The Late Pregnancy Blues
Bulma was fuming. She was also in an exceptional
amount of pain, and it was mostly Vegeta's fault. Stupid jerk! If he had just
run in the other direction the night they first were together, she wouldn't be
having terrible back cramps and seriously rearranged insides to deal with. She
adjusted the heated massage pad behind her slightly, and tried to get
comfortable on her bed. It wasn't helping much. This hadn't been the easiest of
pregnancies on the whole, and when you added to that the fact that a Saiyan
child was much stronger when it kicked than a human fetus would be,
she'd had to handle more than her share of discomfort. Almost a month and a
half to go....forever.
Vegeta had been about as helpful as a horse in
giving her any knowledge of how to deal with being pregnant with a super-strong
alien's baby. He had spent very little time around women who weren't attached
to the Palace Guard, and so he knew nothing that would be useful in
understanding any difficulties she might experience during gestation. Nor would
it have fallen within his field of expertise, anyway. She'd been thankful not
to have all that much in the way of morning sickness. Mostly, she'd
felt...strange when she awakened, as though something else - a very hungry something
else - was impinging upon her consciousness. It usually wanted raw steak with
strawberries, or other equally repulsive food combinations. Sometimes an
extreme feeling of dizziness would overtake her as well, and she'd have to stay
in bed until it passed. At least Vegeta was able to explain that one, though he
hadn't been too tactful about it, telling her that her brat's ki was far
stronger than her own pathetic one, and so was throwing off her balance.
Her
brat. *Well, you get involved with someone who knows how to care for others
about as much as a moon rock would, and that's what happens, Bulma. Someday
he'll acknowledge this child as "ours," if I have to borrow ChiChi's
frying pan and beat his precious skull out of shape to make him do it.*
The baby kicked again, and Bulma let out a pained
gasp. He - she knew it was a boy, and Vegeta had confirmed this also - didn't
like it when she was upset. Last month, the snarly Saiyan had wandered though
the living room shortly after they'd gotten into a huge fight about his
immediate need for more replacement bots to blow up in his training. She was
nearly crying from the physical discomfort caused by the extremely active baby,
her own frustration with Vegeta, and the sense of misery from a mind that was
young, and unformed, and not her own, but that was letting her know it was
unhappy with her level of distress.
Vegeta had taken one look at her, and shaken his
head. "Fool woman, you've upset the brat with your temper tantrums. If you
want him to stop, you'll have to calm your mind."
"How can I calm my mind, you idiot, when you
keep insulting me? Fix your own bots, then!" She'd glared at him, and then
crumpled over.
She had been surprised when he came over to her
quickly, and put his hand on her stomach. "Close your eyes. Think of
something that gives you peace."
Bulma had looked at him blank-eyed for half a
minute, and then complied. It wasn't so simple to take herself away from the
physical-emotional torment, but when she started to think about the fuzzy blue
rabbit toy she'd had as a child, and the happy way snuggling up with Super
Genius Like Me Bunny had made her feel, she began to relax. Vegeta had been
using his ki, because she still remembered the delightful warmth that spread
from her belly button, and all the way through her body. The pain drained away,
and the sense of hurt radiating from the other awareness subsided. Who would
have thought such a selfish being as the Prince could use his energy to heal?
It had been a nice, unexpected "family"
moment, but it had never been repeated. As soon as Vegeta sensed that she'd
recovered, he stepped back, and walked out of the room without saying anything
more.
Bulma sighed now, and massaged her tummy in the
place where a tiny heel was poking up. Thinking about big blue bunny toys just
wasn't working tonight. She supposed it was because there were issues that were
upsetting her in addition to the pain. She really didn't like to admit it, even
to herself, but she was lonely. Vegeta had stopped coming to her bed last week,
and as stupid as it was, she felt unsure of herself, and...suddenly, not
beautiful.
Heavy, lumpy, and definitely not glowing; that
would be the heiress of Capsule Corporation at present. She knew that it was
likely her mood was due to hormones, but it didn't help her at the moment. *What's
a little awkwardness, Vegeta? The doctor said that we could still be together
as long as we were careful, and it didn't hurt. Ooh, sometimes I hate you. I
hate me more, though. It should have been easy to fall in love with a nice guy,
one who would hold me, and hug me, marry me, and be happy that we were
having a child. But I had to go for the bad boys with the bad attitudes, every
time. Well, at least my baby won't grow up without someone to care about him.
Me.*
The blue-haired woman shuttered her eyes, and
tried to concentrate on something peace-inducing, like the scene of a beach at
midnight. It didn't work. Baby demi-Saiyan was still displeased, and was
continuing to let her know it. She shifted painfully, surprised at hearing the
door open.
"Woman, how am I supposed to get any sleep
with that brat broadcasting its ki all over the house? Do something about
it!" Vegeta was dressed for sleeping as usual, in his beautiful skin, and
carrying his semi-permanent scowl. Bulma would have appreciated the sight of
him with great relish, if she'd been feeling at all like her usual self.
"Vegeta, I'm trying! I'd like to see you do
any better if you were pregnant with a child like this one!"
"Hmph. Such a feeble one." He sauntered
up to the bed and sat down next to her. Reaching over her with one hand, he
placed it on her back. The other hand rested, splay-fingered, on her belly. She
felt the wonderful tingling heat, not unfamiliar from the times when he held
her in his arms and shared his ki with her in order to make her strong enough
to take him. They stayed like that for a short time, and then Vegeta moved his
hands away.
"Don't go," Bulma said quietly.
"Why?" He frowned, and looked
momentarily puzzled.
"Maybe you don't want to sleep with me any
longer, but there are still...things we could do, now that I'm not
hurting."
He frowned harder. Not want to sleep with her?
Dumb female. Of course he did, but he wanted her to be around for later, if he
decided to stay here, and not go off to find a more interesting place to live. If,
that was, he could go anywhere for long, with the strange bond that was not
quite a bond that held him here with her. It was dangerous for her, with the
brat's ki so active, and the clash between all three of their energies every
time he touched her intimately. He didn't bother to tell her everything that
was on his mind, naturally.
"It's not safe for you," was all that
he said.
"Oh?"
"That's it. Any type of sexual contact isn't
safe right now, unless you want to risk dying from an overload of energy."
The Saiyan Prince shrugged.
Bulma blanched. "Well, stay anyway, for a
while. My back pain might return."
"What, do you think I'm your personal
massage slave? You have that heating pad. Besides, I've told you, your bed is
too small."
"If it had worked, you wouldn't have had to
come and help, would you? And it's a full bed, big enough for a short person
like you! Oh, very well, leave. What does it matter to me? If it happens again,
I won't be the only one who can't sleep, will I?" She shut her eyes
tightly so she wouldn't see him go. *Ten times a jerk.*
She was a little surprised to feel his weight
settle next to her, and her eyes blinked back open as Vegeta yanked the covers
up over them both, and tossed the heating pad to the floor. He clicked the
light off, and lay down. "Turn over."
"Huh?"
"If you want me to 'protect' you against a
recurrence of the brat's upsets, turn over."
Bulma slowly rolled to her other side, facing the
window, hardly able to believe he was actually willing to do this. Vegeta moved
close behind her, so they lay together spoon fashion. She could feel his gentle
breath on her neck. And then she was sliding into sleep, with a sense of
happiness she knew would be only temporary, but was grateful for nonetheless.
Vegeta, on the other hand, was disgusted with
himself. *Weak. She makes me weak. I should have said no to her. But she was
right, if it happens again, she would wake me. Of course, with the amount of
pink energy I put into her and her brat, they shouldn't be bothering one
another for days. But there's always a chance....I'll stay for an hour or two.*
His dark orbs closed, and soon, he joined his mate in the land of slumber.