The Oh So Long Awaited Update

I realize that I completely slacked off on the one or two people who might still be reading this site. Oh well; it's been updated today. Be happy.

 

I even kept the same first line, more for the sake of irony, than anything else really.

Much has happened since I last updated in *cough* january *cough*. Let's see, oh, yeah. I'm 21. Wewt. I no longer work retail. Wewt. I have an actual career, which due to how busy I've kept myself with everything, has been completely unmentioned on this site, but odds are, if you know me, ever speal with me, ever, than you already know about that.

We moved our vow renewals up for personal reasons... They are this Saturday. And I am looking forward to doing this for everyone to see. This is a big deal. And for some reason, I'm just waiting for someone, anyone, to dare come out and say one bad thing. Honestly, I am. It seems that there is always that one person. And I'm more just curious as to who it is; because odds are, whoever makes any sly, snide remark about us, is going to get completely written off forever. I'm not here for drama, I'm not here to argue, I'm just waiting to see who it might be. I have no guesses, fortunately; and in honesty, that's a good thing.

We're literally into that last home stretch, and I'm feeling horrible, because certain people haven't been invited. And I hate not inviting people. But there are reasons, we can only seat so many people, and the people who I did not invite are mostly people who I haven't seen in at least five months, for various reasons. Some fo them, I just don't talk with as much; some of them I've tried very hard to keep in touch with, and just been blown off; there are others, with other reasons. But the bottom line on it is, I wish I could have invited everyone. The rude individuals who make ill-intented remarks all day, the goofballs who are unfortunately so busy lately, and even the old friends who have blown me recently. Unfortunately, I can't invite them all. We don't have the room for all of them, and it's not that I haven't tried to get back in touch, it's not that I haven't tried to mend these things up, I have made efforts. And if anyone reading this feels otherwise, I challenge them to look back. It's hard for me to risk not pleasing people, it's natural for me to try so hard; heck, I was a manager in customer service for so long, it's in my blood. But this is unfortunately how it has to be.

As for everything else, I highly suggest that everyone avoid getting bronchitis and/or eating uncooked pork. Both of these things are bad for you. Just in case you didn't know.

Well, I'm off to enjoy another day of being festively sick, I hope everyone else is well, God Bless.