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| Quiet Time |
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| People around me say that you are true, but why wasn't you there when I needed you? You have all this power so why don't you use? Almighty, Poweful right? Man just lose it! Nothing you can do right now can cover for all the pain you put me through. I sometimes dislike myself can you explain that too? You are not real. I can't feel you. I can't even hear you! Even if you where real you wouldn't love me! You wouldn't fogive my past and accept me for the person that I am NOW! Oh, if you only knew my childhood and all the pain and suffering I went through, THEN you would look away be embarrased to and say "I never knew you!" It is not fair, it's not right that I used to drink my pain away and smoke my pain out until the next day! BUT, all this is ok. I'm all by myself I don't need you or anyones help! You know, I admit at times, I think deep down inside and reflect on all those times, that I could have died. I step back and wonder "Hey are you really up there, are you really true?" If so please forgive me for all the bad things I said to you. Before I lay my head of mine, if you are up there prove to me or show me a sign. So I can know for sure that you are a Father of mine. I know I've been loud because my sun never shines but this is how I use up my QUIET TIME. Written by: Roberta Rosa Roetry from the Heart Productions Roro Productions (c)1999. |
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