Just Another Day...

Just Another Day…

There's no light,

The little flame that was once the has been extinguished –

Now there’s nothing no longer there…

The darkness that surrounds me has won -

I can’t see beyond the fog and shadows anymore

Anything that was once is no more…

There is no coming back, I'm already gone.
Forever shattered …
Was I ever open,

Nothing matters when you're broken…

That’s me -

There is nothing anybody can say...

I have to find my way…

It doesn't matter what you do,

It's what you’ve done – can’t you see it

You washed away the best of me,

It’s to hard to try not to cry…

I can’t pretend – what I feel has made me numb in so many ways so deep inside,

Trying to be someone who isn’t really me…

I had a hand full of dreams and a heart full of love

And the future never got brighter – it always got darker and harder to cope…

It’s to hard when you’re a mess and the real world wreaks of such stench…

Wounded so deep within – no one can hear or see what’s inside, I can no longer push it aside…

I had always dreamed even when I was little,

To have a family and a bright beautiful life filled with love and lots of laughter…

Even knowing I was such a disaster but always hoping –

That one person would come and save me…

To see beyond my mental plight of abnormality…

Just searching for understanding and compassion,

And so badly just wanting to be normal…

And so the story must have a end –

The darkness that always surrounds me and keeps

me from feeling warm, instead always cold…

All that lurks so deep within is finally going to win –

I’m a broken person and I can’t be fixed, I’m giving in to the one’s whom live within me…

I cannot fight this battle any longer –

The wounds that have been inflicted…

And that I adorn are far to deep…

The pain never subsides –

And this is why I will have to say goodbye…

I did love and I did try –

All I can say is goodbye.