December 18, 2007
OH MY GOD!!!!!. I am so happy, Piebald has announced when their last Boston show will be. It is going to be April 18, at the Middle East. I HAVE TO GO. Tickets go on sale Friday. I will buy one. I am sad though because I have no one to go with. I do not really have any friends. I do not really want to go alone. But who would go with me? If I have to go alone I will, but I would rather not. I need to find friends.
Ugh, I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow. I have not been to the doctor’s in like a year and a half.
Jessie thinks she might have made a mistake. However, I have not really decided yet if I want to take her back. I mean for some reason I do miss her. Part of me really wants to take her back, but I do not know. I just do not know if it would work out. If I actually take her back, I am not going to take any shit this time. Moreover, she will have to do something about Ian, because she did nothing about him before and he obviously will not stop trying to be with her. I knew that before, I told her, and she kept denying it. Well I was right! And I have not really been, but if I actually start hanging out with my old Hannaford’s friends again, I not going to stop seeing them just to please her. That did not work before. I do not care how upset she gets, I want friends. In addition, I honestly never really thought she was putting much effort into our relationship. Nevertheless, for some reason taking all that into account I still miss her. I do not know…
Quote of the Day
"When I die, I want to go peacefully like my Grandfather did, in his sleep -- not screaming, like the passengers in his car"
—unknown
