you’ll be away from home for three months.”

 

“Three months,” Angel said dreamily, then flashed a grin.  “We are actually talking about making it, here.”

 

“Think you’re forgetting something, mate,” Spike piped in and Angel bristled.

 

“What’s that?” he replied, not sparing him a glance.

 

“Most jobs don’t have leave of absence plans for rock and roll tours.”

 

Buffy glanced over the group with a  nod before settling on Angel.  “He’s right.  You’ll be paid, but it’s highly dependent on promotional and ticket sales.  So, there is a risk.  It’s something everyone is going to have to think about.”

 

Angel laughed incredulously, “Think about it?  What, do you think we’ve been playing band, here, Buffy?”

 

Before she answered, he shook his head, “I don’t need to think about it.  I’m in.  Just let me know when and where I need to be.”

 

“Not all of us have trust funds, Big Guy,” Xander said, his expression sobered, “And I’m guessing not all of us are being offered the chance at a paycheck here.”

 

“What do you mean?” Willow said, then covered her mouth when she caught Buffy’s stricken expression, “Oh!  No!  You mean, they aren’t going to let Xander keep his place in the band?”

 

“You’ve signed a contract with IYF,” Buffy supplied sadly.  “They are your managing group, and unless I screw stuff up, I guess I’m technically your manager.  Or maybe Cordelia, but I’m the one who works for you, now.”

 

The group fell silent and Buffy stepped closer to Xander.  Spike craned his head to hear them.

 

“I didn’t want to tell you like this, Xander.  I didn’t know any of that until this morning.  I think I’m in way over my head.”

 

Xander dropped his hands to her shoulders, “Look, I knew this day would come.  And I used to think I’d have to hand them over to a complete stranger, instead of a good friend.  I couldn’t have dreamed of someone better.”

 

Buffy smiled and Xander pressed a kiss to her forehead.  Willow gave a little whimper and rushed for the edge of the stage, leaping off and tackling Xander and Buffy both in an embrace.

 

“You guys!” she cried, “You can’t leave us, Xander.  I just can’t imagine there even being an us without you.  Who will eat the stale donuts and leave Cheetos crumbs in the van?”

 

Oz  nodded sagely,  “You are the Master of the Snack.”

 

“He has a special belt.  I’ve seen it.” Spike teased, and Xander tucked a girl under each arm and laughed good-naturedly.

 

“Ha ha ha,” Xander said, “Admit it, Spike, you’ll miss me.”

 

“That I will,” he said softly, sighing as the girls squeezed Xander tightly.

 

Angel finally broke his silent vigil.  “Before we go, you’ll need to make sure Buffy has a full list and understanding of our equipment and sound specs.”

 

Spike noticed every set of eyes in the warehouse focused on Angel instantly.  Willow and Buffy gasped and Xander pulled back from their embrace.  Spike and Oz both shook their heads in disbelief. 

 

“Angel!” Willow cried.

 

“That would be shocking coming from anyone but you,” Buffy ground out viciously.

 

“I didn’t mean it like that,” he said, offering Xander an apologetic shrug.  “Why is everyone making such a big deal out of this?”

Willow shook her head, “How can you not see how big this deal is?”

 

Angel opened his mouth to speak, but Buffy cut him off.

 

“Why don’t you just not talk,” Buffy said, “ever.”

 

“No, Buff,” Xander said, touching her arm before moving closer to the stage with a steeled expression.  “Go ahead, Angel.   How did you mean it?”

 

Angel opened his mouth, and spread his arms defensively.  He gave a nervous laugh, “It’s not like I don’t care that you’re not coming with us.  I’m just trying to look at the big picture.”

 

“Funny,” Oz said, “It’s sounds an awful lot like not caring from here.”

 

Angel shook his head and gave a bitter laugh, “Fine, whatever you say.  You know, this is what we’ve been working for.  I’m here for this moment right now.  I’m here to make it.  You have no idea what kind of pressure I’m under, and I’m not here to win friends. This is business and you have to learn to keep it separate.”

 

Xander and Willow looked as if they’d been struck.  Angel bowed his head, and clenched his fists, “You know, nothing I say is coming out right, today.”

 

Xander snorted, “I’m getting your word picture real clear, Mr. Rock Star.  Since you’ve already climbed this rung in the ladder, I think I’ll be on my way.”

 

Xander threw down the carton and stormed out of the warehouse ignoring Angel’s half-hearted, “Don’t do this.”

 

When the door slammed behind him, Spike snorted derisively at Angel.  “Good form, prick.”

 

“Oh, and you think you’re in a place to talk to me about form?”

 

“Knock it off,” Buffy ground out, her fists tightly clenched at her sides.  She took a quick breath before she continued.  “Okay, now for the last part of this wonderful ride. I need you all to think this over and get back to me as soon as you can.”

 

Her eyes flicked to Spike and he hid a smile as he caught the trepidation in her expression.  Tilting his head, he spoke softly.  “I’m not sure I see myself in LA, anyways.  I’m in.”

 

 

For one brief instant, her whole face seemed to shine.  Then the fearful expression returned, knitting her pretty little brows and clouding her eyes.  Spike frowned as he contemplated what other nasty surprise was lurking in that look. 

 

Seeming to avoid his gaze, she looked at Willow and glanced up at Oz.  “What are you guys thinking?”

 

“Right now?  Mostly about fried noodles,” Oz said, with a sad look at the door. 

 

Buffy smiled ruefully.  “I mean about the tour.”

 

Willow bit her lip and looked at the floor, but Oz fixed Angel with one of the coldest expressions Spike had ever seen him produce.  “I think we have a lot to think about.”

 

“Yeah,” Buffy said softly, “I get that.”

 

She clasped her hands in front of her and took a deep breath, “Thing is, I kind of need to know what you decide by next Friday.”

 

“Why next Friday?” Spike asked, and his voice was strained with a wary edge.

 

The shimmer in her eyes belied her calm tone when she responded, “I have to go ahead of the band.  Next Saturday is when I leave.”

 

“You’re leaving next Saturday,” he repeated woodenly.  Without giving her time to respond, he stalked back to his drumset, reeling in shock. 

 

 

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