Getting loose of this knife
Untwist it from my back
And retract my screams
Put back my dreams
of us being seen in the light of �
Spot in the gleam of my eyes
I feel
I should not waste this time
Full of value and excruciating
Boundaries overextending my limits
To the point of unbearable delight
My oasis drowns deeply and embraces
Midnight�s darkness and I question
Do tears have shadows?
My breath is minimal during this recollection
Revising my fears as my mind chose to let go of happiness
Visions of glee, enchantment, fascination, and romance meant
Nothing as it flew
I felt something I lost, but then again it costs nothing. Right?
How could this tear look so appealing?
Knowing the pains that I�ve been feeling
I can�t see it screaming all I see is it gleaming
And it�s pissing me off!
Didn�t I make you? Did you just not come from my crying heart?
Look like me damn it,
my world is falling ..falling.. crumbling ..falling � diminishing ..falling ..lessening�
my world is falling .. falling ..falling apart.
From you.
Descending my pain into the ground
It trembled within myself with a roar
but you let it go down without a sound
I can see right through you and still can�t explain it
Such a elegant entity like you
strike my emotions, make me cry and look hopeless
at the same time flow down my face and make me look beautiful------
refreshed my soul is renewed with life
After the long gasp of air
I touch my cheek and question
Where these tears ever there?
Written by: Roberta M. Rosa
Roro Productions � 2003