Journal

10/30- Monday- Well here I sit making this site. There really is not reason I did this, other than to amuse myself. If other people like it too, then more power to me. I think this site is just giving me something to do that I enjoy...taking on a fake persona. I really like it. I dont even care right now that I should be doing homework, or learning my lines for the play, or even getting some sleep, all I care about is pleasing myself (in a nonsexual way...of course) I think this is giving me an opportunity to really look inside myself and find a different part of me...it's damn cool! I dont have to hold back anything...if I want to say "penis"...I will say "penis". This internet...thank Al Gore for inventing it. Al Gore sucks...to conclude!

10/31- Tuesday- Happy Halloween to everyone. Today was NOT a good day in the life of a boy, who all he wanted to do was go trick-or-treating for the last time. Well, when I stepped into my car from play practice, my mom started to yelll because I had told her the wrong place to pick me up. For ONCE, I managed to not become angry and remained calm. I asked her to please stop yelling...did she...no. So we began to argue, her screaming and me talking...then she slapped me......what the hell is the deal with that. Did the slapping teach me a lesson? I dont think so. It taught me how ridiculous parents can be...luckily she's weak...and it didn't make a mark....but it stilll pissed me off. But then again, I have really never liked Halloween before! I mean, sure it's fun to dress up, but I always feel awkward going to someone's house and asking for candy....makes me feel like I'm homeless or a salesman...looking for donations or something!
I am rather enjoying making this site. I think about what I am going to do with it all day long. I think it's part of that "voyeur" thing...I just like people to be able to get inside of me and learn what I am REALLY about...nothing fake here!

11/1- Not too bad of a day today. Woke up late and got bitched at by my mom...hmm....well it didnt' start well. I went to my precalc teacher to find out how bad I had failed and found out that I did not fail at all! I just passed...glorious day! School serves no purpose except to plans people's futures! I dont want ANYONE planning my future but myself. Why should I let a fuckin precalc test determine what college I get into therefore determining what type I get...therefore determining how much money I make. Screw that! I'm my own person. After school I had play practice (You Cant Take it With You) then I went to Planet Hollywood for my friend's birthday...fun shizit. I'm in a good mood so really have nothing to bitch about...no matter how fun that is to write....so I'll end with a quote from the infamous Robert Deniro, "Never rat on your friends, and always keep your mouth shut!"

11/2- Pretty damn good day today! I'm starting to get along better with my parents...and that's always a plus. Today I started to think and realized that I am going to be famous. I cannot picture myself not in the public eye. This is not something cocky...I just know that I am going to. Whether it is through politics, news, music, or acting...I am just devoted to "making it"! If anyone reads this who wants to make me famous now....just email me or something. Thank you. :) *wink*

11/3- Hmm wish there was something interesting I could write about. Today was a fairly good day...no trouble...and that's always a plus! I just ate a steak sub from Chef Paolino's...damn good shiznit! That pleases me. My school day seemed to go extraordinarily slow today...I kept falling asleep...even when i was standing up or writing something. Probably not a good thing I would assume. I wish I played some sports or was athletic. Kinda sucks not having that connection that all the jocks have with eachother. But then again, I'm not really the "Jock-type". I like to define myself as much more than that.

11/4- We had our third mixer of the year at our school tonight...the third crap thing that I continue to attend no matter how much I hate it. Why do I even keep going? I'm not really sure! Oh well...it's cool to get to hang out with all the school people in a different setting I suppose. I need a woman damn it. Women make me happy....and I dont have a woman right now...so I am not curretly happy. I dont want a relationship...so I dont know what the fuck I want...oh well!