What you want to be shown
You ever deter me
Am I not deserving?
Or are you saving me from you
Because you care like you do
�Cause I�m not fall-in-lovable
All I am is huggable
At least you won�t lead me on
You�ve been before; you know it�s wrong
But you don�t realize you�re perfect to me
I realize that I may be obsessing
I close my eyes, I see your face
I�m only asking for a taste
Just let me know what I�m missing
How good your lips are at kissing
Just let me feel your silky hair
Hold me and pretend you care
What I can�t have just let me touch
I�m not asking for very much
I�ve already given my heart away
And with you it will always stay
You can�t give me yours, I know this know
If I can still get it, I don�t know how
At least I know as a friend I�m liked
That approval still makes me psyched
I want more than what you will allow
But if I�ll get it in time, I�ll wait it out
I�ll love you more as I wait for my chance
It was with you I had my first dance
Took me to the Ball in your van
I wouldn�t dance with another man
As close to an object of lust I can get
I want you bad, as you can guess
I know what you did with your S.O.
It�s expected from a male 17-year-old
I wait and often cry at night
In my dreams you love me, it feels so right
I tasted your lips and felt your skin
Gave me a glimpse, but I didn�t win
My mind was playing tricks on me
I woke up inevitably
Every night the same again
Sweet torture, a private showing, driving me insane
My skin tingles from the slightest touch
My mind and will both turn to mush
It�s not like you don�t have your pick
When you were single, you were damn quick
Now you�re reserved, your passion less
Or only to her is your passion confessed?
I miss the days when you would call
We�d go to your house or just the mall
Is it she that plagues your dreams?
The one your heart has worthily deemed
Does her touch haunt your flesh like yours haunts mine?
I�d think the Gods would give me a sign
Has she held your hand and sucked your cock?
Sorry if my sarcasm seems to mock
You give her all that I�ve only seen
My broken heart is a little bitter and mean
If you�re happy with her, then I�m happy for you
I�m just not happy, as if you knew
I still want you, but I don�t have the nerve
Still, I�m in love, and it�s my serve
-Fin-
