I am normal, average, ordinary
Yet I am one of the most abnormal people I know
Approximately 18.99013 years before my first kiss
Oh, but it was well worth the wait
I can't fall asleep on my right side
Without my back feeling the draft
And my heart forming another small fractured faltline
One day he'll appear out of nowhere
One day you'll understand
Someday we'll be together
Someday Forever will begin
Someday nothing will tear me from your arms
Nothing move us from the couch
Except the call of the bed
Someday it won't be so hard
It'll be like it is for normal people
Happiness won't hurt so much
Shut up Sheryl Crow, I don't want to hear it
I don't know how much strength I have left
Kinda like my car, the needle riding on E
But still somehow I keep going
We will make it someday
But that doesn't make the seconds of today go any faster
I'm still cold falling asleep
My future is still a brief memory
Hauntingly sweet, until my renaissance
Until I wake up and roll over
And don't fall off the bed
2-10-98